Wednesday, March 31, 2004
proj about to finish.. left ns prog, comm skills. common test n quizes comin up.. think its really very irritating.. i seem to be very slack at this last semester but cant anymore.... otherwise final exams results gonna suffer. i realise that most of the time i'm portraited as the bad guy by some of my frenz.. well.. too bad of me...
so blur of me.. tot my basic was yest but end up it was nxt month's 30th! thk god i checked the receipt before leavin my hse otherwise i'll made a wasted trip.. earrings givin me problems.. my ears are nw red n itchy.. argh. class gonna have a chalet.. combining with e5.. hopefully gonna enjoy myself..! well, of cos.. exams, sats all this gonna come first..
我觉得你很幸福，因为你能够选择爱我或者不爱我
可是我只能选择爱你或更爱你
so blur of me.. tot my basic was yest but end up it was nxt month's 30th! thk god i checked the receipt before leavin my hse otherwise i'll made a wasted trip.. earrings givin me problems.. my ears are nw red n itchy.. argh. class gonna have a chalet.. combining with e5.. hopefully gonna enjoy myself..! well, of cos.. exams, sats all this gonna come first..
我觉得你很幸福，因为你能够选择爱我或者不爱我
可是我只能选择爱你或更爱你
Labels: poly
what i've become, 9:36 PM.
Monday, March 29, 2004
sianz.....! this wk is really a very busy week.. with comm skills quiz, lab test and all projs to be handed up by this wk. haven study my basic yet.. *cross fingers* dowan fail again liao lah.. cmi...! hopefully will have alil time to let me revise..
addicted to clothes now.. nw keep tinkin of a top.. dunno wanna buy anot.. maybe shldn't have went to closet affair agn on sat.. ha. haiz.. okok.. time to go to bed..... super tired.
addicted to clothes now.. nw keep tinkin of a top.. dunno wanna buy anot.. maybe shldn't have went to closet affair agn on sat.. ha. haiz.. okok.. time to go to bed..... super tired.
what i've become, 2:05 AM.
argh
argh
Friday, March 26, 2004
hmmz, its really weird.. feel i do not really know who am i.. its like d more i'll reflect d more i feel i'm unsure. guess i'm kinda loss.. maybe too indecisive makes me not myself anymore.. its like trying to find back the old me inside. tests n exams.. all these are juz gonna come within wks.. projs gonna be handed up next wk.. n in a mths time i'm gonna be outta sch man.
hafta go apply for Uni.. try my luck.. wenta watch big fish yest n find that its a nice show.. its abt this small boy living in the stories of his dad where he tot were mostly made up n that he doesnt know the real dad at all.. soon his dad was down with illness n he tryta find the facts n things that his dad actually did. he soon realised that "stories" he heard from his dad were about the giant, the letter from the army, the twins were actually real..
aywy, i find that the clothes from clothes affair are quite nice, kinda unique.. saw a nice skirt there but couldnt fit me.. but guess i'll needa lose some weight huh.. well, found another good place to source clothes!
hafta go apply for Uni.. try my luck.. wenta watch big fish yest n find that its a nice show.. its abt this small boy living in the stories of his dad where he tot were mostly made up n that he doesnt know the real dad at all.. soon his dad was down with illness n he tryta find the facts n things that his dad actually did. he soon realised that "stories" he heard from his dad were about the giant, the letter from the army, the twins were actually real..
aywy, i find that the clothes from clothes affair are quite nice, kinda unique.. saw a nice skirt there but couldnt fit me.. but guess i'll needa lose some weight huh.. well, found another good place to source clothes!
Labels: enlighten me
what i've become, 1:05 PM.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
well, wenta cut my hair today.. took a pic with farah... she's cute man. ok, was late for my appt so i kinda rushed down, i broke a crystal glass @ tangs.. haiz, so unlucky.. thk god d lady was kinda understandin.. i paid 1/2 price for da glass, $19.. can't imagine me payin like 100+ for a crystal glass.... its not worth it! but its a lesson learnt : NEVER WALK GLASS AREA WHEN U'RE IN A HURRY! its definitely sth i've learnt today.
ok, my hairstyle look alil nerdy as usual... but stil ok lah.. sorta got used to it! jz hafta wait for it to grow alil longer..
well, sometimes i tink its really a waste to let go of things that you've been holding on all these while. its really all abt perservance.. but sometimes if you're tired, do try to take a break n take tings at a step.. but if u feel its really no use holding on.. den mb u shld jz let it go.. den at least u know that u've tried, isnt it?
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
ok, my hairstyle look alil nerdy as usual... but stil ok lah.. sorta got used to it! jz hafta wait for it to grow alil longer..
well, sometimes i tink its really a waste to let go of things that you've been holding on all these while. its really all abt perservance.. but sometimes if you're tired, do try to take a break n take tings at a step.. but if u feel its really no use holding on.. den mb u shld jz let it go.. den at least u know that u've tried, isnt it?
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
what i've become, 1:00 AM.
unlucky
unlucky
Friday, March 19, 2004
oh well, i dint managed to get into zouk to see d event.. kinda sad n disappointed. really wanna thk both jill n anna tryin to cheer me up esp anna.. always thr for me.. really feel grateful to have a very gd fren like her..... haiz.. suddenly feel abit guilty. i jz realise that i shldnt be sad.. at least i've tried my best to get thr early.. den since i cant go in.. i stil got both of them to go home with me... ha. mb i shldnt expect too much yest. ok, its over.. i'm fine now..!
i've got my nails painted in bright pink.... (thks to hazel) i simply love it, though i personally do tink its kinda too bright. but u live once in a lifetime rite? so.... jz gotta keep tryin new things...!
i tink i've gotta smile more. sometimes i tink i always frown so pp tinks i'm arrogant n always so stress up when i'm not.. guess this is sth tt i've gotta slowly improve on too..
-its my emotions that i cannot control-
i've got my nails painted in bright pink.... (thks to hazel) i simply love it, though i personally do tink its kinda too bright. but u live once in a lifetime rite? so.... jz gotta keep tryin new things...!
i tink i've gotta smile more. sometimes i tink i always frown so pp tinks i'm arrogant n always so stress up when i'm not.. guess this is sth tt i've gotta slowly improve on too..
-its my emotions that i cannot control-
what i've become, 11:13 PM.
Thursday, March 18, 2004
haiz.. wonder y am i feeling so down now..... well, anyway, later i'll be goin for the cleo eligible bachelors later.... hopefully i'm able to leave my class early n rush down..... the ting will finish at 930pm... hopefully it would be exciting... *cross fingers*. i actually looked forward to it but after yest, my mood was suddenly down like something's gonna happen.. hope i'm juz being too sensitive or so.. but i just hope i'll b able to get thr in time, see den go..!
what i've become, 3:28 PM.
bored
bored
Monday, March 15, 2004
OOoH woo... i'm goin to zouk to see those EB guys.. shikin got the tix when she went onstage on sat.. told us that d guy that she was paired up with was actually attached. ha, guess this year's EB aint bachelors... aywy i shld be goin thr on thu to see them....! wonder who'll win... *grinz*
what i've become, 8:28 PM.
Wow... On sat went to IT fair at suntec, really wanna get a digi cam... guess I really needa save up. Aywy after that IT fair, wen, j n me went to the food fair. Ate sesame n pandan mua chi, prawn crackers, tasted the wheat grass drink tt taste like grass, tested the instant mash potato n took laksa..!
After that, we were walking ard where we saw this event tingy at the tropics atrium. realise it was the cleo 50 most eligible bachelors 2004. had to see number 1.. Haizad Imran. he's super cute... (I was actually choosing to vote him or another guy as the cleo EB n decided finally that I shld vote him b4 I saw da event @suntec. Tts y I was kinda excited to see hw he look like in real person!), he's not only photogenic, he also looked real good. We went down to see, the thing is, he really looks like a Chinese..! no doubt. It was only when he speaks that u realise he got da malay speaking accent. Anyway, he really gort da charisma. He was pretty shy for the game he played on stage, sang n'sync "this I promise u" and he sounded really nice.. sang like a pro and he plays the guitar..! Ok , the ting was I managed to take a pic with this cute guy.. (many others also requested to take pic with him!) kinda happy.. other den that.. nothing much happen.
Kinda pity wen n j who accompanied me cos they waited with me for quite awhile while I went to get d photo from cleo. Oh, heard some gals gossiping sayin he has a girlfriend.. ha, tink I saw also. Isn't he supposed to be unattached? Ha. Can't wait to scan d pic I took with him n put it up! Not only that.. I like the vespa I sat on when I took it.. *tinks back* I still remembered that I actually wanna go learn hwta ride the motor to get a pink vespa.. oh well, it reminds me that I'll hafta go take my basic..
After that, we were walking ard where we saw this event tingy at the tropics atrium. realise it was the cleo 50 most eligible bachelors 2004. had to see number 1.. Haizad Imran. he's super cute... (I was actually choosing to vote him or another guy as the cleo EB n decided finally that I shld vote him b4 I saw da event @suntec. Tts y I was kinda excited to see hw he look like in real person!), he's not only photogenic, he also looked real good. We went down to see, the thing is, he really looks like a Chinese..! no doubt. It was only when he speaks that u realise he got da malay speaking accent. Anyway, he really gort da charisma. He was pretty shy for the game he played on stage, sang n'sync "this I promise u" and he sounded really nice.. sang like a pro and he plays the guitar..! Ok , the ting was I managed to take a pic with this cute guy.. (many others also requested to take pic with him!) kinda happy.. other den that.. nothing much happen.
Kinda pity wen n j who accompanied me cos they waited with me for quite awhile while I went to get d photo from cleo. Oh, heard some gals gossiping sayin he has a girlfriend.. ha, tink I saw also. Isn't he supposed to be unattached? Ha. Can't wait to scan d pic I took with him n put it up! Not only that.. I like the vespa I sat on when I took it.. *tinks back* I still remembered that I actually wanna go learn hwta ride the motor to get a pink vespa.. oh well, it reminds me that I'll hafta go take my basic..
what i've become, 2:39 AM.
Saturday, March 13, 2004
well, last paper has finished.... finally! tink i'm gonna flunk it... nvm.. dowan to tink... wonder am i too old or was i too tired dint have the excited feeling... it was juz like another wonderful outing i had juz now... went cineleisure n bought a earring... very nice..! i like it alot. was very stuffy over thr as S.H.E went thr for autograph and singing session. went past thr at ard 930pm n they were still autographing... heard the autograph went on till 12+
heez, took lotsa pics. we went crown prince hotel's swensen for dinner.... den keep taking pictures over thr... a waitress thr was super good n cute.. serve us very well. got a free firehse ice-cream..! after that more session of taking pics at crown prince n mandarin hotel. good! aywy hope to have such gatherings again.... nxt bday from our grp.....! cant wait.... thks to all who took time off their busy schedule to celebrate with me... to all my darlings.. thks..
-the greatest pleasure in life is to do what people think you can't do-
heez, took lotsa pics. we went crown prince hotel's swensen for dinner.... den keep taking pictures over thr... a waitress thr was super good n cute.. serve us very well. got a free firehse ice-cream..! after that more session of taking pics at crown prince n mandarin hotel. good! aywy hope to have such gatherings again.... nxt bday from our grp.....! cant wait.... thks to all who took time off their busy schedule to celebrate with me... to all my darlings.. thks..
-the greatest pleasure in life is to do what people think you can't do-
Labels: my babes
what i've become, 1:31 AM.
19 gone, here comes 20....!
19 gone, here comes 20....!
Monday, March 08, 2004
1 test down... oh man.. thr's quite a number of qns tt i dun really know hwta do for today's network mgt.. hopefully will pass... nw i'll hafta start studyin for the other 2 subjects wich i haven touched! cant imagine i've slack thru the whole study week...! spent my sat sewing a t-shirt..!
recently been having flashes of things i've did in laos n those pp.. hmmz.. am i missing them? but everytime i study or so some of those flashes will start to come out. this is really weird man.... ok, nvm.. think i'll prolly never be able to figure it out.
was kinda in impulse to get more plain t-shirt to sorta design them. think i've been pretty bored huh? occupying myself with of this kind of stuff when i'm supposed to study! oh well, its kinda addicting to do it but i've gotta improve cos i think its easy to recognise the top that i've made. (think it looks toOO home made!) tot was kinda not so nice yet my sis say not bad.. was betta den previously what she saw when i did 1/2 way.. *cross fingers* i hope so man! so i wenta get 2 plain tees jz now after test.. when my addiction starts i'll start doin them again..!
recently been having flashes of things i've did in laos n those pp.. hmmz.. am i missing them? but everytime i study or so some of those flashes will start to come out. this is really weird man.... ok, nvm.. think i'll prolly never be able to figure it out.
was kinda in impulse to get more plain t-shirt to sorta design them. think i've been pretty bored huh? occupying myself with of this kind of stuff when i'm supposed to study! oh well, its kinda addicting to do it but i've gotta improve cos i think its easy to recognise the top that i've made. (think it looks toOO home made!) tot was kinda not so nice yet my sis say not bad.. was betta den previously what she saw when i did 1/2 way.. *cross fingers* i hope so man! so i wenta get 2 plain tees jz now after test.. when my addiction starts i'll start doin them again..!
what i've become, 4:23 PM.
1 down......!
1 down......!
Friday, March 05, 2004
went for zhang shao han's concert.. she's a very friendly, sincere and sweet gal..! she was singing the song "journey" 1/2 way n she was like crying.... filled with emotions.. ha. nice gal lah. her singing also nice.... quite power.
later went prata hse @ thomson thr eat.... nice nice... prata thr very crispy. took cheese, kosong prata. N also mee goreng... share.. den only like $3.. will hafta go thr eat again...
was kinda discussing about future.. shld do wad, until nw still quite blur. tink i'll prolly tryta get in to Uni first den if cant.. if cant den go work ba..... rite nw, ya d only thing i shld worry would be CT, which i haven really kinda study? haiz.. y soo slack this sem....? ok, back to survivor show....!
later went prata hse @ thomson thr eat.... nice nice... prata thr very crispy. took cheese, kosong prata. N also mee goreng... share.. den only like $3.. will hafta go thr eat again...
was kinda discussing about future.. shld do wad, until nw still quite blur. tink i'll prolly tryta get in to Uni first den if cant.. if cant den go work ba..... rite nw, ya d only thing i shld worry would be CT, which i haven really kinda study? haiz.. y soo slack this sem....? ok, back to survivor show....!
what i've become, 10:18 PM.
shao han's concert @nyp
shao han's concert @nyp
Thursday, March 04, 2004
ahh... nw very scared.... common test coming.. yet haven really been studyin. really scared i'll flunk... so d left over few days hafta start study real hard....
tom gonna watch zhang shao han angela... her songs some of them not bad though its not really worth buyin. ha. went for my 4th lesson today.... stil very weak.. really gotta buck up.. cant give up now..... i will work hard n make sure thr's gonna be gd results... otherwise.. cant catch up next time for other class n i really dowan to give up my dream, i'm gonna strive for my dream.... hopefully thr's gonna be improvement....
-never stop trying-
tom gonna watch zhang shao han angela... her songs some of them not bad though its not really worth buyin. ha. went for my 4th lesson today.... stil very weak.. really gotta buck up.. cant give up now..... i will work hard n make sure thr's gonna be gd results... otherwise.. cant catch up next time for other class n i really dowan to give up my dream, i'm gonna strive for my dream.... hopefully thr's gonna be improvement....
-never stop trying-
what i've become, 10:13 PM.
