last day of d gal i'm takin over. didnt managed to get her to teach me everything n double cfm b4 she leaves.. hopefully its easy to get help fm pp tt i dunno.. *cross fingers*

i wenta get d skirt that i was eyeing yest! (simply jz cant resist. but i think i wil really stop soon. i wonder do they have a rehabiliation centre for pp who doesn't have self-ctrl. ha.) aywy, got a welcome treat @cafe cartel by my boss. hmmz, heard fm them tt actually we was abt to get a hot drink dispenser (free fm supplier, even sugar.. coffee powder etc!) but my CEO requested for money instead of such benefits. (so stingy!) so end up.. no hot drink dispenser.. yaWnz. simply no benefits. heard fm boss that in US, its a NORM tt their fridge all stock up with many varieties of soft drinks like coke, sprite, n many more.. n fresh juices like orange juice, grape.. and for hot drinks they have hot chocolate n also many more choices.. can u imagine? its a NORM over thr!



i found my mng pants! 2 more to go..

went ktv with emily.. sang a total of 5hrs.. cool! after that was shopping at orchd again.. bought stuff.. being "told off" by my sis that i'm really spending way too much. my clothes r piling in my wardrobe which havent been worn yet.. (i think i really juz have this bad habit on buyin n buyin and den storing them. worst of all, i juz cant seem to resist!) aiyo. really addicted cos of those sales! ok la, soon after that shldn't have any sales already. so shld be ok. mb i shld go back down n get d skirt huh? shld i?! (oh gosh, y do girls just have a weakpoint on controlling to shop?). i think i betta start wearing those clothes that i've bought long time ago which i din wear yet.. started to buy more mature clothes when i've moved to a "countryside" office. mb abit deprive cos pp thr dress too err simple that i wanna dress differently huh? i dunno. i'm a weirdo. mb i'm handling d front.. its betta to wear nicer.. ha, gd excuse to buy more clothes..! kk, i really shld stop. its kinda gettin outta hand..

hmmz, mb mite not go study tis yr. mb i'll wait nxt yr.. we shall see. lookin forward to be a career woman mb 9 years down the road!



working hard towards my dreams that i lived for.

hmmz.. jz met some of my poly mates this wk.. few gals. (bel, i miss u d most man!!) hmmz, shld have more outings. feel so confined by the working life. realistic work tt practically everyone has to be in. aywy,let me have a quick update on wad i've been doin recently.


friday
well, 1st thing in da morning i was quite nervous handling the reception alone. but lucky i got some help fm yuslim. hmmz, some of the other pp were quite unhelpful.. one din wanna help me on wad shld i do when i couldnt get the person who ordered those goods.. dinno who can i refer cos i couldnt get her. after that was getting those "2nd class citizen", well.. not really "2nd class citizen" but more on a "pressing their authority" to a new comer. the talkin attitude of the person was bad on phone. previously was told by d gal whom i'm replacing tt, shld i have any problem, juz look for that person but end up.. she's soo rude! hate it.

aywy, seriously i was juz waiting for the end of work so tt i can meet my ex-colleagues! eh.. i really M I S S T H E M! really had e feeling tt i havent met them for wks n mths.. but its only a short period of 4 days. mb i've been with them daily for 6mths huh.. (partner-in-crime: i cant crap with u le.. i'm sooo sad!) aiyo. words cant describe my feelings. really. i just miss all of them. aiyo.. no longer with d company le. so wad they say like its abit weird. but i hope we'll meet up wkly or so. seems like they've sorta became part of me. guess wad i need was really gettin used to not having them ard. ha. but was great having those chatting, gaming, cards n mahjong times!

den shopping again.. basically i've been shopping quite alot. think really too deprive. i hate lunch over at amk.. my clothes wil always be stink by the canteen fd smell n even air freshner cant blend with the overwhelming fd stink! n wad? its only like 4 days at work!

i'm a shopping freak!


saturday
hx bday celebration.. ha, busy gal no time to entertain us but its great hanging out at her hse with peijia n all.. and i love d pressie we gave her! suits her totally..


ok, done with all the long story. but well, no celebration for me i think.. headache.. its all too last min i guess.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING !!!!

eeyer.. today was like washing my hands after toilet n when i pressed d soap's container.. my hand was filled with black liquid. yucks! it was only then my colleagues told me that they only refilled d 1st soap container. S U X! it was totally eeks! aywy, when i'm to really stay put over in this company.. i'll prolly bring my own soap. wa liew.. down here everything dun have. no sweets, no free hot drinks dispenser.. i miss my old company man! especially the 2 hrs lunch. now.. its only 1/2 lunch. wth! but other den that.. jobs ok. lots to learn. do. handle. hopefully this friday i can handle the whole area myself cos the gal's on leave. mon's her last day n after tt.. i'll be all alone.

hmmz, but somehow.. i do have this feeling that i mite not stay in this company for long altho i do like d job scope n all.. free n easy. but other den tt.. job's nt bad.. well, i dun even know it i wanna study!


y did i move to a countryside? now i'm missing my privileges that i've took granted for at e buzzling town!

i wished all those things that i've lost will be found soon.. esp the watch tt took me so long to find it. i remembered i was walkin ard n finding for a suitable watch to buy and i jz couldn't find a suitable one for quite a period of time. n then i was shopping with lilin at bugis one day, suggested that we shld go in to the shop n have a look and tts hw i found tt guess watch! and now.. haiz.. i hope i really misplace it at my hse.. tt its hiding somewhere at the corner of my hse. i jz want my guess watch..! i hope everything would juz appear in front of me.... tts all i ask for. that 3 items..


how could they just disappear lydat?

hmmz.. i'm actually quite sad that i'm really leaving today. my offical day! hmmz, my fellow lunch kaki treated me to sakae sushi but i din really eat alot as i was full! really appreciated their treat. ha. actually i tot it was not needed as i'll be meeting them tis wk again! well, now i'm really looking forward to meeting them on friday! hope there'll be more meetups! tot it was rather a pity if we aint gonna contact. but i'm sure we will.

so after much thinking n all.. i decided to celebrate my birthday.. but as its really quite last min n it falls on the 1st day of school holiday for the kids, i'm gonna hafta see prolly wad i needa do. (sighz, really hated on the last min thingy cos now its hard to get any pl available n most prob i'll needa celebrate in adv..)

tml will be heading to my new job. hopefully things will go smoothly for me!



wish me luck people

friday
took half day n enjoyed my 2nd last lunch with my colleagues. after that was shopping time! bought a mphosis top for like only $20! headed to laselle open hse. its kinda old. tt sch does reminds me of sjc.. but of cos its betta. ha, both lilin n i agreeded that 1 of the building.. the rooms on d 1st flr looked like asylum. 2nd flr like prison. haaz. but other than tt, the sch's ok. pretty old, canteen looks like some place to chill only when its not raining..!

after tt's to hx hse for steamboat. lotsa vegetables.. i like! nxt year mb i want some prawns! heez. but overall ate alot n was really full man! *burpz*

saturday
all begin with jap class, some shopping n eating at mos. headed to office to bring back my stuffs. (i'm really leaving on mon! missing suntec~) after that brought tt big bag of belongings to shopping at far east plaza again! n i dunno y.. hx n i shopped like nobody biz! really bought lotsa things. havent been spending lydis recently.. went sentosa's tanjong beach. the pub thr's niceeee. even had a jacuzzi pool thr. really nice atmosphere, saw lotsa stars! its as if we're at some survivor pl n we're really close to da sea. heard to rent tt place alone (excluding food n all) was $12,000! madness! and it wasnt as boring as i tot it might be.. luckily everything was great and i enjoyed myself alot. hope to go thr n chill out some day again. wanna go indochine some day too. (angela.. u know wad to do hor.. *hint*)



saturday ended nicely with a full stop.

really having this indescribable feeling. its like a mixture of excitement n sadness in me. somehow i'm missing my colleagues. d slacking mo'. d jokes, n of cos lunch n shopping trips. but i'm excited abt d new job. being able to learn more things. i feel like i'm a kid that's slowly being exposed to the world. like perhaps seeing n slowly learning abt something for d 1st time. i realised thr's still alot to learn in this corporate world. practically din have the mood to work today. was busy settling my sudden resignation. (i still cant believe i'm leaving like in few day's time! n emily reminded me of my usu joke on being the last 1 to leave n have lunch alone. ha. i rem tts wad i constantly reminded them.) lucky with help of 2 of my experienced colleagues that i managed to clear my doubts with my agency. still needa settle 1 last small thingy with my new company. i think w/o them (esp emily), i'm like really lost. cos seriously speaking i dinno wad procedure was i to follow after i submit the letter..! it wasn't only abt submitting the letter.. if only they have the idiot-proof guide for dummies, for steps u needa take to resign! ha. but i doubt pp would actually buy it. =X i think i needa get back my confidence. i dinno since when i'm starting to feel smaller n timid now.. been feeling something is amissing but i dunno wad's it. and that everything is jz so not me. my hair n all.. i jz feel its so not me. n i'm missing sch times badly.. F R E E D O M.



really learnt alot today. resigning is not as simple as it's said.

ha, i guess the best place we liketa talk would be the toilet rite?? my partner in crime? it seems that we juz talked n luff so loudly that we forgotten that the wall has ears. lolx. n we're always being found by pple, luckily by those we know. well today, the joke when we're in da toilet happened when i was asking my partner in crime.. (haha.. nice name for u huh angela?) aywy, i asked her to gimme $1800.. nt greedy (if she wins toto la). jz $1800 for my nepal trip. heez. n after that another colleague of mine came in and said that she heard our voice from at da doorway already. and tt we're talkin so loudly. (oooopps) so i explained abt tt we're talkin abt toto, my request for $1800 thingy. n her immediate reaction was.."wa.. u ask for sucha small amt? if i win i bring u for a europe tour!" whahaha.. (all of us started bursting in laughter.. ) nw i hope she'll win big money! i wanna go london! *grinz* yea.. i'm dreaming. ha. =)

ever since i've been complaining n whining of my current job (ooh for those who suffered, fret not cos..), i've found a new job. and this job requires me to resign immediately.. suddenly afraid of leaving my comfort zone.. but its definitely a gd starting pt to learn, yes.. u mite think that a diploma holder doing such a job (like wad my dad say..) but at least it allows me to learn. no OTs too i tink! haha. i dun see reception pp doin OT. sometimes its alil scary if the company's too enthu too. but ya, i'm probably too paranoid la. scared of leaving my comfort zone. yes.. a bao ga liao job wich i can learn alot and its great, hopefully! *cross fingers*

thanks for being there for me.

seriously, i tink new year is getting more boring. but its always a gd year to meet up with all my cousins n relatives. my grandma hse was like a gambling den yest. with 3 groups of gambling areas.. ha. a market place cos its soo noisy. i guess tts d only thing i enjoyed abt new year..!
gatherings, gatherings and More GATHERINGS!


i hope to find my future soon. lost for a correct path to head.

oh gosh.. i'm addicted to shopping again.. as in like i want alot of things! gals, PLS STOP ME from buying too much ok?! ya, i'll perservere too..! =]

but.. i miss shopping trips with u gals! meet up soon for some shopping trips k?! ha yupz, i'm contradicting myself, i know.. but wad to do? simply cant resist..*scratch head* somebody help me!


i cant resist shopping, its a fact.

oh man, its so damn tiring to clr my hse stuff! end up sneezing n all cos i really got a sensitive nose. wonder how to keep a dog nxt time in da future..! haiz. sad! but i love my room nw cos its soo clean..! simply love it rite now.

hmmz, she betta stop testing my patience. i have little left.

maybe i just need more time to myself. just myself.

nicee. if only we'll take more notice of the things we've took granted for..

haiz, i got no time to pack up my whole room! ok, so maybe u'll say its an excuse.. but not really. cos i'm really busy lazyin ard. ha. haiya.. i hate new year la..! will definitely make time on the remaining days to do sth abt it. needa clr my waredrobe n free it from those ugly tops i've bought on impulse! hopefully able to sell it or so.. hopefully.. *cross fingers*

hmmz, i felt err.. stupid. throwing d "white-become-black" hp pouch away! most probably mistooken it as a rubbish but i really dunno what was i thinkin at that point of time! no wonder i couldnt find it at my desk.. been finding it for days but d aunty cfm with me tt i've thrown it. but, well.. i'll prolly just get another new one den, dun have much choices eh?



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shir,30
loves ktv. shopping. movies. peace. travel. reading. fashion. nature. good food. chilli padi.
chilling out with friends. sneakers. pretty things!

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live life to the fullest. humility. truthful to oneself.

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Wishlist

▪ Branded handbag
▪ New shelves
▪ Hi-Fi set
▪ Revamp my room!
▪ slim down
▪ bag
▪ cam


2014
▪ Eason Concert 3/1
▪ HKG 3/13
▪ tattoo 4/17
▪ JPN 5/10
▪ Europe 11/27
▪ Branded wallet 11/27

2013
▪ Taipei 1/12
▪ Note 2 LTE 2/8
▪ BKK 4/11
▪ Aust 7/31
▪ Thai Lang
▪ track shoes

2012
▪ BJ 3/31
▪ perm my hair 4/13
▪ black watch for work Aug
▪ perm my hair 8/29
▪ Radio/cd player Sep
▪ BKK 9/28

2011
▪ Iphone 1/28
▪ Blue Wedge 2/10
▪ 1st buy trip 3/3
▪ quit my job 3/21
▪ clear deg course 3/25
▪ perm hair 4/2
▪ 张学友演唱会 8/29
▪ new job 10/3
▪ Convocation 10/21
▪ Spring clean my room in the midst!

2010
▪ havanias slim 3/12
▪ G-shock watch 3/12
▪ shaved my hair 5/1
▪ HK shopping spree 7/9
▪ casio gold watch 8/30
▪ new jeans 11/13

2009
▪ new camera 3/12
▪ new sling bag 5/1
▪ leather-strap watch 5/8
▪ handphone 5/28
▪ satin leggings 7/10
▪ QUIT MY JOB! 12/8

2008
▪ BKK 7/17
▪ new wallet 12/6
▪ black sneakers 12/24
▪ Laos 12/24

Awaiting dreams

▪ family trip
cty to go by 35
▪ Nepal/Korea/Jpn/Europe
Language to learn
▪Thai/Jap/Korean
holistic lifestyle
▪ RCIA
▪ Pilgrammage
▪ Community svc
▪ Yoga/pilates/exercise Mar'12

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