Thursday, July 29, 2004

yest wenta watch mean girls.. very nice show.. i lurve it man.. n.. jonathon bennett is sooo handsome! ha. ok, aywy do go watch it if u havent cos i tot its nicee..

some stuff happened n its quite traumatising.. i stil cant believe it did happened.. *disgusted*

went ktv n it was fun with lotsa laughter.. with teck, keith, hazel, jill.. wenta visit chong.. saw vic n actor chen hong yu.. filming a road scene whr he crossed d road like as if he dun mind being knock down~



what i've become, 10:32 PM.
bad bad bad
Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Yeah, yeah
Yeah-eah, yeah
Yeah-eah, yeah

Why do look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more

I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Yeah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?
Find yourself, cause I can't find you
Be yourself, who are you?

Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
So you go and make it happen
Do your best just keep on laughing
It's all on you, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day



what i've become, 3:18 AM.
Avril lavigne - Who Knows

went for lessons today.. though i dread but surprisingly its another meaningful lesson somehow. learnt about pp shldn't suppose to be too arrogant abt the talents they have.. cos offstage they're still like any other normal person.. muz not bring ur feelings up on stage n all.. another lesson learnt was that there's nothin impossible like relationship chgin even within close friends.. shi4 shang4 mei2 jue2 dui4.. u neva know if they'll backstab u.. sometimes its due to environment.. but of cos dun need to take it too seriously also la.. (only a advice) cos i trust all my friends!

went joggin today den went hg mall meet feng for lunch.. been interacting more with her n i felt our grp's bond gettin closer.. i love this feeling! wad we talk nowadays r really diff from d past.. have we grown up or wad? i cant imagine nxt time, our topic mite be marriage or mb even babies~ ha, am i tinkin too far?!

cant wait to meet darling huixian tml for mean gals movie and another dinner over at her hse! heez.. lookin forward...


what i've become, 1:05 AM.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004


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what i've become, 11:11 PM.
Monday, July 26, 2004

ate alot today.. keep gorging on mum's soup n stew. didnt went joggin.. tml?! i hope so.. lemme c.. i wenta visit grandpa.. went d nursing home. was so glad seeing grandpa, went over to his table den i felt sad that d other eldery folks thr didnt have anyone coming to visit them, of cos i mite not have seen it.. but d feeling i felt was alil terrible.. mb cos i was imagining wad would tings be like if i were put in a nursing home nxt time, would i ever end up in such a state? thr was a elderly guy whom i've noticed. his hands were weak so he does have alil hard time eating.. it makes me wanna rush to him to feed him.. it was jz a sudden tot. budden agn uncle eric was rite, he told me tts wad he always do everyday.. he can do it by himself.. n u know, some old folks jz have ego.. dowan to depend on anyone.. my grandpa's one of those. when dinner's over, a old folk was like hittin grandpa with his arm lightly like tellin him "hey! we can set off, let's go". felt its alil warmth lookin at that.. cos tts wad we do every now n then, with frenz. ok, so we went up.. d elderly guy with d weak hands.. he's stayin in d same room as grandpa, he was slowly makin his own way, i guess he's too slow, a old folk behind him was like makin his way with d wheelchair kinda fast n he was rite behind him, den uses his legs to push d uncle's wheel. i was alil mad.. so i ran over n helped d uncle. i tot it was rather rude of him to push him.. y cant he jz wait.. but ya, old folks.. sighz, cant blame i guess.

nothin much lately, tml's not goin to sls already (suddenly like no prog), goin nxt wk. when my pay comes. den get my ram. another hdd too. so mb i'll jz rot at home den. suddenly dowan to be at home, i wanna go out~

anna's 1st day of sch later.. hopefully things will be well for her! all d best gal~ somehow she always managed to comfort me with all her advices and assurance.. love ya..! ya, also wanna thk my galmates for all those advices.. listening to my crap,everyting! love u guyz!

what i've become, 3:55 AM.
Sunday, July 25, 2004


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what i've become, 12:08 PM.

i want a job! den i can start contributing to my grandpa's nursing home.. today my uncle's wife came callin my mum to start d stupid war of hers again.. sianz.. apparently this is not the 1st time. i know nothing till sis told me.. aywy, i dowan to know.. its d adult's world stuff..

i wanna go watch mean gals.. den wild wild wet which will be goin with my classmates.. thr's like jacuzzi, 4 stories high sidewinder.. cool! ktv session with colleagues.. seemed to have alot of outings.. neva ending outings.. i realised i've enjoyed nearly a month.. slackin.. goin out..! a month.. doin nothing.. and time passes real fast!

started joggin on tuesday.. den thursday.. tml'll be goin agn.. hopefully. hafta perservere.. basically been slackin at home today.. whole day. so weird, everyone's askin me y aint i'm goin out on a wkend.. so y shld i be out? ha. totally broke la. n i need a break.. fm shoppin, walkin and dressing up..

fren told me that nyp mite be funding for yep alumni to go back to laos to do IT stuff.. so if its gonna be tis year end.. i really dun mind.. hopefully by then i've already got a job.. able to get leave.. go overseas agn.. ha. 

what i've become, 12:08 AM.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004

today's a fufilling day today! went sec sch to look for my teacher.. Ms Ratna..! haha.. so happy, was happy to see her again~ catch up on the old times we had in the past.. took pics with her and she even treated us lunch. heez. aywy, Ms low was sick today, so we din getta see her.. only ms ratna, mr chan.. after 4 years.. they were shocked to see my hair.. say too "loud" n explosive to digest. ha. still cant believe mr chan remembered us! he really had super memory like wad ms ratna said!~ *amazed*

talked to anna yest.. felt great! was like in d past.. as if she read my mind.. msg me at the time i'm missing her.. she comforted me and that was more than enuff.

what i've become, 6:58 PM.
fufilling day
Monday, July 19, 2004


laughter is the shortest distance between two people

sometimes we took granted with the things around us that we forgotten that they are.. actually beautiful.. maybe we should start looking closely with our heart to feel things that we can't see with our naked  eye.. and, who knows you'll get to see thsose beautiful things again.. 


came back from xian's hse.. oh man.. hw long did i went over her hse to stay previously?! simply missed all those good times with everyone.. it seems that most of us have drifted somehow.. yet startin to get closer again.. saw patsy yest nite durin supper at jalan kayu.. its been years.. since i've got the chance to talk to her for awhile. she was tellin me she jz went friendster n was lookin at my profile.. den who knows, saw this gal soo familar.. end up its me.. ha. still rem we're simply very good friends.. goin out together.. taking the 1st neoprint together n all.. well, things chged as we grow up.. i do not regret that things turn out this way rite now (no one can chged it aywy.. we jz got drifted somehow after we chged class), as i still have a bunch of truthful good secondary school mates that i know i can count on no matter wad happens.. i guess i'm glad she has crossed my path once. ha, oh ya.. pat was like tellin me i've got d look tt'll drive bikes.. i dun mind actually.. a vespa.. budden agn.. i tink car's betta.. lolz
 
rite now.. i'm missing anna.. missing her alot. wondering if she can adapt to the cold weather now.. wonder hw's d sch orientation.. hw's she rite now.. wanna share all my joy n sorrow with her.. but i pray she's doin good over there.. get a connection soon n tell us she's fine over there..
 
xian's com was down.. bought so many tings to build d com only to realise its d monitor tts spoil. ha.. silly gal. aywy we borrowed a monitor from... him.. heez.. went his hse n took. see him sweatin.. rushin back home to get the graphic card.. so funny. well, that's wad good frenz r for rite? helpin out each other.. he waited till i've settled everything den wenta slp.. =)
 
ok, needa start floodin company with my resume n cover letter.. otherwise.. i'm not gonna live in peace.. with all my family members naggin me.. askin me to go find a job asap. *sighz* spare me pls.. for once!~





what i've become, 12:42 PM.
Thursday, July 15, 2004

well.. went pam's bday on sat.. dint have any money with me.. was kinda afraid but i had no choice cos i was late. so when zhanwei they all asked i was like pretty paiseh.. but it's a good experience.. went for d food immediately after puttin my bag. end up only danli,jill n me was d 1st to start it. den later after chatting n playin a game with lotsa photo-taking session, we took over the ktv session from those uncles n aunties. sang for like 2+hrs n went up to rest.. it was fun.. took her bed n rest till d nxt day with dim sum breakfast n more slpin session after that.. went shoppin after lunch n heads home..

mon 12July
went lilin's hse to do our surprise present for anna.. its was fun n all.. i guess all of us were tryin our very best to do something that she'll be able to c for d 1 whole year so that she'll still know that we'll be ard her no matter wad. there's so much to say but at that point of time, but lilin did say all those stuff that i've wanted to tell her.. i didn't know wad to say.. she really did alot for our group.. n by meetin up recently, i find that its really great that all of us getta interact more.. not like last time, we're always in small conversations.. do hope we'll still meet up as often as now.. later in d evening went anna's hse.. help her on the transferring of mp3s. its was a tiring day but i really enjoyed myself. cos i tink i really needed some time to be with her.. 1yr not being able to go out with her.. i'll miss her loads.. but i'm gonna make sure i'll keep her updated on my life.. *smilez*

tues 13July-14July
pam's birthday! ok, aywy we met my classmates n colleagues to go kukup.. we waited for d transport.. was long.. set off to kukup n realised d "resort" was like a kelong hse.. very errr old.. its much dirtier den laos. well, aywy.. its dusty n sticky but after awhile, jz got used to it. saw lotsa mudskipper. some hanky panky, some suntanning, some doin backflips. ha. 1 of them even kana eaten by a water snake. practically its ktv session every min as thr wasnt much entertainment. had lotsa fun thr with my classmates n colleagues.. it was a fun trip.. bbqing, goin to kelong, n yp doin lotsa cute stunts. ha. took down quite a few funny videos. gonna keep it for life!~ somehow i feel, this bunch of friends should be able to last.. or at least i hope it'll..

i'm glad that most of my our grp (sec sch) are bloggin.. cos we seldom meet up n interact much of our personal life, it lets us get to know whether they are fine anot, what are they occupied those times when we dint meet them, n hopefully brings us closer..



what i've become, 11:06 AM.
Saturday, July 10, 2004

hmmz.. was tinkin about last time. when i was still workin in tommy.. its jz something that i'll tink about. like d last piece of a particular design is left over the front section. (d section whr i always go) i'll tend to look out if anyone buys it.. n if it wasn't, will keep wishin one day some1 will buy it quickly.. dunno y but i'll feel happy when some1 say they wanna buy it.. sometimes i'll stil go ask them.. "u sure?" ha.. funny though but somehow it relates to pp somehow too.

what i've become, 1:37 PM.
Friday, July 09, 2004

i need to be strong.. i need something to hold on..

what i've become, 11:41 AM.
Tuesday, July 06, 2004

well.. today brought grandpa to tan tock seng hospital do treatment.. on d way past by my poly.. seeing pple rushin to school really makes me miss sch days.. miss night class whereby my whole class will walk out together or sometimes even go fishing, supper..

lookin at grandpa.. he really slimed down alot compared to few years back. went to the hospital n i saw many elderly pple.. i was thinkin would i ever wanna live till so old? budden agn, who are we to decide when do we live till..? aywy jz do all that i wanna do now, so if my time's really up, i can leave peacefully. will be bookin a chalet for my family soon! cant wait for it to come.. so den we'll be meetin up with all my cousins.. n grandpa will be able to go! at least for a day.. i wished i had a digi cam.. so i can take pics of him! i've always wanted to take pics with him becos i have neva ever get to interact with him as much as i used to with my grandma. he's d quiet kind. seldom talk to us, eat alot, slp alot too. aywy, we brought him to eat after treatment. he was like lookin ard.. which reminds me b4 d fall he had,he always take bus to chinatown himself to look for his friends thr..

well, it mite be naive thinking this way.. but why do we have to grow old? as we age.. parents n grandparents will age too.. used to wish that i will still stay as a little kid when i was young so that my parents n grandparents will not leave me.. n we'll be together foreva.. how naive was i, thinkin back now.

age's d only thing that will neva decrease.. so i must really live well durin my "peak" period so when nxt time i look back into my past, i wont regret.. n that i lived well..


what i've become, 7:32 PM.
Sunday, July 04, 2004

wad more can i say.. i've flunked my SATs.. though thr's no failing in SAT. will hafta take d oct paper n start studyin.. guess nt studyin really cost me in my SATs result.. n cos of that i'm rejected to SMU! oh man.. *sighz* guess i'll hafta wait till nxt yr!
wich means i'll hafta get a perm job soon! mum was like tellin me already. hope she wont nag in d meantime.. haven enjoy enuff yet..


what i've become, 11:35 PM.

went for joanna's 21st birthday. got her CK tangs voucher. well, i was really sorry about havin miscommunication with diana.. (do hope we meet up soon! prolly at d grad ceremony.) cos she went to bukit merah instead of tanah merah... so she din't join us at her bday party.. ate alot. ha. took lotsa pics too. i got zhanwei to take me.. lolz. aywy, i wanna get a digi cam! oh man.. i jz fall in love with pp's digi cam..

was tinkin if i'm celebrating my 21st bday, would i wanna make it so grant or make it a tone down 1.. but a "grant" 1 can take it as a gathering with frenz tt u r not able to meet after a long while. my aunt was askin me few mths back that i can rent a function room nxt yr.. den i was like tellin her, i would consider but its still a long way.. i mean its nxt yr! but d idea of gettin a function room iz cool.. cos stil can sing ktv! ha.

met classmates today.. was only for a short while but its great! they wenta get d voucher with me, went far east to meet my fren.. ha. all went seoul garden n eat with mf n sk.. cos wen dint eat seoul garden's stuff b4.. ha. (its soo unbelievable but true!) nas cut his hair! super short.. like army recruit or rather armani kinda haircut! super cool n he look so much betta lookin! told him he shld've cut tt in yr 1.. definitely can attract more gals. ha.

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what i've become, 3:39 AM.
Saturday, July 03, 2004

cut my hair yest! after soo long! well, i'm glad. its tt kind of punk tt i've always wanted! d nxt haircut would be a more feminine kind i guess.. ha. met lilin n anna, shop n talked awhile. though it was short but it was quite fufilling. hope we'll getta meet more often. miss those days!~

wore my cap yest n another lady came talkin to me n jill while we were in d train.. hmmz, d cap can make pple come n talk to me huh.. this is soo funny. aywy i still wanna get my shoes.. hopeta find it soon someday!~ a suitable one.. gtg get joanna's present later..

what i've become, 1:35 PM.
Thursday, July 01, 2004

feeling happy! yest was d last day at work! went ktv with a few of my colleagues. vic keep makin us luff cos his singing is wooOOhhooo.. jay, ah du, david tao n even selina! wouldn't mind goin with him agn.. he rulz man! ha. ok, aywy today went orchard n shop.. met huixian n jill. its been long tt i'm goin out with huixian.. felt great! we wenta eat at scotts. den left for far east.. pacific plaza. bought a skirt.. a cap! a sweater where 3 of us bought d same design.. cos its quite a cool sweater.. a white one somemore. huixian blur.. stil ask me buy tt bottom 3quarts for her tml.. end up tt she saw d price tag wrongly. it shld haf been 63 instead of 39 lor. lolz.

went back tommy.. huixian wenta buy d demin green top jacket for her mum.. peter sux.. told us we needa work tml. siao. he really quite pervert. cmi!

ok.. i bought d cap from d skater's shop (from wad i heard fm huixian) aywy, its quite interesting.. took me quite awhile b4 deciding on d black n white cap i bought. 2 tings happened when i wore d cap. aywy, i tot of walkin back after reachin kovan. a middle age lady jz came up to me n ask if i just came back from a holiday or wad. den i was like.. wad? is she mad or wad.. well.. so i just entertain abit.. she walked with me.. den she was tellin me that she jz came back from a holiday at phuket. n that she missed thr.. cos thr relaxin. i dunno. aywy i told her tt i jz grad, quit my job n relaxin nw.. hope i din revealed too much man! its quite.. er.. weird though.

d nxt thing tt happen was that i went to my ah ma's hse.. cos of my cap.. my grandma dinno it was me, tot i was some other weird pp comin to knock on her hse. hw did i know? i called up to her n ask if she was at home jz now cos i was worried hw come she wasnt home after 10, so she asked if i did call earlier n i replied yes. she told me jz now thr's a gal pressing her doorbell, wearing cap, tie her hair in plaits dunno who's that.. n phone rang, so she din dare pick it up afraid tt "gal" will know.. den i told her it was me! oh man.. ha, i guess if i dint wear d cap.. this 2 small incident wouldnt haf happened.. wad a day!

what i've become, 11:45 PM.
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▪ Branded handbag
▪ New shelves
▪ Hi-Fi set
▪ Revamp my room!
▪ slim down
▪ bag
▪ cam


2014
▪ Eason Concert 3/1
▪ HKG 3/13
▪ tattoo 4/17
▪ JPN 5/10
▪ Europe 11/27
▪ Branded wallet 11/27

2013
▪ Taipei 1/12
▪ Note 2 LTE 2/8
▪ BKK 4/11
▪ Aust 7/31
▪ Thai Lang
▪ track shoes

2012
▪ BJ 3/31
▪ perm my hair 4/13
▪ black watch for work Aug
▪ perm my hair 8/29
▪ Radio/cd player Sep
▪ BKK 9/28

2011
▪ Iphone 1/28
▪ Blue Wedge 2/10
▪ 1st buy trip 3/3
▪ quit my job 3/21
▪ clear deg course 3/25
▪ perm hair 4/2
▪ 张学友演唱会 8/29
▪ new job 10/3
▪ Convocation 10/21
▪ Spring clean my room in the midst!

2010
▪ havanias slim 3/12
▪ G-shock watch 3/12
▪ shaved my hair 5/1
▪ HK shopping spree 7/9
▪ casio gold watch 8/30
▪ new jeans 11/13

2009
▪ new camera 3/12
▪ new sling bag 5/1
▪ leather-strap watch 5/8
▪ handphone 5/28
▪ satin leggings 7/10
▪ QUIT MY JOB! 12/8

2008
▪ BKK 7/17
▪ new wallet 12/6
▪ black sneakers 12/24
▪ Laos 12/24
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cty to go by 35
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▪ RCIA
▪ Pilgrammage
▪ Community svc
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