hmmz, its been a long while since i've get 2 c my cousins n.. well, all of them have grown up. see them from birth to nw.. in sec sch.. i'm old liaozz! anyway, i'm pretty worried for 1 of my cousin cos she's pretty vain n all.. scared she'll go astray.. in sec 1 already.. haiz.. nuttin to say jz hope wad i predict iz wrong. gonna work for quite awhile in order to get wad i want, digi cam....! n of cos many other tings. seems to haf so many tings on my buy list tt i cant clear.. maybe i shld stop aiming for new tings to buy... ha, gonna be broke man.... haven been talkin to zw much.. anyway feeling has already faded. nw practically dun even haf tings to talk. i guess it might be a gd ting? cos u jz treat him as a fren, see tings as a fren pt of view.. den dun nid worry so much. ha *happyz*. its like i'm totally clr of wad i feel for him.... jz a normal frenz..! heez.. gd...

talked to the big boss on fri and he was like sayin june n lionel feels tt callouts made by us haf dropped. cos we're really pretty bored of tis job. also ask us if we're interested in joinning the company after graduate.. i was kinda pressurised as i was sittin the nearest to the manager and practically gonna make lotsa eye contact with him.. phew! thank god its over n he was kinda shock tt y did i choose a course whr i aint tt interested in d beginning. of cos its gettin common to go into a course tt u aint like n all.. due to many factors like results or so. aywy was tellin him hw we feel abt tis job n all... he's a pretty friendly guy. was tellin us he was at IBM for intern last tym n was asked to do sort of tings.. ha. might meet him again before we leave!

oh well, gotta go catch some slp.... gonna work tml morning...

Labels: family

wow.. woke up late for work today.. practically tis whole wk jz doesnt haf the motivation to work.. ha, read belinda's blog.. tink her life also happening sia.. go shoppin n all.. stil got yandao to see.. my pl all uncles.. lol.
anyway was pretty paiseh.. cos i couldnt take it anymore.. den slpt for like nearly 1-2hrs jz now.. cmi! i'm like being paid to slp in d office man. i tink i do need some discipline..
tml meetin boss..! big boss.. hope everyting turn out fine.. stil wanna get a digi cam real soon.. heez sad to say, heard tt we'll be gettin paid in oct10 lydat.. haiz.. my airport salary even come in before my attachment allowance! =(

haiz.. bad morning.. was awake cos my dad disturbed me with all his nagging and all. can slp for another 1/2 hr more man....! keep naggin³ askin me to find his batt cos he wants it.. aha, like small kid sia.. cmi. budden.. cute lah.. although very naggy *arghhh* parents ah.. really can make u like n hate them...
getting lazier each day.. have a hard tym wakin up to go for work..
Appointment with client cancelled! last min!~ sianz.. was kinda prepared den last min cancelled.. tot of watchin movie later 1.. mb chge mind liao..

hafta gib all callouts results by tis wk.. stress.. wasnt really that stress until sup told us tt quota for pri, sec sch sectors are very gd for the past year...
so nw muz keep calling out so that i can produce some result by fri.. will be meeting 1 of the bosses on fri.. gonna meet client tom.. so it's a happening wk..
fri's worst cos u'll not know wad the boss's gonna talk to u abt.. =( scary..
met up with ij frenz today... was great..! we celebrated anna's bday.. belated of cos.. but its stil a nice 1.. cos it been quite a while since all of us met up! happy³! took lotsa pic, hopefully lilin's gonna pass me those pics soon! tot of buyin a digi cam soon too... cant wait.. too many tings tts on my mind rite now, as in lotsa ting on my "buy list" mb needa get some off the list! hehehee

-happy moments always pass very fast-

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lionel actually wenta tell xuefen, one of the other interns that we're are less hardworking compared to last time already. which means he can see that we're slacking.. ha. felt kinda guilty but calling out is jz really so boring! n meeting rude cust, tink its jz gettin used to them. jz dun get it y do pp jz doesnt haf the simple basic of courtesy jz to reject calls.... aywy, tis wk gonna b a bz wk cos we needa inform all pp in our contact list abt the ibm roadshow coming soon & another deadline for calling out to pri/sch's for another sup. hope tis wk will be a fruitful wk..
tom's gonna meet all ij mates, finally all can make it except 1 tts also MIA, doubt can get her anywy. kinda happy. definitely gonna bring my camera to make sure i capture the moment! =]

haiz.. sianz.. cancelled nite safari trip due to rain .. act its aint raining anymore.. bt already told everyone.. so forget it lah. *arghh* meetin few classmates to eat later. aywy i jz hope d future nite safari trip shld be able to get more pp.. gotta go d nxt tym no matter wad.. hopefully the weather's not gonna play me again lah..
jz came back fm dinner.. was pretty nice n cheap.. although only 4 of us but i enjoyed alot.. took a 1hr stroll with them also. talked abt d sentosa trip we first had.. guess all missed those moments when we all had fun.. ha. wished more such outings will be out.. but hard to get everyone to compromise lah. anyway i was glad few of us met up today..
cut my hair yest n i look like a total nerd in a way cos my fringe's straight.... was kinda sad tt my hairstylist din wanna trim for me.. mb its too short cant trim much also i guess.. but its only d first look tt u tink its nerdy.. after tt stil alright lah..

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slept late last nite resulting me sleeping in a office.. tts kinda bad..! but jz couldnt help. wonder if anyone did see it but was really so damn tired. mb i shld sleep early lah.. but it was great gettin a nap. ha. i feel more refreshed. felt kinda irresponsible. hopefully no1 notices..! watch the turn left turn right movie yest. its kinda exaggerating but farnie show.. esp edmund chen. ha³. hoping nite safari will be a wonderful outing.. no rain plz.. *prays*

-there will be some day where two parallel lines will meet-

wow.. pretty full, took a sumptous meal for lunch.. all share,4 dishes n cost only 6/person. kinda cheap. was talkin abt parents.. act all the talks we have for lunch would always make me start tinkin abt wad i shld do n all for improving myself or even abt the future. i hope i'm improving in character wise. reading "beckham my world".. it sounds like a fairytale kinda story cos both becks n victoria are so loving. he's a very protective guy. always protecting victoria n alex fergerson etc.. very nice guy. makes me wanna find such a nice guy in da future..! (i wonder do they still exists anymore.. yea, other den.. ahem anna u know who lah) ha. aywy its a very nice bk tt taught me abit on life also.. guess some bks are inspiring! it sounded so sincere too.
went joggin yest.. doin all da nafa stuff.. failed my 2.4km by 45s! needa train more.. lotsa guyz r askin y do i bother to train up so much.. its ok to fail wad. but i guess mb its due to past training in track @sec tt makes me haf this concept tt i shld pass.. n its kinda embarrassing if i fail.. cos i've always train hard for nafa durin sec sch days.. its jz a personal opinion. but i jz feel that i wanna get gold! of cos really lose out to last tym.. legs, body r aching like mad. wanna do more exercise like joggin or swimming.. cant wait.. gettin my swim' cost soOn! n i start swimming agn!

-memories are made up of ur everyday's life, make sure u wouldnt regret it next tym when u look back in these memories-

1st mth attachment jz gone lydat.. with the wind! 2 more mths to go..! hmmz, time seems to pass quite fast, wich iz gd! i'm pretty happy. which means i'm closer to sch hols.. hafta find a job n work after attachment to earn $$... come to think of it, i've been spending kinda lot on unneccessary stuff, perhaps i must really start saving up.. for raining days sia. hope i am able to stick to that.. saw wilson pan weibo tt cutey guy from taiwan yest! perhaps he went for the energy concert as a special guest i tink..! cool.. he's so cute i couldnt help keep lookin at him..! ha. but too bad i din getta see energy though =( aiya, betta den nuttin.

anna happy 19th birthday..! hope u'll get ur wish come true, remember its all in da mind..! =)

-be satisfied with wat u have n0w-

was talking abt secondary sch days durin lunch.. come to tink of it, it was really fun! although our sch is such a small sch that no1 can imagine but its pretty fun..!
changing of clothes together, having old metal tables n chairs when we were in upper sec.. hanging outside at our class durin lunch, presenting in front of d class lah, copyin chinese spelling or "ting xie", rushin to d canteen durin recess tym. pretty cool lah. although the new school's system is pretty sucky now (thank god we graduate earllier) but i'm still kinda proud to come from a convent school..! once valerie (d netball prefect fm sec4B) was sayin its actually gd that our sch are small at least u know pp in person.. like "hey tis gal iz frm our sch..!" i totally agree with her.. small but fun. of cos has its pro n cons lah.
i'm pretty glad that i getta know belinda,diana who are also fm gals sch..! chij, cedar.. all gort diff kind of system but mostly tink alike in most aspect.. like found urself in them..! pretty happy.. heez. its hard to find pp tt tink alike like u!
miss all my darlings in sch days. used to tink of graduating soon but once u graduate u'll missed those tyms in sch. aii.. sad to say but tts life. dun really wanna grow up but its stil a must kinda ting. aywy nw all of us r grown up, all have things to be bz with.. haa, wonder hw r tings like 10yrs later from nw man.. yea, tink too much! :)

to belinda: dun worry lah, my depressed days r over!

-g00d old days like secondary sch days are nice memories-

wow.. come to think of it, this is my last year of teenage years.. tts really fast. attachment days r gettin worst cos i dread to call pp nwadays. its makes me realise tt office jobs isnt wat i really want. tink i'll prolly find some other jobs to do nxt time i hope..! my dreams are getting faraway and i aint living with a dream or a real goal. things seem to be so much simpler now, nt much request like last tym. i just wish to graduate, get a job n a degree perhaps.. cant do much w/o certs! (at least tts a security lah, all look at certs 1) many tings have been goin thru my mind lately and i tot of many tings i can work or do after i graduate. (prolly due to slackin ard in d office for too long) anyway, no matter wad, i'm gonna live for my dream.. strive for the best.. live for my own interest.. those tt i've lost.. or left aside.. tink i'm gonna retrieve them back..

-live for ur dreams cos they are one of the things tt keeps u going-

Labels: life

late for work today!~ 1st tym man.. for like 15mins.. thk god sup wasnt here yet.. as usual! feeling uncomfortable today. was tired yest but was happy to meet anna agn! saturday was great! really had fun shopping and all.. pirates of the caribbean is nice.. kinda farnie, were luffin at most scenes. i'm getting back to my old self agn..! cant help feeling happy...

went for sun yanzi last mini concert today..! waited for like 45mins before we enter the studio. thank god.. we almost couldnt make it cos the mediacorp pp said they gave away too many tix. aywy, she's so cute... very friendly, funny and most of all she's playing while workin. i believe tis is a very impt aspect if u're working. u must learn to enjoy your work and she's kinda serious when it comes to work cos 1 of her fans wanted to shake hands with her but she was like.. "deng yi xia lah.. gong zuo xian". a nice gal indeed..! hope she'll rest well in this coming year.. the program will be aired on Oct 12

-u must enjoy ur work and like what u're doing.. tts part of enjoying life-

today's gatherin fm alot of pp to 4pp den went to 7pp.. 3 more pp really makes a difference. wanted to watch movie but wasnt able to get tix so gave up n wenta eat fish n co today. dun go suntec's fish n co cos its nt as nice as it is at d bugis branch...! kinda ex but indulged in such luxury once in a while iz worth it....! today was told by june (another sup of ours) tt we hafta try to produce some tings cos she hafta compile her work n hand in tings to da boss on sun nite! told us betta dun offend him cos he's scary.... she's pretty scared of him too.. wow.. sounds kinda scary man.. fm wad she has said. tryta make as much calls as we could but response wasnt tt gd so in d end wad we collate was kinda pathetic.. aywy june n lionel werent really our sup they jz gib us work to do... our sup wich iz their bosses r actually under maternity leave..! saw many ibm ladies pregnant.. looks as if like they had planned to have babies n give birth the same tym lydat.. ha. jz gort my pay fm da hotel n i sorta gonna spend finish soon..! pretty sad. gotta really ctrl man.... haiz.. for class outin.. tink i'm nt gonna plan anymore... classmates doesnt know hw hard it iz to get every1 together so after the last 1.. i'll force myself to stop.... its always been me doin d job tt i've so gotten used tt if no action was done by any of them.. i'll start to plan agn.. so i'm gonna stop.... gonna c belinda,diana n all later.. pretty happy abt it..! hope tml's a gd day. cant wait to see u anna...!

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went for the training today and the boss was really fierce man.. keep shooting all the pp tt were presenting. was pretty much slacking.. wasnt productive today.
guess tis wk jz gone to waste lydat. was kinda surprise tis job iz draining away my energy lah. will tend to wanna slp when i reach home. still goin back to work on wkends at airport. foreva shortage of pp....
class gatherin probably's gonna cancel tomorrow agn.. gd frenz are all nt replyin my msgs.. sianz.. okz.. work's gonna end so its home sweet home tym...!

wow.. i feel that my life @tis particular stage is very boring, in fact it seems as if i do not have a life. its always the same ting u're doing everyday, wake up, go work,lunch,work,then home. really no life leh.. i really cant imagine how my life would be when i graduate. oh well, mb shldn't think tt far lah cos i haven even graduate? sorta wish how gd it would be if i can not go to work for a day..! haaz, tts so impossible... but hw i wish it'll come true... haiz, as for right nw its calling calling n calling..

ha.. "life is never better than this.." who am i trying to fool man. i needa getaway fm the world.. at least for a while, away from pp, small stupid things that are seriously bothering me... argh i cant take it anymore. y am i reactin lydat man. i want the old shirlee back!! the happy-go-lucky cheerful gal back! i dowan tis terrible, irritating person inside me that's feeling that she's so pathetic and needs pp to help her way thru. The old shirlee can do it.. at least she's stronger... whr's d old me?! to think tings arent bad enuff ( its nt as bad as it sounds lah, but i tink thr's alot goin thru my mind rite nw )and some pp's bf actually came to tell me that i seem like i'm avoiding his gf. its not that i'm avoiding her. the fact is that I DONT WANT TO TALK TO HER cos she's just so fake! so fake tt dont even want to see her. to tink the bf is nt old enuff to know that tis kind of tings are betta to be left thr.. alone! and not kinda try to "help out" jz cos the gf iz feeling sad thr she's losin her fren. oh well, so wat am i suppose to do?! as if i am feeling any betta than her. basically, i jz couldnt be bothered anymore after talkin to her once tryin to solve our problem. she's jz a different person.. she's changed, jz like i've changed. we all see tings at a different view so its impossible tt tings could get well, n even if it gets well it'll definitely not gonna be like last tym. i dun feel sad anymore cos i felt that tis is wad she chose it to be. anyway if u're having a problem, aint u suppose to solve the problem urself instead of asking ur bf to do da job? its usu only advices that u get from pp.. aint it suppose to be that way?? of cos she might not have get da bf to tell me tings.. but it juz make me more pissed off.. ahhh laccccc i hafta R E L A C. i'm jz having a emotional outcry right nw.. i tink seriously i'm emotionally unbalance nw.. mb its due to not eatin enuff chocolate.. wad i really need is... i dunno.. CoOL DOWN??

Labels: life

Results of Your Jealousy Test

Your score = 17
What does your score mean?
Most people experience a certain amount of fear that their loved one could leave them for someone else. After all, these things happen, and when they do, it is usually very painful. You, on the other hand, appear to have a complete lack of jealous feelings. If you were honest with yourself while taking the test, this means that you are extremely secure, strong, and independent. You know that if your partner ever leaves you, you will survive with your self-esteem and dignity intact. You realize that even though you might love your partner very much, he is not the only fish in the sea, and that you would eventually find happiness with someone else.

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wow... tink my sup prolly tink we were slackin kinda lot, he asked us to write down d date we made the callouts for.. sianz lah.. which means now i hafta make lotsa call outs! not only that, sometimes will purposely walk past our area which iz damn obvious to see wat we are doin. haiz.. been eatin alot lately n its really damn unhealthy. i jz hope i'll get back to my normal eating style that i wont pig out on food. tis friday will have class outing i hope there wont be last min cancellation!! as for proj mates haven been able to meet them up at a whole grp but hope it will be soon..! attachment make me feel lonely w/o all my frenz ard me... i seriously miss my classmates n esp hazel! haven been able to talk to her properly after tis sem starts.. *sob*

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▪ Branded handbag
▪ New shelves
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▪ Revamp my room!
▪ slim down
▪ bag
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2014
▪ Eason Concert 3/1
▪ HKG 3/13
▪ tattoo 4/17
▪ JPN 5/10
▪ Europe 11/27
▪ Branded wallet 11/27

2013
▪ Taipei 1/12
▪ Note 2 LTE 2/8
▪ BKK 4/11
▪ Aust 7/31
▪ Thai Lang
▪ track shoes

2012
▪ BJ 3/31
▪ perm my hair 4/13
▪ black watch for work Aug
▪ perm my hair 8/29
▪ Radio/cd player Sep
▪ BKK 9/28

2011
▪ Iphone 1/28
▪ Blue Wedge 2/10
▪ 1st buy trip 3/3
▪ quit my job 3/21
▪ clear deg course 3/25
▪ perm hair 4/2
▪ 张学友演唱会 8/29
▪ new job 10/3
▪ Convocation 10/21
▪ Spring clean my room in the midst!

2010
▪ havanias slim 3/12
▪ G-shock watch 3/12
▪ shaved my hair 5/1
▪ HK shopping spree 7/9
▪ casio gold watch 8/30
▪ new jeans 11/13

2009
▪ new camera 3/12
▪ new sling bag 5/1
▪ leather-strap watch 5/8
▪ handphone 5/28
▪ satin leggings 7/10
▪ QUIT MY JOB! 12/8

2008
▪ BKK 7/17
▪ new wallet 12/6
▪ black sneakers 12/24
▪ Laos 12/24

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▪ Nepal/Korea/Jpn/Europe
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▪ RCIA
▪ Pilgrammage
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