Saturday, September 24, 2005
hmmz, after months of thinking..
(ok, mb a few wks of recent tots) and many discussions with friends and all.. finally able to decide.. conclusion is that i'll move on to a new job if i'm gonna find a ideal one.. cos this job is leading me nowhere at the mo' although i really like it alot in a way la~ dont really know where is the path that i wanna lead but i guess i'll find along the way, this job is not giving me enough time to fufil my dreams and goals, but giving me in return for some kind of things.. good things of cos. so~ guess.. i'll wait for
that job to come before i move..
is it true that if god gives u something
big to you, he'll take something
more away from you? mb someone should enlighten me on that, but i know i'm definitely needing him to lead me to where i'm suppose to go! really trying to listen to what my instincts are telling me..
(i'm starting to believe on it alil!)sick! down with vomiting symptoms and diahorrhea.. i'm having a terrible time! arghz.
so i'll wait and pray~
what i've become, 11:28 PM.
i've decided
Sunday, September 18, 2005
where am i suppose to lead? teach me the way i should go~
what i've become, 1:18 PM.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
haaz, my dad finally got a job~ so good for him.. its true that god has plans for u.. i'm beginning to believe it! aywy, my mum & dad will be gg cycling tomorrow.. and ya, my mum cant cycle.. so my dad's gonna cycle her.. haaz.. was telling my dad to tk care~ lolz. tot its sweet~ and thats what i wanna achieve in the future nxt time!
awaiting for feng's baby to arrive~ hopefully we'll have another get-together when feng's baby is here on earth officially!
just hope i'll know what to do the next step~
what i've become, 12:52 AM.
that's what i want!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
sometimes its good to know that life for myself is rather "smooth" in a way. was reading one of my ex-classmates blog and tot her life was rather messy in a sense that it involved heavy clubbing, smoking, shopping, boy craze.. and it seems that's what her life is.. realise parenting is really important, if w/o my strict parents guiding me along, maybe my life would've been like hers.. but of cos she's enjoying her life now so perhaps its not really tt messy aywy~ guess i'm contradicting myself here again!
(aii.. wadeva la)ok, well.. i should say the client i served yesterday was rather a smooth one..
(thank god~) hopefully she'll come back and signed a package with us! suddenly i tot it was rather fascinating to see what kind of gowns suit the clients!
(will still need to brush up on my talking skills tho') hopes of studying seems not as strong as before.. now i only wish to save up more to go travelling~ and, right now i'll just hope to get out of my laziness to start getting most of my things done!
hopefully less disaster would attack people in other parts of the countries..
just lead me to the right path of life~
what i've become, 6:55 AM.
Friday, September 02, 2005
well, sorta start offically serve a customer today
(hafta start somewhere to begin "entertain" the clients).. gave her all the small gowns to wear! so paiseh.. but i'll improve.. i definitely will.. meanwhile will keep on improving myself before seeing what's the nxt step i should do..
confidence level building up, have to!
what i've become, 11:58 PM.
hmm..