Wednesday, June 30, 2004
i'm always eating supper lately. sianz! fat man.. went supper with vic, qinyu, zaki, eugene, andy.. (andy's last day~) we went BK eat.. i ate a value meal n lots of fries! *sinful*
blackout at hg area jz now! thk god the light was back on at 12.. i was waiting at the bus-stop.. feeling chilled when i saw e whole area of hg in total darkness except for bus-stops n some area.. felt so happy when lights was back for heartland mall n all.. like as if someone jz turn on the switch on, even the lamp post started flickering back to life.
aywy, goin ktv tml.. last day.. cant wait!~ pay's finally here! i can start clearing my debts! =)
oh ya, hung's really good at foldin! this is something that i look up to.. cos its quite amazing that the section he did was really very neat! i'm goin to miss wena.. lastly.. i'm jz glad that things are wad it is right now..
blackout at hg area jz now! thk god the light was back on at 12.. i was waiting at the bus-stop.. feeling chilled when i saw e whole area of hg in total darkness except for bus-stops n some area.. felt so happy when lights was back for heartland mall n all.. like as if someone jz turn on the switch on, even the lamp post started flickering back to life.
aywy, goin ktv tml.. last day.. cant wait!~ pay's finally here! i can start clearing my debts! =)
oh ya, hung's really good at foldin! this is something that i look up to.. cos its quite amazing that the section he did was really very neat! i'm goin to miss wena.. lastly.. i'm jz glad that things are wad it is right now..
what i've become, 2:33 AM.
Monday, June 28, 2004
ha, been seriously tired everyday. aywy, one of d senior was like commanding us to fold, scatter etc. she's fine la.. but i jz dont like this side of her.
2 more days of work..! wendy keep lookin at us.. see if we're lazyin or wad. peter pettigrew n hung din't work.. felt great man! today's our world~ zaki.. his dream is kinda similar to mine in a way la. wana do merchandising.. we talked abt opening our own shop.. get stuff fm where n all.. ha. n then came d color coding tingy in chinese. n fried chicken == zaki. =)
pay's comin in like 2days time! cant wait.. so much debts to clear.. be it small or big debts.. it adds up to d sum! *sighz* tink cant go hols. my digi cam.. dunno when den can get.
today wen, nas,seng,yp came n visit. wen's got this nerdy cut. super funny. ha. well.. i hope everything goes well for them for their work~
-i may not be always seen, but i'm always there for ya, jus like a star-
2 more days of work..! wendy keep lookin at us.. see if we're lazyin or wad. peter pettigrew n hung din't work.. felt great man! today's our world~ zaki.. his dream is kinda similar to mine in a way la. wana do merchandising.. we talked abt opening our own shop.. get stuff fm where n all.. ha. n then came d color coding tingy in chinese. n fried chicken == zaki. =)
pay's comin in like 2days time! cant wait.. so much debts to clear.. be it small or big debts.. it adds up to d sum! *sighz* tink cant go hols. my digi cam.. dunno when den can get.
today wen, nas,seng,yp came n visit. wen's got this nerdy cut. super funny. ha. well.. i hope everything goes well for them for their work~
-i may not be always seen, but i'm always there for ya, jus like a star-
what i've become, 11:54 PM.
tired
tired
Sunday, June 27, 2004
i'm soo relieved! everytings over! woke up super duper early for breakfast. went anna's hse take d straightener.. den later left to frenz hse. go thr chge clothes n all.. for d exam tingy.. till 6+.. nearly fainted.. hungry like hell.. end up eat alot.. turkey bacon meal + large fries + taro pie.. came home ate brownie summore!
i got into further course.. dun feel anyting. mb i'm jz too glad its finally over n it has ended!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BELINDA!~
i got into further course.. dun feel anyting. mb i'm jz too glad its finally over n it has ended!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BELINDA!~
what i've become, 1:59 AM.
relieved!
relieved!
Friday, June 25, 2004
i feel soo lost. i wana find back me.. whr am i always losin myself? i lost the meaning of living.. d dream tts always motivating me has also faded away slowly. whr's me? i sick n tired of work, my daily life..
-very often a change of self is needed more than a change of scene-
-very often a change of self is needed more than a change of scene-
what i've become, 1:01 AM.
lost
lost
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
i feel soo drenched.. by work. sucked out by blood.. i dunno. i jz feel tired. no freedom. few more days to exam. havent did a thing. pretty freak out at this point of time. talked to my cousin. he told me to jz relax.. enjoy d process.. dunno, somehow he made me felt betta.. maybe i jz need some comfort from someone..
belinda came n visit for awhile.. felt great seeing her! havent seen her for ages! den i always ask her jio me go for supper, end up i'm always not goin.. so paiseh. ha.
belinda came n visit for awhile.. felt great seeing her! havent seen her for ages! den i always ask her jio me go for supper, end up i'm always not goin.. so paiseh. ha.
what i've become, 10:57 PM.
screwed.
screwed.
went ktv jz nw.. its been soo long since i went.. was seriously havin fun! eug, wb.. they're kinda funny. ha. wb drove us back after supper @thomson prata hse thr.. cool~
i'm scared.. of sat.. exam's on sat.. nt prepared. so much tings to do. so later time. make up lesson.. d last 1, also no time to go.. arghz. i hope tings will go well.
-u cannot tailor make ur situation in life, but u can tailor make ur attitudes to fit e situation-
i'm scared.. of sat.. exam's on sat.. nt prepared. so much tings to do. so later time. make up lesson.. d last 1, also no time to go.. arghz. i hope tings will go well.
-u cannot tailor make ur situation in life, but u can tailor make ur attitudes to fit e situation-
what i've become, 5:13 AM.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
You're a great friend!
Congratulations! When a friend is in need, you are the gal to call. You can be trusted with secrets and are quick to yield a comfy shoulder to cry on. When the going gets tough, you almost always get going to see if you can be of assistance. You also know your boundaries and aren't afraid to take time out from a friendship when it's overwhelming you or compromising your feelings. You maintain an abundance of friends -- people you've kept up with through thick and thin and through all kinds of life changes.
Congratulations! When a friend is in need, you are the gal to call. You can be trusted with secrets and are quick to yield a comfy shoulder to cry on. When the going gets tough, you almost always get going to see if you can be of assistance. You also know your boundaries and aren't afraid to take time out from a friendship when it's overwhelming you or compromising your feelings. You maintain an abundance of friends -- people you've kept up with through thick and thin and through all kinds of life changes.
what i've become, 3:26 AM.
How Good a Friend Are You?
How Good a Friend Are You?
A Funny Flirt
The direct approach has never worked for you. Instead, you like to charm guys by infiltrating their own territory and getting to know them in their own environment -- like Sigourney Weaver in Gorillas in the Mist, but with beer instead of bananas. The strategy is to make yourself indispensable -- be one of the guys, make jokes, be fun to hang around with, and avoid the games girls play as much as you can.
However, you're well acquainted with the danger of being one of the guys. It's that you can easily become...one of the guys. Watch out for that -- make sure people know there are breasts under that Celtics jersey. "Women like this create intimacy through what I like to call the buddy system," says Catherine Cardinal, PhD, author of The Ten Commandments of Relationships (Andrews McMeel, 2000). "You give the feeling of being in this together -- whether 'this' is a difficult situation you want to get out of, like a parking ticket, or something great, like your marriage." But when buddying up means you're not taken seriously, learn when to assert yourself. "Never underestimate the power of touch," Cardinal says. "A well-timed squeeze of the arm, pat on the shoulder, or hug reminds people that you're a force to be reckoned with. A female force."
Think Cameron Diaz. She's the queen of the burping contest, yet she knows when to glam it up, and nobody ever forgets she's a girl -- because she doesn't forget it, either.
The direct approach has never worked for you. Instead, you like to charm guys by infiltrating their own territory and getting to know them in their own environment -- like Sigourney Weaver in Gorillas in the Mist, but with beer instead of bananas. The strategy is to make yourself indispensable -- be one of the guys, make jokes, be fun to hang around with, and avoid the games girls play as much as you can.
However, you're well acquainted with the danger of being one of the guys. It's that you can easily become...one of the guys. Watch out for that -- make sure people know there are breasts under that Celtics jersey. "Women like this create intimacy through what I like to call the buddy system," says Catherine Cardinal, PhD, author of The Ten Commandments of Relationships (Andrews McMeel, 2000). "You give the feeling of being in this together -- whether 'this' is a difficult situation you want to get out of, like a parking ticket, or something great, like your marriage." But when buddying up means you're not taken seriously, learn when to assert yourself. "Never underestimate the power of touch," Cardinal says. "A well-timed squeeze of the arm, pat on the shoulder, or hug reminds people that you're a force to be reckoned with. A female force."
Think Cameron Diaz. She's the queen of the burping contest, yet she knows when to glam it up, and nobody ever forgets she's a girl -- because she doesn't forget it, either.
what i've become, 3:04 AM.
What's Your Flirting Style?
What's Your Flirting Style?
You're a sentimental romantic.
When it comes to romance, you're definitely wearing rose-colored glasses. Horse-drawn carriage rides, perfume-scented love letters, and multi-tiered wedding cakes all put you in a tizzy. You've been known to get weepy over long-distance telephone commercials and to sigh wistfully when you see an elderly couple holding hands. Your love of romance can sometimes get in the way -- like when you find yourself daydreaming about your wedding plans in the middle of a board meeting. And your infatuation with the traditional trappings of romance means that you sometimes fail to appreciate it when your man expresses his love in less flowery ways -- for example, by changing the oil on your car. But so long as you don't let yourself get too swept up in your champagne-and-roses fantasies, by all means enjoy those picture-perfect romantic moments.
When it comes to romance, you're definitely wearing rose-colored glasses. Horse-drawn carriage rides, perfume-scented love letters, and multi-tiered wedding cakes all put you in a tizzy. You've been known to get weepy over long-distance telephone commercials and to sigh wistfully when you see an elderly couple holding hands. Your love of romance can sometimes get in the way -- like when you find yourself daydreaming about your wedding plans in the middle of a board meeting. And your infatuation with the traditional trappings of romance means that you sometimes fail to appreciate it when your man expresses his love in less flowery ways -- for example, by changing the oil on your car. But so long as you don't let yourself get too swept up in your champagne-and-roses fantasies, by all means enjoy those picture-perfect romantic moments.
what i've become, 2:58 AM.
What Kind of Romantic Are You?
What Kind of Romantic Are You?
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
what i've become, 2:54 AM.
Shrek 2 -- Counting Crows, Accidentally in love
Shrek 2 -- Counting Crows, Accidentally in love
Monday, June 21, 2004
back from genting at 11+ super duper tired. guess i've been eating n slpin too much! took supper jz now with parents.
genting was quite fun jz that it wasnt really that organised. we did not do any research so was jz exploring thr ourselves. highlight of the trip i guess was theme park n stone grill! went the theme park on sat.. took the thrilling rides like d 360 degree turn rollercoaster, space shot. i took the space shot first.. queue for like a hr long jz for a 10sec ride.. was soo slpy while queuing. i only felt the fear when we were goin up to the top! i've counted that they will "fall" after 10s. guess i was kinda nervous that i counted too fast. when i count 10, it did not drop down.. only a few secs later did i feel the impact. oh man. my heart nearly fell out at that very moment! took some family rides with parents, cousins.. ha. felt great cos seldom play such stuff with my family! food thr was sucky on first day.. went wrong pl n eat. 2nd day was great.. cos i ate the stone grill where u use the stone to grill the fish (as wad the name has described!)
some scenes in genting like the hotel i stayed (hotel genting) & d escalator with d sheltor was a deja vu.. d hotel looks like d interior of a cruise..~!
genting was quite fun jz that it wasnt really that organised. we did not do any research so was jz exploring thr ourselves. highlight of the trip i guess was theme park n stone grill! went the theme park on sat.. took the thrilling rides like d 360 degree turn rollercoaster, space shot. i took the space shot first.. queue for like a hr long jz for a 10sec ride.. was soo slpy while queuing. i only felt the fear when we were goin up to the top! i've counted that they will "fall" after 10s. guess i was kinda nervous that i counted too fast. when i count 10, it did not drop down.. only a few secs later did i feel the impact. oh man. my heart nearly fell out at that very moment! took some family rides with parents, cousins.. ha. felt great cos seldom play such stuff with my family! food thr was sucky on first day.. went wrong pl n eat. 2nd day was great.. cos i ate the stone grill where u use the stone to grill the fish (as wad the name has described!)
some scenes in genting like the hotel i stayed (hotel genting) & d escalator with d sheltor was a deja vu.. d hotel looks like d interior of a cruise..~!
what i've become, 2:53 AM.
back to reality.. again
back to reality.. again
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
anto's left.. last day yest, she was like tellin me to take care n not let her bully u all hor.. ha. oh no.. w/o her around, everyone will jz start bullying us~ sianz. at least jill wenta eat dinner with her. so nxt time will hafta date her out!
yest was suppose to work full shift but they din tell me that they changed my schedule to afternoon. so end up i was there in d morning. andy jz let me work morning shift. was quite tired but stil wenta watch the best bet. was quite a funny show. esp when the monk started his stunts. ha. mb nxt time if there's still time n show's r still airing in d cinema might wanna go catch shrek 2 again n the day after tomorrow show.
yest was suppose to work full shift but they din tell me that they changed my schedule to afternoon. so end up i was there in d morning. andy jz let me work morning shift. was quite tired but stil wenta watch the best bet. was quite a funny show. esp when the monk started his stunts. ha. mb nxt time if there's still time n show's r still airing in d cinema might wanna go catch shrek 2 again n the day after tomorrow show.
what i've become, 11:55 AM.
Friday, June 11, 2004
rushed down to chomp² n had supper! met reuben,theresa,dinesh.. thr's also anna, jill n me! ate chicken wings, char kuay teow, sugar cane n satay! very full! *burpz*
i haf fun today. though it was really a very short while. meetin does rekindle friendship in a way.. i'm having the time of my life...! enjoyin life~
i haf fun today. though it was really a very short while. meetin does rekindle friendship in a way.. i'm having the time of my life...! enjoyin life~
what i've become, 2:14 AM.
having the time of my life
having the time of my life
Thursday, June 10, 2004
yest worked full shift..! legs were soo tired. on d way home when terry called us n asked where were we.. so we met them.. till we took d last train n missed our bus! ha. took cab back.. d uncle was like asking me to take receipt.. so i can claim fm jill (cos she took with me). e uncle v cute... only when i told him we're gd frens den he was like ohhh.. ok.
talked to reubs abit.. really din talk to him for a long time. i guess he's in a bad shape. kinda. but improving. jz hope tings go well for him!
talked to reubs abit.. really din talk to him for a long time. i guess he's in a bad shape. kinda. but improving. jz hope tings go well for him!
what i've become, 10:30 AM.
tired!
tired!
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
i'm soo happy. tml.. or rather today's my off day! gonna watch harry potter with my classmates.. j,wen,seng,yp,nas! i hope i'll haf d time to watch d day after tml.. alone! best..~
cant believe i'll prolly hafta wake up early to call borders agn to check if they haf another person i/c. cant miss d chance? today wendy did a very rude thing.. tt stupid tze ming dunno y when i came out of d dressing room den say loudly "thr.. this is.." den emphasize on name. den tt manager started luffin.. but tryin to ctrl her smile.. arghz. rude.. super rude.. she simply sux.. n i'm very attitude towards her.. dun even like bother to ans those silly qns of hers. jz ignore. I'm a RUDE gal... ha. wadeva la... suddenly i tink i sounded childish.. but dun care... if only i'm at transit hotel. things wil prolly nt b like that. mb?
anna told me once "god will not take something from you without giving you something else betta". it might be like a consoling sentence, but i guess its something tt'll keeps you movin i guess. or mb sth to give you d strength to hold on too.
thu's goin ktv.. sun go eat most prob.. n wad? mon go chiong perhaps? haiz. super deprived. deprived until i was even happy being able to go shoppin durin my 1/2 hr break. i guess this is hw bad it is la huh.
-a small deed can makes ur day-
cant believe i'll prolly hafta wake up early to call borders agn to check if they haf another person i/c. cant miss d chance? today wendy did a very rude thing.. tt stupid tze ming dunno y when i came out of d dressing room den say loudly "thr.. this is.." den emphasize on name. den tt manager started luffin.. but tryin to ctrl her smile.. arghz. rude.. super rude.. she simply sux.. n i'm very attitude towards her.. dun even like bother to ans those silly qns of hers. jz ignore. I'm a RUDE gal... ha. wadeva la... suddenly i tink i sounded childish.. but dun care... if only i'm at transit hotel. things wil prolly nt b like that. mb?
anna told me once "god will not take something from you without giving you something else betta". it might be like a consoling sentence, but i guess its something tt'll keeps you movin i guess. or mb sth to give you d strength to hold on too.
thu's goin ktv.. sun go eat most prob.. n wad? mon go chiong perhaps? haiz. super deprived. deprived until i was even happy being able to go shoppin durin my 1/2 hr break. i guess this is hw bad it is la huh.
-a small deed can makes ur day-
what i've become, 1:34 AM.
off day!
off day!
Friday, June 04, 2004
borders called me jz nw.. n guess wad?! i rejected them immediately.. was half-slpin @tt time.. oh man.. arghz. i guess i'll tryta call tml to see if tt guy's gonna gimme a another try anot. haiz.. i'm screwed..
Haven really study sats.. i'll hafta do a paper prac den slp early.. super tired. took a nap jz nw n its bad.. cos i guess i brought too much pressure abt nt being able to score for SATS.. *sighz*
wenta eat today with my class pp.. farewell gathering for mf n sh. end up sh din turned up n din picked up our call.. den later msg us say wad phone nt with him.. lame.. food @sakura in tampiness safra.. was ok la.. nt really tt incredible also. it was gd.. we were all exchanging our ICs to luff on.. ha. yp, nas looks diff.. fu,seng n wen stil looked d same but wen's 1 was cute.. haha. its been so long where we had a gatherin whr all of us were present! lucky hazel was able to meet! *happy*
hmmz, thr's a day where i talked to him till like 6.30am.. guess we're mad..! but it was fun.. i always had fun talkin to him. aywy he was like askin me to study hard for my SATs on thu.. end up i was dozin off 1/2way when studyin. oh man.. we met today. was acting very normal unlike in msn.. was gd also. ha. i seriously dunno wad am i tinkin la. mb jz too much other burden to tink also. SATs.. work.. esp work. its draining away my energy alot.. rite nw i've became quite a rude sales gal which i din want it to happen. jz hope tml gonna have a miracle.. on my sats, on borders, on work..
-miracles do happen don't they?-
Haven really study sats.. i'll hafta do a paper prac den slp early.. super tired. took a nap jz nw n its bad.. cos i guess i brought too much pressure abt nt being able to score for SATS.. *sighz*
wenta eat today with my class pp.. farewell gathering for mf n sh. end up sh din turned up n din picked up our call.. den later msg us say wad phone nt with him.. lame.. food @sakura in tampiness safra.. was ok la.. nt really tt incredible also. it was gd.. we were all exchanging our ICs to luff on.. ha. yp, nas looks diff.. fu,seng n wen stil looked d same but wen's 1 was cute.. haha. its been so long where we had a gatherin whr all of us were present! lucky hazel was able to meet! *happy*
hmmz, thr's a day where i talked to him till like 6.30am.. guess we're mad..! but it was fun.. i always had fun talkin to him. aywy he was like askin me to study hard for my SATs on thu.. end up i was dozin off 1/2way when studyin. oh man.. we met today. was acting very normal unlike in msn.. was gd also. ha. i seriously dunno wad am i tinkin la. mb jz too much other burden to tink also. SATs.. work.. esp work. its draining away my energy alot.. rite nw i've became quite a rude sales gal which i din want it to happen. jz hope tml gonna have a miracle.. on my sats, on borders, on work..
-miracles do happen don't they?-
what i've become, 11:53 PM.
i'm screwed! =(
i'm screwed! =(
