Monday, January 31, 2005
hmmz, a new day and my sis is now lawfully married. ha. MRS Koh. her marriage process was kinda funny cos she was luffing most of a time, like a small shy kid. and i'm like a multi-tasked sister? from helpin her of her make-up, maid to collect her stuffs, and a camerawoman. ha.
well, its like a nxt level of life nxt time if we're all married. every part of life there's some difference and changes we'll hafta cope. soon it'll be abt babies..! n.. i realise i really dont like the idea of growing up. i just wanna be back to tyms when i was small and things were as simple as i tot. can i? haa. yea, a dream that i can neva achieve. kinda sad huh.
met up with all my cousins on the weekend and i really felt happy that most of them can already think for themselves. well, of cos.. they're already like in 19? and they've grown real tall! some are already in their teens! its good to talk to them especially to hear how their replies are now compared to like 2yrs ago. felt really good to hear on wad they want in life nw etc, to study hard etc. they're no longer the kids i knew! guess tts d whole process of wad everyone will go thru. after d rebellious stage of life. its good that they're making an effort to come interact with us after not meeting them for awhile.. so, i hope n wish them all the best for their studies!
ya, i've grown up.
well, its like a nxt level of life nxt time if we're all married. every part of life there's some difference and changes we'll hafta cope. soon it'll be abt babies..! n.. i realise i really dont like the idea of growing up. i just wanna be back to tyms when i was small and things were as simple as i tot. can i? haa. yea, a dream that i can neva achieve. kinda sad huh.
met up with all my cousins on the weekend and i really felt happy that most of them can already think for themselves. well, of cos.. they're already like in 19? and they've grown real tall! some are already in their teens! its good to talk to them especially to hear how their replies are now compared to like 2yrs ago. felt really good to hear on wad they want in life nw etc, to study hard etc. they're no longer the kids i knew! guess tts d whole process of wad everyone will go thru. after d rebellious stage of life. its good that they're making an effort to come interact with us after not meeting them for awhile.. so, i hope n wish them all the best for their studies!
ya, i've grown up.
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what i've become, 10:22 AM.
hi, mrs koh!
hi, mrs koh!
Friday, January 28, 2005
hmmz, managed to talk thru n clr some stuffs and i feel as if a burden has been taken away from me! i'm feeling happy rite now.. heez. totally relieved!
oh ya, did i mention that i saw Haizad on wed?! he's still as charming as ever! but.. he's with a gal la.. ha. cute guy~ aywy it was gd food on wed.. pearl dragon river restaurant i tink, treat fm da company. *buRp* [lotsa sharks fin, almond dessert taste nicee & chicken was superb n mango was sweet&sour & guava juice was great!]
all this can make me forget tt brainless person who told my personal stuff to others in front of me summore.. so funny. d ting is... nobody asked abt my thing n she said it out of da blue like suddenly?! (n d fact tt she remembered things tt i told her like 5mths ago? and i swear tt was d 1st n last time i told her sth personal! and to tink i was slowly able to accept her slowly after all tt she did to me prev..) n when i told her tt its wrong of her to tell my stuff to others, cos i trust them not to say it out (i'm jz tryin to sound nice to put it across to her, apparently she's dumb.) n her reply was "oh, i dinno u take it personally" makes me mad! cos in d 1st place its my personal thing n u jz say it out.... wth.. n the fact that NOBODY ASKED!! (i would reply sucha qn if any1 asked, and if pp were to ask me sucha qn, i shld be d 1 replying, nt u! y always tryta act smart?) so wth were r u tryin to do or prove? brainless idiotic person..... u're CONDEMNED now. thk god tis matter is considered sth small.. otherwise, u'll geddit fm me!
oh great. i feel much betta now... jz by typing n complaining to everyone i could~ thks for listening to my bitchings, pp! hmmz, or wadeva tts readin tis ting rite now.. back to trying to keep awake at da office @sucha slpy afternoon...
oh ya, did i mention that i saw Haizad on wed?! he's still as charming as ever! but.. he's with a gal la.. ha. cute guy~ aywy it was gd food on wed.. pearl dragon river restaurant i tink, treat fm da company. *buRp* [lotsa sharks fin, almond dessert taste nicee & chicken was superb n mango was sweet&sour & guava juice was great!]
all this can make me forget tt brainless person who told my personal stuff to others in front of me summore.. so funny. d ting is... nobody asked abt my thing n she said it out of da blue like suddenly?! (n d fact tt she remembered things tt i told her like 5mths ago? and i swear tt was d 1st n last time i told her sth personal! and to tink i was slowly able to accept her slowly after all tt she did to me prev..) n when i told her tt its wrong of her to tell my stuff to others, cos i trust them not to say it out (i'm jz tryin to sound nice to put it across to her, apparently she's dumb.) n her reply was "oh, i dinno u take it personally" makes me mad! cos in d 1st place its my personal thing n u jz say it out.... wth.. n the fact that NOBODY ASKED!! (i would reply sucha qn if any1 asked, and if pp were to ask me sucha qn, i shld be d 1 replying, nt u! y always tryta act smart?) so wth were r u tryin to do or prove? brainless idiotic person..... u're CONDEMNED now. thk god tis matter is considered sth small.. otherwise, u'll geddit fm me!
oh great. i feel much betta now... jz by typing n complaining to everyone i could~ thks for listening to my bitchings, pp! hmmz, or wadeva tts readin tis ting rite now.. back to trying to keep awake at da office @sucha slpy afternoon...
what i've become, 3:23 PM.
relieved
relieved
Thursday, January 27, 2005
tot its a rather innovative n cute holder!
what i've become, 11:01 AM.
i wanna be slim.. more exercise kakis can?! mb not only exercise la.. but perhaps things like cycling, canoeing etc? wanna tan too.. so tanning kakis too? i want to change my image!!! ya, somehow i tink i suit long hair more den short hair.. so i'll just continue keeping it long, after my dreadful cut..! hopefully able to perm it. aiya.. just wanna chge of image la. getting fed up with myself rite now. colleagues tellin me i'm looking far too decent, so not me. *yessssss!*
hazel make me think if i shld really go back to school for a diploma.. and now, its time i shld seriously start thinking too.. well, always wanted to let u all my gal pals know, that i love u all... thks for being so understanding, helpful & patient to me always! & to anna, thks for everything..!
i just want a simpler life.. tts all. or perhaps its a simpler mind tt i need..
hazel make me think if i shld really go back to school for a diploma.. and now, its time i shld seriously start thinking too.. well, always wanted to let u all my gal pals know, that i love u all... thks for being so understanding, helpful & patient to me always! & to anna, thks for everything..!
i just want a simpler life.. tts all. or perhaps its a simpler mind tt i need..
what i've become, 9:06 AM.
i wanna be slim ³
i wanna be slim ³
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
well.. ha, zoo was quite fun in da morning when we sat off. taking of some pics while waiting for lilin to come...... n den off to see those animals..
it only got bad when d weather was killing us.. in da afternoon. so hot tt we wanna jz go home n slp.. ha. well aywy.. its a gd experience.. getta pat a big dog call brandy i tink. (nt sure its brandy or randy), patting on max (d young shy dog who likes to play).. and touching on a small rat.. hmmz.. zoo keeper seems fun.. but definitely a tough job to be! it seems that there're quite a number of young girls being a zookeeper.. after that was seeing fans chasing "Energy" when they came down da van. its was quite funny to look from the side where u see pple chasing the artistes.
it only got bad when d weather was killing us.. in da afternoon. so hot tt we wanna jz go home n slp.. ha. well aywy.. its a gd experience.. getta pat a big dog call brandy i tink. (nt sure its brandy or randy), patting on max (d young shy dog who likes to play).. and touching on a small rat.. hmmz.. zoo keeper seems fun.. but definitely a tough job to be! it seems that there're quite a number of young girls being a zookeeper.. after that was seeing fans chasing "Energy" when they came down da van. its was quite funny to look from the side where u see pple chasing the artistes.
what i've become, 6:06 PM.
zoo outing
zoo outing
Thursday, January 20, 2005
hmmz, i realise comparing myself to others.. somehow i'm mentally more stronger den them although somehow i still think i'm rather weak mentally at times. but maybe cos of the environment i'm in or so, its hard to compare lydat.
was talking to 1 of my fren, and realise that.. he too, is going thru alot over in army.. i guess its quite a emotional toil for most pp. especially u got all the tough duties. no matter what, i hope that he'll find confidence in himself.. all the best..! ya, i'm glad somehow i can make him think abt life in a more positive way.
was tryin quite hard to catch wad the photoshop book is teachin and it seems that i still cant get d effect as written on d book! i needa put more hardwork!
was talking to 1 of my fren, and realise that.. he too, is going thru alot over in army.. i guess its quite a emotional toil for most pp. especially u got all the tough duties. no matter what, i hope that he'll find confidence in himself.. all the best..! ya, i'm glad somehow i can make him think abt life in a more positive way.
was tryin quite hard to catch wad the photoshop book is teachin and it seems that i still cant get d effect as written on d book! i needa put more hardwork!
what i've become, 9:44 AM.
stronger than i tot
stronger than i tot
Monday, January 17, 2005
hmmz, sat was a gd 1. seow lee in that pretty green dress, cute kids, gd food, and with pat giving 101 roses to seow lee, and her nice barbie bday cake.. n ktv after that. although ktv session was not enuff. too short~ i guess our present was gd. and i'm proud we picked something really gorgeous! all of us were like busy taking pics with da 101 roses so that we have a feel of wad's its like to get so many roses. (its damn heavy man!) cant wait to get all da pictures to reach to my hands! i tink we shld start taking more artistic photos to keep! well, somehow i still feel my singing is deproving like mad. argh~
watched "i am sam" yesterday and i tot its really sad~ society is cruel, if u're not born the normal way.. but of cos, lucky the ending was good. compassion is what the world needs..
ok, back to monday blues.. looking forward to striking rich, zoo outing and.. sleep.
-i'm dreaming again-
watched "i am sam" yesterday and i tot its really sad~ society is cruel, if u're not born the normal way.. but of cos, lucky the ending was good. compassion is what the world needs..
ok, back to monday blues.. looking forward to striking rich, zoo outing and.. sleep.
-i'm dreaming again-
what i've become, 10:53 AM.
weekend
weekend
Thursday, January 13, 2005
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my new love.. thks to colin.. i'm addicted!
what i've become, 2:56 PM.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
erhem.. finally its pay day. yes.. Pay (back debts) Day. ha. arghz. something i've realised that many people would like to say.. "y broke when u're gettin paid monthly? u're workin leh" ok, the main concept people has is once u start earning, you shld have more to spend, since you're spending on ur own $. but, boy u guys r wrong! this is the wrong concept of wad most pp have in mind (esp for those who're studyin or so).
the fact is that, once u start earning.. u start supporting yourself, no more $$ from daddy, mummy or sister. bills, transport, activities, shopping, food.. anything and everything will be soley paid by u and nobody else.. and the neva ending things i wanna learn? so can anyone tell me hw much more money can u really save after minus-ing those that u've used?! haiz, headache. i need a savings planner..
the world won't stop turning despite all da things that happened to u.. so carry on with life!
the fact is that, once u start earning.. u start supporting yourself, no more $$ from daddy, mummy or sister. bills, transport, activities, shopping, food.. anything and everything will be soley paid by u and nobody else.. and the neva ending things i wanna learn? so can anyone tell me hw much more money can u really save after minus-ing those that u've used?! haiz, headache. i need a savings planner..
the world won't stop turning despite all da things that happened to u.. so carry on with life!
what i've become, 3:28 PM.
payday!
payday!
Monday, January 10, 2005
well its so sad every weekend seems to pass so fast, like a breeze. basically the 2nd wk of 2005 is gone. now, its already the 3rd wk of 2005. its rather quite a gd weekend, as basically i'm tryin to work my ass off. exercising. but i guess all my efforts were gone on da sunday at anna's hse. it was really like a feast, so much food, so many varieties..! *yummy* my stomach still bloats with the food from yest. ha, sounds disgusting but who cares.
it was great catchin up with those usuals and colin. esp colin and those kids. slyvia n emily. well, no matter wad.. i just hope he'll learnt to be strong for all those trainings he've got! its really kinda sad to see a friend hafta go thru soo much in da army. we've took pics so anna dun worry! guifeng shld be posting up those pics or sending those pics to u soon!! =)
just hope everyone's doing well n fine.. its time i shld start saving up and tink about my future..
it was great catchin up with those usuals and colin. esp colin and those kids. slyvia n emily. well, no matter wad.. i just hope he'll learnt to be strong for all those trainings he've got! its really kinda sad to see a friend hafta go thru soo much in da army. we've took pics so anna dun worry! guifeng shld be posting up those pics or sending those pics to u soon!! =)
just hope everyone's doing well n fine.. its time i shld start saving up and tink about my future..
what i've become, 10:15 AM.
its a monday.
its a monday.
Thursday, January 06, 2005
its a candle!
what i've become, 4:00 PM.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
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she bangss
what i've become, 3:49 PM.
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william hung @suntec
what i've become, 3:49 PM.
choco fm mgt.. $39 buckssss!
what i've become, 2:18 PM.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
hou niao lyrics
what i've become, 1:23 AM.
i love my stick-on butterfly tattoo!
what i've become, 1:19 AM.
Monday, January 03, 2005
ok, it may come late.. but still.. i wish u guys a new year!! so.. hope everything will fall in place this year. actually i still get alil mixed up with d dates. ha. cant seem to remember that we're already in da year of 2005. still living in da past somehow..
ok, here's my new year resolution:
1. to have a fufilling year
2. to be a better person
3. to slim down!
hopefully by the end of next year i'll able to fufil them.
hope all bodies would be identify soon for those who perished in da tsunami disaster..
i wish for peace.. guess no news is gd news.. its so sad that natural disaster is something man cant fight with..
kinda missing anna rite now.. =(
ok, here's my new year resolution:
1. to have a fufilling year
2. to be a better person
3. to slim down!
hopefully by the end of next year i'll able to fufil them.
hope all bodies would be identify soon for those who perished in da tsunami disaster..
i wish for peace.. guess no news is gd news.. its so sad that natural disaster is something man cant fight with..
kinda missing anna rite now.. =(
what i've become, 9:39 AM.
happy new year!
happy new year!
