1st time attending a lesson with only me present?! and i actually did had the thought to skipped class tho.. so a 1-to-1 private revision.. woots. i wish my lecturer luck for next week's attendance..
another happy thing was seeing my laos friend online, after nearly one year! although we've missed a total of 2 times meeting up in laos, but hopefully next year will be able to meet up when we're back there. and the next time, to meet all of the others! *can't wait to go back to see them..
what i've become, 12:01 AM.
found!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
seems like i lost my diary aka organiser.. everything's gone.. its been missing for 3days now, hope it'll appear sooooon!!
- come back my love!
what i've become, 12:23 AM.
sob~
Monday, October 12, 2009
finally, left one more group assignment for this sem.. slept the whole weekend, just couldn't bring myself to wake up. so its half well-spent and wasted at the same time.
after working with many different groups in school for project.. i rather stick on with the same group of people as chemistry to work together is important. yet at the same time venturing out allows you to learn to be more independent - make new friends? seems like every sem bound to have one mishap within one of the group project, making me tired working with new team-mates. BUT each time it just proves me that, the chemistry was still best for the first project i did with my uni-mates.
was happy to get some time spent with my 5678 group, its been ages having a night-out with them. just need more gatherings from all my friends to allow some destress. even for a short while.
well, went for a last minute shopping for mooncakes cos i've got the cravings for it and most hotel's snowskin mooncakes are out of stock! so, managed to get these.. still craving for traditional snowskin with lotus fillings! glad my family likes it. =))
what i've become, 1:24 PM.
happy mid-autumn festival!
Friday, October 02, 2009
feeling empty. feeling something's missing in my life these days. been trying to search for a deeper meaning in life, hoping to get an answer but just cant seem to find that missing parcel. sometimes i wish i can just leave everything behind and just go to the other end of the world and live life for awhile. leaving this country to a foreign land where no one knows me and "live" life alone.
or to do something for the society, something that can make me happy. its always been part of my "secret" fantasy to do something like this in my life. doing volunteery for a few years or so? but at times, the thought of really doing that makes me wonder if i can actually pluck up the "courage" and do it. i guess its always that spurt of moment in life that you've decided and do that something that changes many people's lives. well, let's see if that fantasy ever happens. but its been on my thought pretty constantly these days.. after my degree.
heard some "discouraging" reality moments of life. that really makes me think again. maybe i've been slowly letting my guard down, its time to bring it back.
2012 ▪ BJ 3/31 ▪ perm my hair 4/13 ▪ black watch for work Aug ▪ perm my hair 8/29 ▪ Radio/cd player Sep ▪ BKK 9/28
2011 ▪ Iphone 1/28 ▪ Blue Wedge 2/10 ▪ 1st buy trip 3/3 ▪ quit my job 3/21 ▪ clear deg course 3/25 ▪ perm hair 4/2 ▪ 张学友演唱会 8/29 ▪ new job 10/3 ▪ Convocation 10/21 ▪ Spring clean my room in the midst!
2010 ▪ havanias slim 3/12 ▪ G-shock watch 3/12 ▪ shaved my hair 5/1 ▪ HK shopping spree 7/9 ▪ casio gold watch 8/30 ▪ new jeans 11/13
2009 ▪ new camera 3/12 ▪ new sling bag 5/1 ▪ leather-strap watch 5/8 ▪ handphone 5/28 ▪ satin leggings 7/10 ▪ QUIT MY JOB! 12/8
2008 ▪ BKK 7/17 ▪ new wallet 12/6 ▪ black sneakers 12/24 ▪ Laos 12/24
Awaiting dreams
▪ family trip cty to go by 35
▪ Nepal/Korea/Jpn/Europe Language to learn
▪Thai/Jap/Korean holistic lifestyle
▪ RCIA
▪ Pilgrammage
▪ Community svc ▪ Yoga/pilates/exercise Mar'12