Wednesday, June 29, 2005
by Kang ta
Sung by: Lee Ji hoon and Shin Hye Sung
Hearing the sound of the dawn, I fall asleep.
As usual, your day is spent forgetting me
How can you make it so easy?
It was difficult for me, I couldn't comprehend it
Why you left me, I would never changed
We'll slowly forget each other like this
Saying 'I love you' would be of no use
Sorry, I was selfish.
I tried to keep you beside me because I loved you
right, I forgot that more importantly...
If I loved you, you should always be happy.
I'll miss you, but nothing can be done
I won't make it difficult for you.
After i've painfully cried, I'll look for you
Disregard me, it'll only be for a while
It's alright. I can handle this.
I can tolerate being without you
I love you. That will never change.
Though your place is vacant, I live loving you *
(Woa) It's true, I'm acting like a fool.
But I'll hold on to our past and live alone.
After I've painfully cried, I'll look for you
Disregard me...
This is momentarial.
Sung by: Lee Ji hoon and Shin Hye Sung
Hearing the sound of the dawn, I fall asleep.
As usual, your day is spent forgetting me
How can you make it so easy?
It was difficult for me, I couldn't comprehend it
Why you left me, I would never changed
We'll slowly forget each other like this
Saying 'I love you' would be of no use
Sorry, I was selfish.
I tried to keep you beside me because I loved you
right, I forgot that more importantly...
If I loved you, you should always be happy.
I'll miss you, but nothing can be done
I won't make it difficult for you.
After i've painfully cried, I'll look for you
Disregard me, it'll only be for a while
It's alright. I can handle this.
I can tolerate being without you
I love you. That will never change.
Though your place is vacant, I live loving you *
(Woa) It's true, I'm acting like a fool.
But I'll hold on to our past and live alone.
After I've painfully cried, I'll look for you
Disregard me...
This is momentarial.
what i've become, 12:56 PM.
Inhyung
Inhyung
Friday, June 24, 2005
i hate admin job!
what i've become, 6:59 PM.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
oh gosh, i can really go crazy man.. can you believe it? the new recept is still very dependent on me.. practically will call me ard 3-5 times a day to ask me small, unimportant qn.. i mean, i've only transferred to the new dept for the 2day and i have so many incoming calls.. yawnz.. spare me la.. wished she was more independent. i mean i dont blame her.. a really nice gal, mb its just my temper.. wadeva~
when i look up i can see a camera like facing me, i'm like an animal tts being watched by the people.. what difference does it make if they keep me in a zoo? i dont tink i can find any difference in that.
as usual, i think i'm really not fated to a deskbound job. i'm soo slpy and i'm near to dozing off! help me....
when i look up i can see a camera like facing me, i'm like an animal tts being watched by the people.. what difference does it make if they keep me in a zoo? i dont tink i can find any difference in that.
as usual, i think i'm really not fated to a deskbound job. i'm soo slpy and i'm near to dozing off! help me....
what i've become, 3:06 PM.
dont drive me crazy
dont drive me crazy
Sunday, June 19, 2005
well, i tot life as a 21 should be fun, great and carefree.. but i guess as you grow up, you've got more commitments and your priorities. Many things has been happening for the past few mths for me and it seems there's some things i just cant handle them well, and its bad from the way i've handle them.. esp my temper.. altho i felt calm on the inside, but just dinno y would i react to some small things v uptightly. mb i shld jz be left alone till i managed to get all this small little things away outta my mind. yupz, its time i shld learn.. to relax alil~ and get rid of this.. bad side of me.. its really ugly. i hate it.
a friend just told me that $ shouldn't be a problem when it comes to studying.. mb partly its true.. but, guess it doesnt apply to all~
i guess i shld thk god for all that he've done? read from somewhere that we shld be glad if we were given lotsa problems cos it means that god thinks you're able to handle them. so, i guess it really depends on how you think! the positive or the negative.. well, the rainbow will definitely be out and the rain will definitely stop.. so, i'll just wait for my rainbow and sun to be back up on my sky.
life, oh life~
a friend just told me that $ shouldn't be a problem when it comes to studying.. mb partly its true.. but, guess it doesnt apply to all~
i guess i shld thk god for all that he've done? read from somewhere that we shld be glad if we were given lotsa problems cos it means that god thinks you're able to handle them. so, i guess it really depends on how you think! the positive or the negative.. well, the rainbow will definitely be out and the rain will definitely stop.. so, i'll just wait for my rainbow and sun to be back up on my sky.
life, oh life~
Labels: life
what i've become, 10:34 PM.
smile and stay positive!
smile and stay positive!
well, for some who know.. this problem i'm facing.. finally found a decision.. tt'll to reject the offer to study this year and wait for nxt year's admission..
i really cant find any way to support myself (as in allowance) for the whole year thru.. so, i'll start saving for this whole year to fufil my dream of studying..... i can do it!
although i really cant bear the tot to delay my studies, i guess.. this is the only way out rite now.. hopefully nxt year.. its still possible.. my will power is still as strong..
aywy, i'll liketa thk angela, angie, jill, hazel, lilin.. n those who were by my side listening to all i've said over n over again.. trying to help me to find on a solution.. thks for everything. finally i can let my brain rest from money problem.. moving on to a new dept on this coming monday.. hopefully everything will turn out just right.
yes.. 1 year is not really very long..
i really cant find any way to support myself (as in allowance) for the whole year thru.. so, i'll start saving for this whole year to fufil my dream of studying..... i can do it!
although i really cant bear the tot to delay my studies, i guess.. this is the only way out rite now.. hopefully nxt year.. its still possible.. my will power is still as strong..
aywy, i'll liketa thk angela, angie, jill, hazel, lilin.. n those who were by my side listening to all i've said over n over again.. trying to help me to find on a solution.. thks for everything. finally i can let my brain rest from money problem.. moving on to a new dept on this coming monday.. hopefully everything will turn out just right.
yes.. 1 year is not really very long..
what i've become, 2:15 AM.
final decision
final decision
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
The first time, I saw your smile
like you were an angel that came from the sky
You took away all my long depressions
You were kind, my shining star,
my full moon that has been my guiding light.
But why did you make my heart sadden?
You made me hurt,
covered me in tears left me in the dark, with no way out~
But I loved you more, so very much more
And now you are out of my arms
I still love you, And I miss you
So please keep me in your heart forever.
You'll be in my heart, I will never forget you.
I'll never meet someone like you.
You were an angel that walked on this world.
Do you think I will live with out you beside me?
Can you see me, from where you are?
Do you think I'm happy, without you right here?
Time has gone by and my heart hurts more
and I cry every moonless nights.
The sun is dark,
without~ you here,
the stars are dull,
without~ your smile
But I love you, with all of my broken heart.
All I can do for you, is to give you my love
and to hope that you are still smiling
with your joys even though I'm here in tears~
Please forgive me for being this way
I know you don't want me to be sad for you.
But I still love you, and I'll thank you for all you did
I'll be waiting, if you want to come back~ , to me~ hey, hey~ yeah heh~
like you were an angel that came from the sky
You took away all my long depressions
You were kind, my shining star,
my full moon that has been my guiding light.
But why did you make my heart sadden?
You made me hurt,
covered me in tears left me in the dark, with no way out~
But I loved you more, so very much more
And now you are out of my arms
I still love you, And I miss you
So please keep me in your heart forever.
You'll be in my heart, I will never forget you.
I'll never meet someone like you.
You were an angel that walked on this world.
Do you think I will live with out you beside me?
Can you see me, from where you are?
Do you think I'm happy, without you right here?
Time has gone by and my heart hurts more
and I cry every moonless nights.
The sun is dark,
without~ you here,
the stars are dull,
without~ your smile
But I love you, with all of my broken heart.
All I can do for you, is to give you my love
and to hope that you are still smiling
with your joys even though I'm here in tears~
Please forgive me for being this way
I know you don't want me to be sad for you.
But I still love you, and I'll thank you for all you did
I'll be waiting, if you want to come back~ , to me~ hey, hey~ yeah heh~
what i've become, 12:00 PM.
BoA - Neul (waiting)
BoA - Neul (waiting)
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
hmmz, it seems that for this interview, i've like ask alot of help from alot others.. aywy, really appreciated all sort of help that i've got from everyone.. from helping me to find the place to print to lending of the portfolio file... thanks everyone..
cant wait to just sleep and take a break from everything.. cos right now.. everything just doesnt seem to go my way and i'm not gonna give up that easily!
cant wait to just sleep and take a break from everything.. cos right now.. everything just doesnt seem to go my way and i'm not gonna give up that easily!
what i've become, 10:00 AM.
Monday, June 13, 2005
been out the whole day. firstly was the training for MT.. 1-6pm.. after that was rushing back home to change and go for the PCK musical... took cab all the way.. even back home. was supposed to get a free ride but waited for an hour and decided to leave 1st.. as i needa rush home to send my pics to lilin so that she's able to help me edit on them.... else she needa waste too much time on waiting..
well, back to the musical.. seriously speaking.. i wonder is there anyone who actually bought the tics to go watch'em.. cos thr's no storyline and i was practically sleeping my way over thr on and off! (can you believe it?!) thank god it was free.... else i'll prolly be crying on the $$ wasted on it!
Well, will really need to thank lilin for helping me for these past few days for my portfolio.. else i think i'll prolly needa forgo the interview tts coming on wed.. aywy now i'll needa worry how am i suppose to go print'em if feng's not able to help me.... else the only thing i can pray is that it wont close soo early so i can go print'em after work!
give me more time~
well, back to the musical.. seriously speaking.. i wonder is there anyone who actually bought the tics to go watch'em.. cos thr's no storyline and i was practically sleeping my way over thr on and off! (can you believe it?!) thank god it was free.... else i'll prolly be crying on the $$ wasted on it!
Well, will really need to thank lilin for helping me for these past few days for my portfolio.. else i think i'll prolly needa forgo the interview tts coming on wed.. aywy now i'll needa worry how am i suppose to go print'em if feng's not able to help me.... else the only thing i can pray is that it wont close soo early so i can go print'em after work!
give me more time~
what i've become, 1:15 AM.
a tiring day
a tiring day
Saturday, June 11, 2005
well, trying to teach the new gal everything.. but it seems that she's quite dependent on me. aywy, one of my colleague is helping me to find another position at work.. he seems so funny, like more anxious than me.. really appreciate his help....
ya, right now, just taking things one at a time.. let's see what's in store for me next. since the worst has came, i doubt anything would affect me any much further~
just wanna get out of this stagnant life
ya, right now, just taking things one at a time.. let's see what's in store for me next. since the worst has came, i doubt anything would affect me any much further~
just wanna get out of this stagnant life
what i've become, 10:56 PM.
stagnant
stagnant
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
hmmz, i'm in the "hang in there!" period. transition? oh, wadeva.. i hate words like.. god has plans for u.. (words that pp say to make you feel better.) aywy having some problems over at work. apparently they find that i do NOT suit this job. or from what i heard, everyone likes me except that stupid GORILLA . well, thanks man. to keep me in the dark and only to let me know that the new gal was coming on monday (just 2 days to absorb all this shit). dammit. well, all i can say is.. shouldn't you have told me earlier so i can get my ass off to find another new job rather than hanging there right now?
of cos, there is a good chance for a better opportunity but all these are craps k! i dun need such things.. practically the WHOLE company is stopping by my place now and asking me if i'm leaving this company or wad. right now i just wish for another job from another company. not THIS company anymore. i dislike the way they do things. wad trying to help me find jobs. CRAPS!
and dont ever tell me that god will return me 7x more for something he took away from me ok... i dont need such words. THANK YOU. believe in whatever religion you like, just dont go round telling pp how good UR GOD is and that other pple's religion is fake, false stuff.... not real. and trying to change my concept of trying to get me to believe in ur god and "abandon" the "fake" god that i have. (i'm really fine in talking about religious stuff but.. oh, cut that crap~)
wished life was more simpler.
of cos, there is a good chance for a better opportunity but all these are craps k! i dun need such things.. practically the WHOLE company is stopping by my place now and asking me if i'm leaving this company or wad. right now i just wish for another job from another company. not THIS company anymore. i dislike the way they do things. wad trying to help me find jobs. CRAPS!
and dont ever tell me that god will return me 7x more for something he took away from me ok... i dont need such words. THANK YOU. believe in whatever religion you like, just dont go round telling pp how good UR GOD is and that other pple's religion is fake, false stuff.... not real. and trying to change my concept of trying to get me to believe in ur god and "abandon" the "fake" god that i have. (i'm really fine in talking about religious stuff but.. oh, cut that crap~)
wished life was more simpler.
what i've become, 12:53 AM.
yessss
yessss
