Friday, August 29, 2003
make lotsa calls today betta den any other days. now even more busier cos needa write email to all tis customers. wow.. tink tis attachment iz really training me up for my workin life nxt tym man.. really. its gd but if i'm studyin biz it'll be betta man..! den eating n eating chocolate everyday. COoL. already gain 1kg liao. but i guess no matter whr u go u'll definitely learnt sth. nxt wk will hafta go training. i hope everyting will be fine! lionel, one of our in charge actually sent us back to work on tuesday when we hafta go make our pass..! hmmz.. sounds like a gd boss.. but.. ok, nvm. aywy tym seems to past quite fast! its already 2nd wk liao.. 10 more wks to survive. nw been feeling pretty upset cos found 1 of my fren so fake. tink i gotta cool down.... sad.. din managed to book the ktv room in tym. =(
what i've become, 11:14 PM.
2nd wk of attachment ends..
2nd wk of attachment ends..
what i've become, 10:21 AM.
today felt great watchin homerun..! i tink i'll wanna go watch alone more often.. d feeling iz great! u guyz shld go try it out if u dun do it..! today i was the first to call out for my sup to hear... was so stress..! was so nervous but was able to calm down before the call was answered. he pin-pointed me but i tot it was good too so i can improve..! and with a "script" i can use for many other calls i hafta make in the future, it really make me feel more comfortable for all call outs i made later on for him to listen.. at least not so lost lah. thk god it was over after like 3 calls. was tellin to one of my classmates by the tym attachment is over i'll be damn gd in PR skills. thr's more to learn of cos. but it'll be useful if i'm steppin into tis line after i grad lah.. kk, tink too much la huh. aywy, yeah.. nuttin much happened but i juz felt betta after watchin d movie. its worth it lah. lucky i dint choose to watch freaky friday today. will go watch it nxt tym then. been eatin alot of chocolate to help me control my stress! i hope i wunt grow overweight.. cant overeat.. office aircon's gettin colder each day! cant take it anymore..! nxt tym might needa buy a winter coat n put it over thr sia.
what i've become, 1:21 AM.
yay!
yay!
Thursday, August 28, 2003
din getta see da moon n da mars together...! too cloudy.. sad! n why does my blog always has error.. jz couldnt understand.. was ok jz awhile ago. haiz.. so troublesome sia.. dowan to go work.. my sup wanna hear our conversation wif da clients! today slack whole day at work man.. felt guilty. tml gotta make more calls or not dunno hwta tell my sup wat we did yest!~
ps: diana's missing in action! jz saw ur msg at da tagboard..! sure.. hope everytings fine..! we'll hafta go out 1 day. anyting jz msg me or belinda k? anna also can..! hehehe..
ps: diana's missing in action! jz saw ur msg at da tagboard..! sure.. hope everytings fine..! we'll hafta go out 1 day. anyting jz msg me or belinda k? anna also can..! hehehe..
what i've become, 3:08 AM.
cloudy
cloudy
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
tink i really need a break.. fm everyting! haiz.. neva felt as pathetic as before man. prolly needa go watch a movie alone. c how things goes.. wow, really envious of every1s tt's happy attached.. gd for u guyz! *happyz* i needa get away from tis reality awhile.. this shld help.. i hope! went shoppin jz nw but jz cant seem to find d rite shoe i want. when i saw one.. the size jz dint fit. oh well, jz not my day i guess. i din managed to a pair of shoes i like since attachment started. hope to find 1 real soon man. now only hope i can meet up wif proj,classmates..
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what i've become, 1:12 AM.
gimme a break
gimme a break
Monday, August 25, 2003
haven been havin any feeling recently. might be a gd ting for awhile but jz hope it doesnt stay lydis for a long tym man. worked for 15 hrs yest n my legs hurt till now. thk god i still managed to wake up today for work.~ *great job* haaz. mb all frenz are so busy that they dun hab tym for me.. suddenly feel as if i dun hab any frenz nw sia..! hope can meet them up soon..! miss them.. really.. n i hope i'll get back to my own life real soon. hope tings will go smoothly for me once all da bad luck had gone.
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what i've become, 5:18 PM.
emotionless
emotionless
Friday, August 22, 2003
You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
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what i've become, 11:31 PM.
wow.. ! 1 wk went past quite fast! making phonecalls r tired when u dun even haf details u need to tell d person! i'm stammerin at tyms but stil quite ok lah! haiz.. life's cruel.. i dinno tt THEY dint managed to get together.. instead she's wif another guy..! sad leh... for him... but i guess life's cruel. hope that he can find his real love soon..! for my own case.. i guess feelings for .. has fade already liao leh.. practically nuttin to say to each other cos everyday online.. he doesnt click me anymore..! hafta go click him n talk. feel sianz liao. so will jz see hw tings go as usual... hope to find d 1 soon..! haaz. today ate fishmeat beehoon.. nice..! wanna go eat agn.. haaz. finally gt icq liao.. happy. but nt much pp to talk to only lah. i jz hope my class gatherin would be real soon.
what i've become, 11:09 PM.
1 week
1 week
Thursday, August 21, 2003
both supervisors dint come.. we made lotsa call outs n thr's lotsa "studyin" of their products tt needs to be done. although its needed, but here i am chattin with other pp by other means instead of studyin n readin things i needa read up on. oh well, call outs were made though. jz tt studyin iz sorta too stagnant. sianz leh.. wanna slp liaoz. n if i were to read.. i tink i'll really end up slpin. supervisor email us damn fast. like 10-15mins after we sent da email. ask us r we able to get those tel nos tt we left blank.. den managed to call finish lor. but still.. cmi lah.. 3rd day seems as if we haf worked for so long liao. lunch wasnt tt nice. act wanted to eat jap fd over at 1 of da foodcourt budden so ex. so end up eatin chicken noodle wich was so saltish n oily. nw wanna slp sia. icq also cant use. sup say scared kana virus. but see hw.. might use aywy, if i can managed to find a port lah. da office space i'm usin nw like my 2nd hse.. most tings were already moved oer thr.. buyin fd to store though. quittin changi airport work soon. at least stop for awhile. many bad tings keep happenin. have been payin alot for jz 2 workin session. its like workin to pay all those bills man.. had enough. hmmz.. at least later i'm goin out soon. so thr's sth to motivate me. yest jz had a urge to go look for shoes to buy for work so went alone! but end up goin thr jz to browse, told myself i shldnt buy on impulse. ask for opinion first.. dowan end up regretting. i hope i'll buy it soon lah. cant wait anymore~ really been down wif luck lately, only motivation i have now iz tt i hope tings will get back to normal real soon. broke down yest.. also dunno for wad man. i guess its ok to jz cry lydat 1 day. jz 1 day.. i wouldnt want to end up down rite @ da bottom alone. anna's been a great support. oh well, i jz tink tt tings jz doesnt seem to go my way.. guess i tink too much lah. TOMORROW WILL B A BRIGHTER DAY!~ miss belinda,diana,jo,meiyan,derek.. every1 tt did proj wif us..! hope to see them soon!
what i've become, 1:47 AM.
3rd day of attachment
3rd day of attachment
Tuesday, August 19, 2003
supposed to meet thr @0930 but reached thr @0900. waited till 10 so asked every1 to go up n see wat's takin them so long. when we reached thr. we were like kana shooted by da reception person thr sayin y din we come up straightaway. hw was we to know man.. the paper stated we r supposed to meet @ da cargo lift wad. den later still say cant find my supervisor name n our name..! was pretty fed up tt i really wanted to scream man! called da gal tt interview us so it wasnt that bad. thk god she came to rescue us in tym. den collected a notebook they we gotta use.. bt da os was win95! well, i'm pretty glad that both my supervisor r friendly pp.. jz hope days over thr wouldnt be tt bad.. although it was pretty borin talkin over da headset askin for HOD of IT..
what i've become, 1:29 AM.
1st day of attachment
1st day of attachment
Saturday, August 16, 2003
oh well, proj ended! gonna miss all of their of them..! but hope we'll meet up soon ..! 1st day of work is juz 1 day away. juz hope it wun be that boring man. would b betta if i can get to chge dept prolly like let me learn howta fix a computer. yesterday we wenta watch the league of extraodinary. fell asleep for like 5mins budden still managed to wake up cos its really freezing cold in da cinema! yesterday's presentation was quite ok but all of us were so busy rehearsing what we shld say and talking to each other that i had improper meals for da day that i ate alot when i reached home. argh!~ damn sinful. went to esplanade to sit for awhile.. stil like fullerton.. d view thr is amazingly nice. wish to go back thr agn..! with da waters lookin as if thr's many diamonds in it. haaz. oh ya, belinda bought me this necklance.. damn nice.. its sweet of her to give it to me cos i lost mine when we went to da gym. Now when everyone's goin back to sch i dun feel like goin for my attachment anymore..! haiz, but jus hafta get on with life man, just hope will get over to da last day of work which is 8 nov. pray that i dun go work late on mon..!
what i've become, 3:09 PM.
proj ended!~
proj ended!~
Monday, August 11, 2003
6 more days to the start of attachment! haiz.. why does it always seems so fast?! i dowan!!!! alot of things are needed to do for our presentation. juz hope we can pass man. best part is i dont even know when is my presentation day! national day celebration wasnt tt gd after all.. cos we went to the wrong place. the rooftop of da esplanade n the view of it was being blocked by.. ritz carlton! argh.. shld've gone to da bridge.. my fren gotta watched it at marina bay.. he saw the whole view of it! *envious*. oh well, thr's still always next year to look forward to. but anyway it was quite fun going out with "new"pp like andrew, kaituk,reubs,rizal. ahh.. he went movie with a gal that we sorta "teased" him with. oh well, i kinda encouraged him to go.. ask him nt to be too indecisive. anyway when he intended to go i was like.. hmmz.. ok. actually he did ask me along lah, but i was too tired to follow. while goin home alone after that i was sad... walked ard 2 bus-stop from the mrt station to home. the stupid thing iz when i reached home after bathing i was so energetic that i slept only after 4. shld've went for da movie man!~ belinda poor thing hafta talk to me for quite awhile before i went to slp. i sound like a small kid sia, like need some coaxing before i can slp. but i aint as pathetic as i sound lah. but i guess if i ask him not to go i'll feel bad too. cos the girl is also like my fren and she's really sweet?! so either way its still the same lah. hmmz, better dun tink or else i'll jus feel worst man. got into ibm already. doing telemarketing. sianz! 5days work but hafta wear smart wear. sianz.. no dress-down sia. juz hope it wun be that bad n borin as i tot....
what i've become, 1:12 PM.
project ending..
project ending..
Friday, August 08, 2003
yesterday's class gathering was definitely a gd 1 as i managed to get practically most of them.. anyway i'm passing my job over to ali, nahar. kinda tired to gather pp. i jus hope there will be one comin up soon!~ haaz, cant wait. i guess i'll start to plan some gathering again once i feel bored. only left another wk in sch and i'll be going attachment! ahh.. no more long hours break, sleeping in lab, icq-ing, coming sch late n all..
when attachment starts its only being puntual to work blah³. haiz.. time passes really so fast man..
when attachment starts its only being puntual to work blah³. haiz.. time passes really so fast man..
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what i've become, 9:14 AM.
class gathering
class gathering
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
went gym today.. damn tired man! but its great to exercise agn.. jz like sec sch days! its really gd to be able to find a fren who'll go exercise with ya, so i'm glad i've found belinda! but i tink when attachment starts i'll hafta make myself start exercisin agn! by then.. meetin up with belinda jz to go gym will be even harder.. so must find a substitute soon! haaz.. =p i think my schedule has been so packed that i'll be doing things or meeting pp up etc everyday after sch. sometimes i wished i have more days man! it wasnt like d old me in d past who'll go back home after sch to rest..! i guess once attachment starts, it'll be hard to meet up my friends already. d sudden change also kinda scares me man.. d tot of goin out everyday...! my mom's been into korean serial now that i find her so cute, cos she'll be soo addicted that she wouldn't want to go slp. haaz, i'll juz tend to luff @her. oh well, been called up for my attachment interview, part of me hope i'll get in and d other part of me iz afraid that i might not enjoy this job. i guess i've been tinkin too much. hope wed's interview would turn out fine.... been enjoyin life that i feel like that i'm really makin full use of wad i wanna do everyday @this pt of moment. exercising and shopping.. i'm really glad to getta know a big bunch of gd galfriends that it really reminds me of sec sch days man.. aiii.. i missed those days! its so hard to find most of them who are in the girls sch too. okz, time to bed now.. really tired.
what i've become, 1:12 AM.
occ
occ
Friday, August 01, 2003
oh belinda burned her hand as in really burned her hand today while we were @sauna man... haiz.. feel kinda bad that she gort burned cos i dunno hwta really console her. her hand was like so swollen man... but lucky soaking her hand @cold water did helped her awhile. i guess both of us are already being blacklisted by the guy call keng hwee @occ.. cos he keep checkin if we brought any guests! hmmz.. talk to HIM today.. i guess i really missed him as a friend.. haven been talkin to him for quite a long time n i just have this strong feeling that something is bothering him so i jus cant help asking him and it was true. dint know my intuition @ that tym was so accurate! prolly its about relationship. but i dint asked much cos i guess if he really wanna tell me he would. its just a strong feeling that most probably its gotta do with THAT particular gal. anyway i jus ask him not to think so much. felt sad for him but thk god d feeling iz over. (its only for awhile!) anyway i hope he'll be fine real soon...! Anna's always my sunshine after my rain, i'm so glad she's always there to guide me along jus in case i gets lost.. thks anna! i really love ya! no matter wad, i'm still enjoying my life alot!
what i've become, 1:09 AM.
occ
occ
