Thursday, September 23, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
well, i don't know how many times have i been typing that life is vulnerable.
growing up isn't fun. life isn't a bed of roses either. i think god has been constantly reminding us that life is vulnerable. people come and people go. and the earth is just a transit for us people as once you leave this transit area, life still goes on for others. how cruel reality is. but that's how life works, isn't it?
one of my close relative who was diagnosed with liver cancer(last stage) 2 years back was doing great with the new improvement of drugs. i just saw her a few months back and she looked as healthy as ever. illness under control. was happy that she still look as radiant as ever.
yesterday, we were informed that she wasn't doing great now and it might happen anytime. we went down to visit and i was shocked to see her, someone i've known since young was already so fragile, tummy bloated with yellow skin. she was in pain and could not talk nor open her eyes. and she's surviving through the oxygen tank. my uncle told us that she didn't want anyone to know that her condition deteriorate and she just got discharged recently only. i hope my cousins would really take care and now that they're in the army, it will be difficult for them to be fully by their parent's side. i just hope that she'll be able to complete her transition on earth smoothly..
i think i'm getting numb on seeing such things. the constant reminder to be living within our means, doing the utmost of what we can has always been on my mind. that is, if god intends to bring me back to where i belong anytime, i would be able to smile, and leave with him without any regrets.
treasure life, love life.
人生有几十个十年？
growing up isn't fun. life isn't a bed of roses either. i think god has been constantly reminding us that life is vulnerable. people come and people go. and the earth is just a transit for us people as once you leave this transit area, life still goes on for others. how cruel reality is. but that's how life works, isn't it?
one of my close relative who was diagnosed with liver cancer(last stage) 2 years back was doing great with the new improvement of drugs. i just saw her a few months back and she looked as healthy as ever. illness under control. was happy that she still look as radiant as ever.
yesterday, we were informed that she wasn't doing great now and it might happen anytime. we went down to visit and i was shocked to see her, someone i've known since young was already so fragile, tummy bloated with yellow skin. she was in pain and could not talk nor open her eyes. and she's surviving through the oxygen tank. my uncle told us that she didn't want anyone to know that her condition deteriorate and she just got discharged recently only. i hope my cousins would really take care and now that they're in the army, it will be difficult for them to be fully by their parent's side. i just hope that she'll be able to complete her transition on earth smoothly..
i think i'm getting numb on seeing such things. the constant reminder to be living within our means, doing the utmost of what we can has always been on my mind. that is, if god intends to bring me back to where i belong anytime, i would be able to smile, and leave with him without any regrets.
treasure life, love life.
人生有几十个十年？
Labels: life
what i've become, 11:38 AM.
on, off.
on, off.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
命运挖了一个坑
跌的想哭也从不出声
有个声音要我再撑
说关门是为了我 点上另一盏灯
心原来碎的无声 明天像深夜少了星辰
可是我愿慢慢等 等黄昏 变清晨
等谁轻声说我不再一个人
未来像奔向耶路撒冷 梦不怕裂痕
在汗水耗尽时一回头 有敞开的家门
给我的爱 你默默放在手心问也不问
有你肩膀分享温暖 我不怕冷
爱在遥远的耶路撒冷 找寻某个人
旅程裡替他抹去灰尘 就值得我伤痕
未知的爱 像对天呐喊都听不到回声
在耶路撒冷 你不再是一个人
路崎岖不断延伸
我看着你坚定的眼神
不在乎离散频仍 等风砂 变前程
说生命就绚烂在对爱虔诚
未来像奔向耶路撒冷 梦不怕裂痕
在汗水耗尽时一回头 有敞开的家门
给我(你)的爱 你默默放在手心问也不问
有你肩膀分享温暖 我不怕冷
爱在遥远的耶路撒冷 找寻某个人
我知道永恆不只传闻 微笑为爱牺牲
点滴的爱 让我明白花开瞬间多灿烂
在耶路撒冷 你(我)不再是一个人
看见了星辰 是你望着我 笑了
Labels: music-mania
what i've become, 12:18 PM.
神木与瞳 - 耶路撒冷加入
神木与瞳 - 耶路撒冷加入
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
to satisfy my cravings (since 2006) and to make myself feel better for being sucha nice person (in counselling/listening/giving advices to that few particular peeps), i've decided to give myself (and my family) a treat! =D
INDULGENCE, my friends!
my champagne, truffle choc and bailey's mooncake
INDULGENCE, my friends!
my champagne, truffle choc and bailey's mooncake Labels: food.notes, life
what i've become, 11:25 PM.
mooncake cravings
mooncake cravings
Saturday, September 11, 2010
this show is co-written by Adam Sandler who also acted in this show, a pretty entertaining show (as always by Adam Sandler and Rob Schneider) with the (sad truth of the) current lifestyles of the kids and adults are having in our current society. it's definitely a good recommended show by friends~
Labels: movies
what i've become, 12:32 AM.
grown ups
grown ups
Monday, September 06, 2010
salmon spaghetti in pink sauce
unagi seaweed penne
ham & cheese penne
the pastas are pretty good. desserts are not really that good as expected. nice place to take pics!Labels: food.notes, OS
what i've become, 12:49 AM.
caramel & hairloom
caramel & hairloom
Sunday, September 05, 2010
river valley is one area that angela and me are exploring and this time, it is our first encounter with cold noodles and hot dipping sauce which is superb. the best is the pork seafood tsukemen no. 44! the gyoza serve was pretty good too~ a different kind of ramen, wanna go back there soon!Labels: food.notes
what i've become, 11:57 PM.
Tsukemen @Menya Shinchan
Tsukemen @Menya Shinchan
Thursday, September 02, 2010
i dunch know why but i've got the urge to shop this few days.. and i mean really this few days! somehow. just wanna buy new stuffs. guess shopping in hk was not enuff for me!!
looking at the amount of shoes, clothes and bags i have.. hmm.. (its actually not alot too~ and if u considered they are.. well, they're cheap stuffs anyway. nothing branded i swear.) seems like its an addiction that is starting to kick in again. can't help but feel like putting my name on a few pieces of apparels, shoes, bags i've seen! (yes, you, you and you!). i needa diminish that thot of mine..
gosh, i needa kick it away~~
looking at the amount of shoes, clothes and bags i have.. hmm.. (its actually not alot too~ and if u considered they are.. well, they're cheap stuffs anyway. nothing branded i swear.) seems like its an addiction that is starting to kick in again. can't help but feel like putting my name on a few pieces of apparels, shoes, bags i've seen! (yes, you, you and you!). i needa diminish that thot of mine..
gosh, i needa kick it away~~
Labels: life
what i've become, 12:52 PM.
dunno why
dunno why
