Saturday, August 28, 2004
after such a long while, with both of my pals from our grp went for army.. we finally met for a lunch! yes, n sadly.. without them.. had lotsa fun with pp who seldom join us like Juan, hazel, maddy.. its good! took pics, went arcade to play this percussion tingy.. quite fun.. den after that was much more talkin with maddy while the others went to comex to get their stuffs.. its a fufilling outing with everyone keep sayin.. "anything", but tts my class~! haaz.. love them all no matter wad.
what i've become, 10:21 PM.
good day
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
things r goin great over at my work place.. posh place, nice environment with not much pressure at the moment. did some calling out today.. tot it was quite fun if i were to call pp from asia instead of places like aust or nz.. talked to d pp from thailand n tot its very polite.. "no madame~ no have.." they talk with mar-darm~ here n there.. really polite pp! gotta brush up my chinese otherwise it'll be real hard to talk to the pp from china!
today our boss treats us to lunch.. the company to be exact. 3 of us.. told us its a norm for new staffs. had western set lunch over thr.. it was really FULL.. i guess mb cos i was too full that i nearly doze off at work after that.. with no laptops or any other entertaining stuff over at my desk, only piles of paper in front of me.. its really.. *yawnz* so from now on will hafta eat lesser to prevent myself from dozing of at work too.. but still, i like the environment.. esp the pantry for tea break! ha.
what i've become, 9:12 PM.
2nd day of work

eug's chocolateyy cakeee! *yummy*
what i've become, 3:14 PM.

my new look!
what i've become, 2:58 PM.
gonna start preparing for tml.. gettin clothes n all ready.. sorta dreadin alil.. ha, dunno y. mb cos its a 1st full time job.. but well... this day will hafta come no matter wad~! gonna get free ride from dad to work everyday~ other den that.. its still gonna be a long way to walk to work!
today's nas bday! hopefully he's "having fun" in da army~
what i've become, 2:53 PM.
going independent~
hmmz, wonder its a good or bad thing but well.. things i'm looking for r slightly diff cos i'm starting work.. so i'm shopping clothes for office job. budden again, ya.. hope i can stay in this job for long! found a few good bargains n bought some tops.. *yay*
went for eug's bday celebration. d condo looks niceee.. makes me wana stay in one too! his bday cake was nice too! its big! its from sweet secrets n its sooo chocolatey. think i'm gonna make a grand bday thingy too! ha. aywy, its only once in a lifetime rite..? =P but the function hall was made like into a canteen.. so funny, d scenario became like he was d boss of the production with all his workers having dinner.. ha. but well, what i can say is he's quite a good host..! was thinking of starting to go jogging again soon. but that'll be after 1st day of work 1st..
woke up too early today.. like 9+ watched get real n i tot its quite funny. d topic was about being honest n all.. a guy pretended to be a guy who's over at the cafe n left his sony ericsson T610 over at the table n leave the place.. n they showed pp who will ever notice it n all.. consecutively for 2days. one guy found it n gave it to the workers over thr.. after that was another lady takin it n leavin it on their table.. den diana ser wenta interview them on that.. another one was wad things will be go missing over in the hotel room most often.. pp take pillows, bath robe!! amazing, these people!
what i've become, 1:56 PM.
upgraded!
finally.. got a job.. well, they seemed anxious about gettin a new person. firstly, yest i was asked to go down to the agency for a brief interview so that they are able to find the right job for me. after that my agent, tanny told me to tryta make myself free today so as to arrange a interview with me. after that gave me a call after mins later, to ask me to go down for a interview immediately.. with informal clothes! said d boss wasn't ard so its ok. i was like.. "oh.. ok". after that i went down immediately. did some shopping den decided to go early to give a "good" impression. btw, its at suntec, carrefour area. so imagine if u take mrt, u've got a real long journey to walk. aywy i reached 10mins earlier. after that i saw a gal who used to be from my sch.. she's a receptionist over thr, so i told her i was here for a interview. i dunno her in person, but she gave me another look like i do look familiar. 2interviewer.. n one of them was d hiring sup or so? had a "tough" interview cos they kept insisting that its a very routine job n how can u convinced me to make sure u wont leave d job for a yr (i'm under a 1yr contract) but well.. jus did my best but i tot i dint sound tt convincing. was kinda stammerin in a way too. cos i myself wasn't really convinced to take up d job. aywy, awhile later tanny called n asked hw i fair. told her nt really tt good la, cos i wasnt really convincing. end up, d gal who interviewed me.. tammy.. (not TANNY, ha) called me n told me that i'm being employed.. asked if i can start work on mon.. in my mind i was thinking""wow, so fast. r u guyz really in need of pp tt badly?" n den my agent tanny called n told me d good news also, said they tot my attitude was quite good n all. was quite surprised cos i tot i din do well. somehow, either of them will call me immediately after each other. so funny. happened twice or thrice already. i told them i needa check with fren n tell them my reply b4 noon today. @930, tammy called me immediately lor. now it makes me wonder y is d job vacent.. ha. but wadeva, i've agreeded to d job. jz hope its fine! its a cust svc job whrby i'll call pp everyday for verfication n asked for feedback.
ok, enuff said.. i'm startin work on tuesday so wish me luck pls!
n ya, i've dyed my hair dark brown to black.. in fact it looks like as if its jet black. mum was quiet when she saw my hair. sis was like tellin me say its nice.. but took her awhile to notice that i've dyed my hair. my mum told my sis that she couldn't get used to my hair. lol. sis replied,"aiya, its not the 1st time already what, she likes to do such stunts." it suddenly reminded me of what ms ratna said. she said how did ur mum took it with all those hairstyles u've got? well, i think i know d ans.. that is.. to "suffer" in silence! lolz.
what i've become, 9:31 AM.
i've got a job!
Thursday, August 19, 2004
i think i'm allergy to laptops.. it makes me wanna sleep. i'm about to doze off soon.. this is not a good sign! =( hopefully the tea would make me more awake! *slurpz* surprisingly, though i'm alil bored with the same kind of stuff i'm doin at IBM attachment. somehow, i do not dread like calling the pple. wonder izzit cos there isn't any quota u needa hit or was it cos its not a cheap labour thingy anymore.. *thinkz* i think.. its the environment. overhere, there's no pressure.. n i cant believe there's no office politics over here. or mb its too early to judge. but from those past experience.. its kinda nice workin here. ha. well, at least i'm gettin some income rite now while waiting for a full- time job. still thinking if i shld study design.. i dowan it to be a impulse decision..
ha, jz read lilin's blog.. everyone's got a job! tts fast. suddenly feel i really din't contact with most of them for quite a while. luckily blogging updates each of our lives.. so con't blogging gals! =)hopefully i'll get a full time job real soon.. well, yea.. i missed those times too. hope we'll meet up pretty soon!
i wanna go dye my hair black now cos i tink its kinda inappropriate in the offices.. like.. soo weird! so.. soon la.. n i want long hair. no more punk style. it jz doesn't suit in the office environment. soo.. a change of hairstyle will be real soon! *cant wait*
what i've become, 9:45 AM.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
i'm currently working (part-time) at the office intro by jill.. i m really tired rite now.. mb cos its due to lack of ample sleep.. eyes r closing.. and seriously speaking.. i'm also bored about by this job though the environment's quite good. its simply what i did in IBM.. exactly d same.. *sighz* (which is what i dread alil.) well, jz that now i'm not handling on computers..! *yawnz*
jz signed up for a recruitment firm online yest n i get quite a no. of responses.. hopefully a good job will come by real soon! *cross fingers*
what i've become, 11:48 AM.
oh no!
wow.. woke up early to go to the job thingy. waited for like 1/2 hr.. n heard them keep doin those wad motivation kinda exercise.. told a gal over thr like wow.. if u ask me to do that everyday, think i'll die.
so after 1/2 hr lydat.. 4 of us were seated thr.. they intro us to our "observer". i asked them abt d job scope n all.. they dint really tell me wad they do, insisted that i'll know after i reached d location which was at bedok. den they told me like d working hours r like 8-7pm daily.. n its earlier for sat.. i tot 1/2 day sia.. so when asked if its 1/2day.. they told me its like they're luckier, they getta go back to d office which was like 5. *gave a shocked expression*
after that when we were at the MRT station.. goin in to it.. i asked if they provide transport allowance.. they told me no.. pay themselves.. *gave another ooO* when we reached bedok, den asked if they always do that motivation kinda exercise everyday, they told me ya.. its to motivate them.. *ooO* when we settled down at a table for like a break. i asked wow.. so early eat rice ah.. den i jz took a pancake. the gal was like askin.. tts wad u're gonna eat? den i was like askin.. nvm.. still got lunch. so its ok.. she told me, they usu work.. once start, they'll only stop only like 6+ or wad.. *ooO* asked can i see wad they promote.. its a those $2 kinda children society tingy.. so i asked hw much can u earn from a (thick) booklet.. they told me only $20 *another ooO* 1st time walkin away from a job even b4 lunch time.. which means hw bad it was! i wasnt even keen on d wad company D&D overseas.. who cares~
its a mistake.....! waste of my morning.. but well.. at least they were honest la.. i cant imagine tt gal can worked till like 8mths! only good thing that happened was i managed to get a gal's no.. so we're goin to find a job together tml.. haaz.. cmi~ but at least a friend found.. in such a circumstances.
what i've become, 3:27 PM.
its a mistake!!
Friday
met reubs, rizal, dinesh n anand for supper.. it was a enjoyable one.. did have lotsa fun though in the beginning i couldn't get into the topic cos what they talked about was cars. tried paper prata for the 1st time, crispy n sweet! *yummy*
Saturday
went for interview.. quite nervous but lucky i saw jessie~! very coincidence.. the interview made me learn new things and i knew what kind of people r they goin for now, so i'll go try again d nxt time if they open up the position again!
Sunday
went ktv with shan, ru, jill. had fun, sang alot though my singing sux now but nvm~ keep having a bloated stomach, dunno what's wrong.. mb i shld cut down on food n drinks~ *sighz* after that we headed to suntec city for dinner @kenny rogers with my classmates n ru they all. had a very filling dinner n i saw hazel.. ha. she's sooO feminine now, i wanna be like her lydat! =] we're late for the fireworks, missed alil but managed to catch it though. niceee! but the sound was alil unbearable when they fired the fireworks~ after that was more shopping n walking around before heading home!
Today
i dreamt about being chased by police yest.. like as if i'm a illegal immigrant.. after that was more running from the police.. but end up being caught. somehow it was alil like a episode after many dreams that i dreamt last time.. it sorta add up to d whole story of dreams~ places were similar..
read newspaper today n went for a interview to try my luck.. end up they told me to go for a trial tml.. learning from someone who's more experience than me [9-5 or 6pm], after tml will be another interview i think. the person i'm gonna stick with tml will give comments to the boss n i'll getta know if i got this job anot in d 2nd interview.. sianz~ free labour tml! will hafta work extra hard tml! more job hunting if i don't get this job!
i really do not know what i want to do right now. its always like this. i was so firm in studying biz but rite now.. i have second tots.. i'm interested in studyin fashion merchandising n marketing, nafa. but if i'm really gonna study, i'll be taking part-time.. i'll gonna do more research before making up my mind on what i wanna study~
what i've become, 8:58 PM.
ok, so haizad's goin into d finals.. read it somewhere.. i hope he'll win! haaz. sure alot of pp will vote for him! can't wait.
went out today.. n had lotsa fun! its simply great. a typical kinda date.. lunch, movie, walked ard, dinner n then back home. ha. watched I robot, no regrets! its really a very nice show that u wouldn't even get bored for a min! i'll give 5/5 for d rating man! niceeee.. walked ard furniture shops.. cos on d way.. den went adidas, RSH tried a pair of tommy shoe tt i've wanted to buy last time.. end up din cos no size. i tink its fated.. i dun look good in that pair of shoes!
had a great time today~!
what i've become, 1:30 AM.
great!
Thursday, August 12, 2004
watched sg idol.. n i saw haizad imran! he got into the top 100! *jumping for joy* oh man.. i'm soo happy! i'm gonna see him again next thu.. ha. *giggles* okok.. really cmi, but he's really attractive!
bought jiang meiqi n elva album! finally.. after waitin so long. pay's finally here.. but i tink its gonna be gone soon also. well, aywy basically slack at home whole day other than goin to the near neighbourhood to get the cd.. met feng for kfc lunch.. talked alil. but had a great time la.
what i've become, 3:36 AM.
happy!
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
yest after bloggin, dint getta slp cos he came online, so we chat till like 4am.. end up becoming so tired today (cos i hafta b at TTS @830am) *yawnz* talked alot. yest conversation was different in a way, mb its due to him being very elated or so. well, wadeva it is, i did have fun. wad matters most is being happy now rite? yes, though i did said i wanna forget him but i've decided i do not want to exert on that point so much. cos its like saying you don't wanna eat rice but at the same time u're gorging on rice.. buddies wad~ so, i'm just gonna leave things alone. ya, wad matters most is the present moment n how i feel. so who cares as long as i'm happy? aywy, he's goin in army in sept.. so prolly jz make use of the remaining time he has b4 he goes in. ha. well, sth lydat. hmmz.. he went cycling, hope he's havin fun n a safe trip~
spent nearly 1/2 the day at the hospital.. lots of wasted time.. went early to make payment for grandpa treatment thingy, waited till like11+ b4 they started d treatment.. den its already like 3+ when everything's done! whole day gone.. fruitful but wasted day too. so tired that i slpt once i reached home, called up to tell them i was "sick", replied got back was that they still have make up lessons for this week! *sianz* somehow i just hope they'll tell me tml that the make up lesson is cancelled! i'm having lazy bones at the moment, dowan to go for lessons this week.
i hope the test that anna took on mon was easy.. hope everythings fine.. perservance n determination can really bring u far.. so hang in there..!
-follow your heart and do what you wanna do, do not care about what others will react-
what i've become, 1:37 AM.
tired
its so fast n spore is already 39 years old! well, went joggin early in the morning n was surprised that there were quite a few people who went joggin there too. after that went home b4 deciding to go for a movie instead of a KTV session.
wenta watched notebook. its a nice show.. touching n alil kinda like those typical love story. though nice but i dun really like e ending.. cos alil borin. n if only they acted all the way.. but still, nice la.
after that, went esplanade area, tryin to make sure i wont go to the wrong place.. after reachin there.. standing in between ritz n oriental hotel.. end up when the fireworks were up, i missed them.. yes again! cos the TREE was blockin.. how stupid can it be! *sighz* well, i'm gonna catch it this comin sun i hope. or nxt year..! i dowan to miss it for the 3rd time.. will make sure i'll go cosy bay n watched it or in front of ritz carlton or jz book a hotel n watch la.. so frustrated missin it for d 2nd time.. ha.. but nvm.. another lesson learnt~
parents r back.. n dad's like soo keen learning on the new digi cam.. now so late still exploring.. ha~ i guess he's more excited than me.
ok.. gtg catch some slp.. tml long day~
what i've become, 1:34 AM.
Happy National day~
Saturday, August 07, 2004
woke up kinda late but aywy i was d 1st to reach orchd! i tink darling already know we're always late.. =X 1st time goin to botanic gardens after soo long. last went was when i was like 3 or 4years old. am very tired so was like 1/2 dead while walking, eyes closin n all. but i did have fun! self entertaining while darling take pics.. after that was taking more n more pics.
managed to pick saga seeds too! i hope i can collect a bottle full of them.. hope darling will pick it up for me after her lessons~ heez. getta know more abt flowers n plants.. had fun today.. n actually botanic garden looks nice~ benches around that look alil ghostly as they pop out anywhr~ but its cool.. like in western countries. ha, i'm not fascinated.. but its like a mini getaway u can get in spore.
after that went lucky plaza for a nasi lemak meal.. taste normal also. nt really that tasty~ but reasonable price, after that meet sis n get digi cam. been wanting a digi cam for soo long but dunno y i dun feel anyting.. ha. but wadeva it is, rite now i have something to look forward to, something to explore~
what i've become, 10:41 PM.
early~
was being dragged out of my bed by my dad.. in fact he was talkin loudly to get me to wake up to go get my backpack repaired, to go funan repair my lousy analog camera.. wenta pick mum up, get lunch n dinner.. den came back. mum n dad has set off to msia for hols! hope they're having fun n not worrying abt us, i'm not a 5yr old kid anymore~
was very tired when i came back only getta slp at 6+. woke up at 8+. i need a job.. i dowan such slacking days already. i had enuff~ enuff of slacking days.
i've decided... determined.. i'm lettin go.. not gonna hold on anymore... tts d final verdict.
what i've become, 11:28 PM.
hmmz, went sch early! queue up for graduation n all.. after queuing up went to the seating areas. dint getta sit with classmates but lucky d people beside me r pp i know.. so it wasnt really boring. chat with joanna n shaw all d way~
ha, i missed dereka so much tt i was quite excited when i saw him! after grad took pics with class, took cert, went lounge eat like mad. after that went boat quay thr for "supper". suppose to go d certain restaurant but end up went to macs at liang court 1st.. sit thr very long den tot of returning back to d bull's corner or wad.. cant really rem d name. aywy we ordered quite alot.. reubs n rizal came to join later too, not at our table of cos.. aywy though thr was 9 pp in our grp.. we're practically split into 2grps.. 1/2 of us talkin about army stuff, 1/2 of them living in their own world.. i was with e grp talkin about army tings.. its not boring n i getta know more abt stuff thr.. its sorta like wad most guyz, in fact all would talk abt as its d big ting for a guy rite now at our age. its kinda cool~
what i've become, 3:16 AM.
graduation day
today went pulau ubin cycling.. free transportation.. den went changi n eat breakfast b4 setting off to pulau ubin. after that went for real cycling trip.. it was really a very enjoyable one cos we're really cycling, sweating.. having fun~ in between thr were some short breaks due to tireness, rain n bicycle havin lose chain. i'm glad i went though i wasnt really kin abt it in d beginning! it was like a gathering with those e2 poly frenz.. those we've always hang out during lec last time..! heez.
after all that sweating n all we sat down at a shop with really nice shells wind-chimes! den drank coconut drink which was really sweet n nicee especially after some exercise. after that was back to changi n waiting for an hour for nasi lemak which wasn't really that tasty after all.. dunno y thr's a long queue for it.. or is it due to its reasonable price for a nasi lemak? aywy, all of us were like talking abt other places with nicer nasi lemak. ha. if thr were soo many nice outings last time.. *ponderz* but well, betta den nuttin.. hopefully nxt time they'll stil haf such cycling outing when they're in army!
not gonna forget the joke by LST abt cat's dun liketa eat bao n ABM.. haha.. lame but funny!
what i've become, 9:26 PM.
tired but fun