Friday, October 31, 2003
ha, late for work agn. but dun really care anymore. 5 more days to go....! wonder if june still wanna extend. hmmz, if u guyz notice i sorta chge my backgnd.. draw those simple stuff while i was in office. too bored. ha. grandpa gettin better.. he's been transferred out to the normal ward already.
wanna go laos n help n experience life thr doin volunteery work.... but heard fm hazel tt gals will be on reserved list.. cos they need guyz to carry the com. unfair! i dun mind carryin though it might be alil heavy, but i stil can carry ok.. haiz. oh well, if nt goin.. den stil can earn money over in spore by workin!~ ha. so kinda flexi. or mb its betta to go help out n make cancer patients smile? hmmz.. tink shld consider..
jz bought a batik kinda bag done by nepalense pp who are in tis proj. they're prolly blind or wad.. nt sure. but d material's gd n cheap so its really worthwhile..! *happy* gettin my salary by tml i tink.. cant wait.... i desperately need $ man. broke like hell.
wed went watch movie with herman ,his fren , anna.. ha, damn funny.. keep makin me luff with all his lame n crappy jokes n suggestion. ha.. cute guy, neva fail to make me luff everytime i see him. thu went celebrate andrew's 20th bday den we watched identity.. tis show is so much nicer den the park i watched on wed wich was sucky. nt scary at all.. in fact its funny.. in d show thr's a part whr a guy was being crushed to death by the car n blood kept oozing out. n d funny part was whr d blood actually looked like chocolate.. ha. ok, back to identity. ha, belinda's sat beside me den she was kinda scared den use her hair n cover her eyes den stil tell me tts wad long hairs are gd for.. to cover ur eyes.. haha.. so cute.. identity's kinda nice. but in it keeps u guessin n all.. n d endin was kinda unexpected also lah.
been talkin more to jill recently.. guess we're sorta gettin better.. guess its gd lah. gonna see hazel durin hols. ok.. tml will be a long day.. workin 2shifts. hope tml's a gd day...
-strive all ur best for wad u really want for u only lived life once-
wanna go laos n help n experience life thr doin volunteery work.... but heard fm hazel tt gals will be on reserved list.. cos they need guyz to carry the com. unfair! i dun mind carryin though it might be alil heavy, but i stil can carry ok.. haiz. oh well, if nt goin.. den stil can earn money over in spore by workin!~ ha. so kinda flexi. or mb its betta to go help out n make cancer patients smile? hmmz.. tink shld consider..
jz bought a batik kinda bag done by nepalense pp who are in tis proj. they're prolly blind or wad.. nt sure. but d material's gd n cheap so its really worthwhile..! *happy* gettin my salary by tml i tink.. cant wait.... i desperately need $ man. broke like hell.
wed went watch movie with herman ,his fren , anna.. ha, damn funny.. keep makin me luff with all his lame n crappy jokes n suggestion. ha.. cute guy, neva fail to make me luff everytime i see him. thu went celebrate andrew's 20th bday den we watched identity.. tis show is so much nicer den the park i watched on wed wich was sucky. nt scary at all.. in fact its funny.. in d show thr's a part whr a guy was being crushed to death by the car n blood kept oozing out. n d funny part was whr d blood actually looked like chocolate.. ha. ok, back to identity. ha, belinda's sat beside me den she was kinda scared den use her hair n cover her eyes den stil tell me tts wad long hairs are gd for.. to cover ur eyes.. haha.. so cute.. identity's kinda nice. but in it keeps u guessin n all.. n d endin was kinda unexpected also lah.
been talkin more to jill recently.. guess we're sorta gettin better.. guess its gd lah. gonna see hazel durin hols. ok.. tml will be a long day.. workin 2shifts. hope tml's a gd day...
-strive all ur best for wad u really want for u only lived life once-
what i've become, 3:22 PM.
counting down
counting down
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
late for work agn.... i tink i already cant be bothered.. no more self discipline.. argh. tis is gettin bad but aywy, 8 MORE DAYS TO GO~ gotta slp early. tink i aint gonna do irc, icq at nite.. muz try to slp early.
grandpa was admitted to hospital yest. at first i tot it was nuttin serious till my mum came home.. it was act kinda bad. had heart problems. he's in CCU. sth like ICU kind. told my mum i wanna go visit my grandpa but told me i cant cos only 4 registered pp can go visit.. my mum n 2uncles n d other 1 was my sis. sob... jz told my mum to update me with my grandpa's condition. well, i cant visit him, so i'll jz pray.. *prays hard* plz jz let my grandpa get well soon.. though he seldom talks to us or i dun really understand wad he talks to me usu cos he was mumbling n i aint gd in cantonese.. but he's stil a gd grandpa.. a lovin 1. always buy food for my grandma to let her cook, brought me down to buy sweets when i was small.. i jz hope tings gets betta now.
out with huixian yest.. kinda fun. ate ma la mian, shui jiao, bun, n drank juice.. stil bought famous amos n eat.. cant be anymore fattenin den tis! well, dad was complainin.. ask me nt to stay out too late outside... was tinkin 10+ is stil early wad. i mean.. u only get to live once in life u know.. would u stay up late outside if u have kids nxt time? by den.. nobody would prolly be free to entertain u cos they prolly haf kids n family to look after....!~ aiya.. guess parents sometimes are too concern abt u tt makes u paronoid. bt of cos, they're stil ur parents, n as wad we usu say, they're jz being concerned..
-things will get well each day, u've jz gotta believe-
grandpa was admitted to hospital yest. at first i tot it was nuttin serious till my mum came home.. it was act kinda bad. had heart problems. he's in CCU. sth like ICU kind. told my mum i wanna go visit my grandpa but told me i cant cos only 4 registered pp can go visit.. my mum n 2uncles n d other 1 was my sis. sob... jz told my mum to update me with my grandpa's condition. well, i cant visit him, so i'll jz pray.. *prays hard* plz jz let my grandpa get well soon.. though he seldom talks to us or i dun really understand wad he talks to me usu cos he was mumbling n i aint gd in cantonese.. but he's stil a gd grandpa.. a lovin 1. always buy food for my grandma to let her cook, brought me down to buy sweets when i was small.. i jz hope tings gets betta now.
out with huixian yest.. kinda fun. ate ma la mian, shui jiao, bun, n drank juice.. stil bought famous amos n eat.. cant be anymore fattenin den tis! well, dad was complainin.. ask me nt to stay out too late outside... was tinkin 10+ is stil early wad. i mean.. u only get to live once in life u know.. would u stay up late outside if u have kids nxt time? by den.. nobody would prolly be free to entertain u cos they prolly haf kids n family to look after....!~ aiya.. guess parents sometimes are too concern abt u tt makes u paronoid. bt of cos, they're stil ur parents, n as wad we usu say, they're jz being concerned..
-things will get well each day, u've jz gotta believe-
what i've become, 11:42 AM.
late
late
Monday, October 27, 2003
went for their concert on sat.. it was a total of 3hrs! super shiok. i was supposed to work tt day but told them tt i gt sth on.. ha. seriously all of them r so cute. d drummer, yao ming.. he was dancin abit on da swan ballet. ah shin.. he's d cutest! ok, anywy it was a nice 1 lah. din regret gave up workin for a few hrs for a while of enjoyment. only sad part was i din getta move ard much with my office wear.
sups at changi airport keep askin me if i can work on wkends. think they're eatin up into my wkends.. really no life.... but gonna get a lil short break on d last wk of attachment. tink i derserve a break lah. i also dunno y i work so hard for wad. earn money stil cant get my stuff.. i'm jz waitin for attachment to end to work full force durin d hols. by den really no life le. cos will be doin shifts! but worthwhile cos i can get everyting i want..! but rite nw.. 9 more days for attachment to end..! stil dunno if they're gonna extend it..
heard fm my fren tt workin in aust their pay is like 15/hr.. tts gd man! but of cos life overthr might be more ex in terms of fd..? nt sure lah. cant wait.. den work a full 1mth to get money for my digi cam! still dunno wad to get.. mp3, discman, or md... still tinkin. but most prob i might still stick to mp3.. cos its sleek. but stil considerin lah.
wa.... failed basic again.. cmi... tis proved tt my feeling was wrong! cmi. prolly gotta go take again den... haiz.. zhen mei yong.
-if only i've studied earlier-
sups at changi airport keep askin me if i can work on wkends. think they're eatin up into my wkends.. really no life.... but gonna get a lil short break on d last wk of attachment. tink i derserve a break lah. i also dunno y i work so hard for wad. earn money stil cant get my stuff.. i'm jz waitin for attachment to end to work full force durin d hols. by den really no life le. cos will be doin shifts! but worthwhile cos i can get everyting i want..! but rite nw.. 9 more days for attachment to end..! stil dunno if they're gonna extend it..
heard fm my fren tt workin in aust their pay is like 15/hr.. tts gd man! but of cos life overthr might be more ex in terms of fd..? nt sure lah. cant wait.. den work a full 1mth to get money for my digi cam! still dunno wad to get.. mp3, discman, or md... still tinkin. but most prob i might still stick to mp3.. cos its sleek. but stil considerin lah.
wa.... failed basic again.. cmi... tis proved tt my feeling was wrong! cmi. prolly gotta go take again den... haiz.. zhen mei yong.
-if only i've studied earlier-
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what i've become, 10:21 AM.
mayday rox
mayday rox
Saturday, October 25, 2003
today went out with classmates..! *happy* well, firstly i was late..! so paiseh. aywy we wenta watch ong bak! its a must watch show man.. d action pack is damn nice.... although d plot is ok only. d main character called ting he was willing to risk his life for the "ong bak". he's my new idol nw! great bods with all d muscles n all.. tho nt handsome.. n his kungfu.. wow..!~ *amazed* so cool! ha, worth d bucks for a wkend show!
after tt we went fish n co.. eat until so full. d pl went black out also.. ha. stil went pl like fort canning, boat quay, fullerton.. damn cool...... enjoyed myself alot..! ha, was walkin to n fro fm fullerton for like 3 times lydat. tml's goin mayday concert. i'm so happy! cant wait... mf last min gort d tix, so i'm goin! free summore. told my supervisor at airport tt i can work (was supposed to OT) till 7pm instead of 11pm. thank god managed to find a substitue for d 7-11pm.. gonna be a long day tml...
samsung xtra batt seemed to have lost.. cant find. haiz. v sad.. if its lost den i dunno hw am i to survive.. argh. hope it'll jz re-appear soon..! gotta slp.. otherwise tml cant work den go watch mayday concert tired sia..
-if only time dun pass so fast-
after tt we went fish n co.. eat until so full. d pl went black out also.. ha. stil went pl like fort canning, boat quay, fullerton.. damn cool...... enjoyed myself alot..! ha, was walkin to n fro fm fullerton for like 3 times lydat. tml's goin mayday concert. i'm so happy! cant wait... mf last min gort d tix, so i'm goin! free summore. told my supervisor at airport tt i can work (was supposed to OT) till 7pm instead of 11pm. thank god managed to find a substitue for d 7-11pm.. gonna be a long day tml...
samsung xtra batt seemed to have lost.. cant find. haiz. v sad.. if its lost den i dunno hw am i to survive.. argh. hope it'll jz re-appear soon..! gotta slp.. otherwise tml cant work den go watch mayday concert tired sia..
-if only time dun pass so fast-
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what i've become, 1:16 AM.
happy
happy
Thursday, October 23, 2003
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what i've become, 1:39 PM.
well, aywy d ktv.. tho lil pp still quite happy cos all of us were always luffin.. no matter at jokes or normal talking. my mouth was jz so tired fm luffing, talking n singing.
found a old gd frenz bloggy... saw she was bloggin alil on me. hmmz, guess impact's left on her too huh. rejection.. hmmz. who doesnt receive them.. talking abt it reminds me tt i've always been tinkin abt wad i feel abt hazel yet i neva stand on her pt of view n see. been always tinkin she's jz enjoyin her life n all.. but msged her yest n she was tellin me she cant go due to some probs.. oh well, hw could i haf forgotten? it really slipped my mind.. felt bad yest.. really. jz couldnt help feeling sad. a gd fren of mine, yet i forgotten to ask her hw's stuff.. yesh.. dun ever assume! jz be stupid n ask.. assuming always cause misunderstanding. (of cos its nt as bad as i've sound, as usual. but tot as a gd fren i aint even doin wad a gd fren shld do, wich is y i'm feeling kinda lil sad.)
talked to old frenz like pearlyn, melissa.... felt great.. esp melissa! only rem her joining our class in pri 4. yet drifted apart fm her in upper pri. nw great to see her agn. talkin to her in icq iz gd... really gd... tho friendster iz laggy but its gd findin old friends...! ha. she still sounds da same.. glad.. felt like goin aust to visit them.. been pretty fascinated by the idea of getting new places to hang out with frenz, in a diff country n all..... but as tings always r, thr's always pros n cons. ha.. i'm stil dreaming..
-you never know a man until you stand in his shoes and walked around in them-
found a old gd frenz bloggy... saw she was bloggin alil on me. hmmz, guess impact's left on her too huh. rejection.. hmmz. who doesnt receive them.. talking abt it reminds me tt i've always been tinkin abt wad i feel abt hazel yet i neva stand on her pt of view n see. been always tinkin she's jz enjoyin her life n all.. but msged her yest n she was tellin me she cant go due to some probs.. oh well, hw could i haf forgotten? it really slipped my mind.. felt bad yest.. really. jz couldnt help feeling sad. a gd fren of mine, yet i forgotten to ask her hw's stuff.. yesh.. dun ever assume! jz be stupid n ask.. assuming always cause misunderstanding. (of cos its nt as bad as i've sound, as usual. but tot as a gd fren i aint even doin wad a gd fren shld do, wich is y i'm feeling kinda lil sad.)
talked to old frenz like pearlyn, melissa.... felt great.. esp melissa! only rem her joining our class in pri 4. yet drifted apart fm her in upper pri. nw great to see her agn. talkin to her in icq iz gd... really gd... tho friendster iz laggy but its gd findin old friends...! ha. she still sounds da same.. glad.. felt like goin aust to visit them.. been pretty fascinated by the idea of getting new places to hang out with frenz, in a diff country n all..... but as tings always r, thr's always pros n cons. ha.. i'm stil dreaming..
-you never know a man until you stand in his shoes and walked around in them-
what i've become, 2:51 AM.
felt i needa blog suddenly.
felt i needa blog suddenly.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
headache
i'm havin headache agn... but wasnt really tt bad as usual. mb i'm really lookin at da screen too long. was icq-ing anna yest and she was like quoting words tt was by me n all..... actually i still kinda rem wad i've told her. it jz seemed like only awhile ago.. like few mths back but it was actually a year ago! boy tt was quite long. i tink i'm really gettin senile. i rem old stuff yet new stuff tts happenin nw i can even forget. awww.. tts saddening. prolly lack of eating fresh fish. ha.
its true tt u can blog wadeva u want to cos its ur blog.. but it cant be helped tt pp might tend to judged u fm all ur opinion n all... but of cos... y shld u bother.... its jz so contradicting. everyting is actually. aiya, its jz so hard. dunno watta say. i've actually managed to contact few of my old pri sch friends fm friendster... ha, so glad all's doing fine..
ha, herman jz msged me n he said he wanna watched a chinese show.. quite cute lah. so prolly might be goin nxt wk. tis guy damn farnie, always making me luff. told him once while we had a gathering to send 1 of our colleague off. we wenta esplanade.
him:"wad?? it shld be ur bf who shld bring u here wad."
ha, stupid. yet it sounded kinda sweet too. gd fren. always talkin all those lame tings tt u jz couldnt stop luffin.
yay.. goin to ktv later.. still tot it might be cancelled... though only 2hrs.. but it'll definitely be fun.. heee. i'm glad i'm gonna see belinda n meiyan tho i haven seen them for awhile esp meiyan! ha. cant wait. dereka went.. ha.. stil as crappy as eva..
what i've become, 1:50 PM.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
today was sick. dint wenta work so gort a mc. tink i look at com for too long. keep having headache. cmi. wenta watch seabiscuit. it was a nice show. its more of like seeing hw animals.. who perservere n neva fail to give up. its quite a inspiring show.
goin to ktv tml.. but seem to have like only 4 person.
-zhi zu chang le-
goin to ktv tml.. but seem to have like only 4 person.
-zhi zu chang le-
what i've become, 9:18 PM.
sick
sick
Monday, October 20, 2003
wa.. today early morning forgetful, i went to d office.. late.. nvm but i forgotten to bring my ibm taggy.. forgotten also nvm but i've attached my locker keys thr.. so practically no labtop n all.. so went home n take.. no choice.. haiz.. really forgetful man. lucky its near my hse otherwise....
yest work OT so total worked for like 15hrs.. tired but gd lah. cos gort $ to earn. wanna buy a mp3player nw since my discman aint workin anymore.. dint noe hw i survived w/o my discman but i did for mths n i tot its time i shld get something to replace it. well.. after tis i tink i'll den get d digi cam.. buy before new year..! ha. so can bring it ard during visiting. cant wait for my pay to come. MP3 MP3 MP3...
on sat on da way to work i saw a mouse, a young mouse.. at the busstop..! its cute but i kinda freaked out. the mouse also saw me sia.. den dunno y it kept running fm a dist den run back to the original pl whr i see it. den i tink it wanna jump fm da railing n into da rubbish bin.. but tink too far so it couldnt reach it. i was kinda scared tt it'll jump on me man.. keep moving away fm my d pl i sat until i sat quite close to a aunty.. till i cant move anymre. ha. den suddenly it jz ran off. wa, dinno they can cling well on railings man.. eeee d tot of it makes me... haiz.. i scared of tis kind of tings 1.. 1 aunty standing must be tinkin i'm crazy cos i keep lookin behind n all..
yest work OT so total worked for like 15hrs.. tired but gd lah. cos gort $ to earn. wanna buy a mp3player nw since my discman aint workin anymore.. dint noe hw i survived w/o my discman but i did for mths n i tot its time i shld get something to replace it. well.. after tis i tink i'll den get d digi cam.. buy before new year..! ha. so can bring it ard during visiting. cant wait for my pay to come. MP3 MP3 MP3...
on sat on da way to work i saw a mouse, a young mouse.. at the busstop..! its cute but i kinda freaked out. the mouse also saw me sia.. den dunno y it kept running fm a dist den run back to the original pl whr i see it. den i tink it wanna jump fm da railing n into da rubbish bin.. but tink too far so it couldnt reach it. i was kinda scared tt it'll jump on me man.. keep moving away fm my d pl i sat until i sat quite close to a aunty.. till i cant move anymre. ha. den suddenly it jz ran off. wa, dinno they can cling well on railings man.. eeee d tot of it makes me... haiz.. i scared of tis kind of tings 1.. 1 aunty standing must be tinkin i'm crazy cos i keep lookin behind n all..
what i've become, 11:26 AM.
forgetful
forgetful
Friday, October 17, 2003
aiyo.. i'm really lazy man. for the past 2 days d phonecalls i made is really so pathetic.. i've really gotta do more on mon... afterall i've only gort 3 more wks to go. dunno y, its like a habit coming here to read, slp, surf net n not doin any callouts. ha.. *guilty*
today's lunch was pathetic... was raining heavily, so we wanted to call pizza, end up d line is always engaged so we jz went to the canteen to get food n eat.. i gort chai fan, those rice with few dishes u can choose n its was really sucky cos food was seriously saltish..
aywy, bought d puma jacket yest (thks to huixian darling). it was really cheap man, not to mention one of the 2 left over thr. end up both of us bought it n thr goes the end of the pink puma jacket over at suntec. ha. the guy was tellin us that its actually been out for a very long time. so kinda shock tt we only get to see it now. oh well, haven been goin ard royal sporting hse i guess. stil bought a bag n a shorts! ha, was happy n i really did enjoyed myself yest.. we were talking all sorts of thing.
saw a guy who threw his $$ at the counter to the person while gettin food. cant stand this kind of pp. so wad if they're rich? do they hafta throw their $$ lydat? dont they haf manners? haiz.. wad's s'porean becoming... these days kids are even worst. okok.. not all are bad.. they're prolly only d minorities.. heez.. but still kids are cute lah. contradicting? ya, i know..
saw lotsa old friends in friendster.. been goin thr to surf everyday cos i simply jz din wanna call.. so was surfin n readin all d way. quite happy but hope they still rem me! aywy, thr wun be any rest tis wk as i'll be workin whole wkend.. hope i'll get enuff rest! gonna make arrangement for proj mates to meet up nxt wk...! *yayz*
-everyday is a new day of life-
today's lunch was pathetic... was raining heavily, so we wanted to call pizza, end up d line is always engaged so we jz went to the canteen to get food n eat.. i gort chai fan, those rice with few dishes u can choose n its was really sucky cos food was seriously saltish..
aywy, bought d puma jacket yest (thks to huixian darling). it was really cheap man, not to mention one of the 2 left over thr. end up both of us bought it n thr goes the end of the pink puma jacket over at suntec. ha. the guy was tellin us that its actually been out for a very long time. so kinda shock tt we only get to see it now. oh well, haven been goin ard royal sporting hse i guess. stil bought a bag n a shorts! ha, was happy n i really did enjoyed myself yest.. we were talking all sorts of thing.
saw a guy who threw his $$ at the counter to the person while gettin food. cant stand this kind of pp. so wad if they're rich? do they hafta throw their $$ lydat? dont they haf manners? haiz.. wad's s'porean becoming... these days kids are even worst. okok.. not all are bad.. they're prolly only d minorities.. heez.. but still kids are cute lah. contradicting? ya, i know..
saw lotsa old friends in friendster.. been goin thr to surf everyday cos i simply jz din wanna call.. so was surfin n readin all d way. quite happy but hope they still rem me! aywy, thr wun be any rest tis wk as i'll be workin whole wkend.. hope i'll get enuff rest! gonna make arrangement for proj mates to meet up nxt wk...! *yayz*
-everyday is a new day of life-
what i've become, 5:18 PM.
lazy
lazy
Thursday, October 16, 2003
i'm havin a headache now and my neck ache is adding on.. argh. cant take it.. i feel like goin home now man. cos tis office is makin me feel worst.. argh. hope i wun feel tt bad after tt... am i having too much stress? tings tt dun exists at all? cos u'll have neck aches only if u haf stress... tts wad d saloon guy told me lah.. n i tink its true. aiz.. wadeva.. no mood to tink. its killing me.
goin to meet huixian later.. after so long..! i realli miss her man. its been months since i last seen her. (ha, sound like those typical story) aywy, i'm gonna be slightly selfish to "keep" her all to myself tis evening! =p got lotsa catchin up to do.
spot some mistakes tt i've made in da basic test.. but haf tis gut feeling tt i'm gonna passed tis time.(2nd attempt) i shld be able to make it since i've got myself 1 of the easiest booklet.. booklet A. jz hope tis feeling is not gonna disappoint me when i get my result...! intendin to take adv soon.. dad din want me to learn bike.. although he wunt be payin but i guess i shld tk his advice.. at least for now lah. its jz for my own gd.
-i'm just being myself-
goin to meet huixian later.. after so long..! i realli miss her man. its been months since i last seen her. (ha, sound like those typical story) aywy, i'm gonna be slightly selfish to "keep" her all to myself tis evening! =p got lotsa catchin up to do.
spot some mistakes tt i've made in da basic test.. but haf tis gut feeling tt i'm gonna passed tis time.(2nd attempt) i shld be able to make it since i've got myself 1 of the easiest booklet.. booklet A. jz hope tis feeling is not gonna disappoint me when i get my result...! intendin to take adv soon.. dad din want me to learn bike.. although he wunt be payin but i guess i shld tk his advice.. at least for now lah. its jz for my own gd.
-i'm just being myself-
what i've become, 10:34 AM.
argh
argh
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
ST article
anna gave me the link abv... although its a little long winded but i like d way he wrote in the first few lines.. ha. the catchy intro into making u read tis article
june jz asked me if i wanna extend.. for hols... ha.. if the pay's gd i dun mind! jz wenta ask her den she said she'll hafta ask her boss. the most only extend 2wks.. den nvm.. i stil haf the airport job to depend on although the management sux.... but d job is stil ok. n meeting pp is really what i like. though some r really bad. oh well, all's contradicting but still.. wadeva, i'm still hafin a job. so not so bad..!
found my puma jacket (a similiar 1).. thks to my huixian darling... she did alot! love her loads.. thanks agn.. dunno wat to say but i'm seriously thankful. can meet her when i get my jacket too.. *happy* n not to forget seow lee who keep providing me d details of hw the jacket looks like... haha.
lines extracted fm "HARRY POTTER and the prisoner of azkaban". found it to be quite meaningful tt i tot i shld jot it down somewhere to remind me nxt time.. its a part whr dumbledore told harry when harry said to dumbledore that he felt stupid thinking of him (his dad) cos his dad is dead:
'You think the dead we love will ever leave us?
You think that we don't recall them more clearly than ever in times of great trouble?
Your father is alive in you, Harry,
and shows himself most plainly when you have need of him.'
-true love will come eventually-
anna gave me the link abv... although its a little long winded but i like d way he wrote in the first few lines.. ha. the catchy intro into making u read tis article
june jz asked me if i wanna extend.. for hols... ha.. if the pay's gd i dun mind! jz wenta ask her den she said she'll hafta ask her boss. the most only extend 2wks.. den nvm.. i stil haf the airport job to depend on although the management sux.... but d job is stil ok. n meeting pp is really what i like. though some r really bad. oh well, all's contradicting but still.. wadeva, i'm still hafin a job. so not so bad..!
found my puma jacket (a similiar 1).. thks to my huixian darling... she did alot! love her loads.. thanks agn.. dunno wat to say but i'm seriously thankful. can meet her when i get my jacket too.. *happy* n not to forget seow lee who keep providing me d details of hw the jacket looks like... haha.
lines extracted fm "HARRY POTTER and the prisoner of azkaban". found it to be quite meaningful tt i tot i shld jot it down somewhere to remind me nxt time.. its a part whr dumbledore told harry when harry said to dumbledore that he felt stupid thinking of him (his dad) cos his dad is dead:
'You think the dead we love will ever leave us?
You think that we don't recall them more clearly than ever in times of great trouble?
Your father is alive in you, Harry,
and shows himself most plainly when you have need of him.'
-true love will come eventually-
what i've become, 9:33 AM.
Monday, October 13, 2003
went night safari n its seriously fun! at first din buy the tram ride cos it was ex end up after walkin the whole night safari then we decided to buy it cos some place were restricted by foot n some foot area was restricted by d tram.. it was fun.. went to explore all the animals and wad they do.. heard from d lady (tourguide) when we took the tram, she was sayin tt female hyena's bigger in size than d male 1, which therefore made them more dominant n d male's a submissive 1.. ha. cool rite?! its usu d male tt dominates in d animal world. aywy we went in to the free flyin fruit bats area.. all were flyin ard. kinda scary. was practically hiding behind jingfu! n my classmates were tryin to scare me. but dint fall for tt.. ha.
aywy saw d owl, it was havin its back facing us and jingfu was sayin d owl was cool. asked y n he said cos its having its back facin us.. ha. lame. den suddenly saw the owl's head jz facin us after awhile. its leg claws were still at da same position. so its cool..! to be able to turn ur head 180 degrees. of cos saw many other animals... like the otter which are soo noisy and bearded pigs, sloth bear, indian wolves. d elephants were cute too..! d mum n d baby elephant were abt the same size.. so small.. of cos d mother elephant is bigger lah. d elephant carries the baby for 22mth before they give birth.. its a long time man.. when we took the tram, d deer was actually roamin ard the streets, so getta see them really close up with some other animals.. the tourguide lady was sayin we were quite lucky cos most of the shy animals would hide behind their own enclosure instead of roaming n resting on da grass jz beside us.. ha, so aywy felt happy..
on fri getta see belinda, diana.. was happy cos haven getta see them for a long time..! aywy did enjoyed myself thr... (of cos lah.. cos i'm d only person thr tt kept singin... ) yesh.. cmi but stil who carez.. its fun.. with them.... n d singin part too cos haven been gettin to sing for a long time. aywy i got a day off on fri due to all the OTs i did durin the wk. went out with seow lee and i managed to get a wallet! finally..! its a nice black wallet with a hat pic on it. though its bulky.. but i still like da design..
aywy saw d owl, it was havin its back facing us and jingfu was sayin d owl was cool. asked y n he said cos its having its back facin us.. ha. lame. den suddenly saw the owl's head jz facin us after awhile. its leg claws were still at da same position. so its cool..! to be able to turn ur head 180 degrees. of cos saw many other animals... like the otter which are soo noisy and bearded pigs, sloth bear, indian wolves. d elephants were cute too..! d mum n d baby elephant were abt the same size.. so small.. of cos d mother elephant is bigger lah. d elephant carries the baby for 22mth before they give birth.. its a long time man.. when we took the tram, d deer was actually roamin ard the streets, so getta see them really close up with some other animals.. the tourguide lady was sayin we were quite lucky cos most of the shy animals would hide behind their own enclosure instead of roaming n resting on da grass jz beside us.. ha, so aywy felt happy..
on fri getta see belinda, diana.. was happy cos haven getta see them for a long time..! aywy did enjoyed myself thr... (of cos lah.. cos i'm d only person thr tt kept singin... ) yesh.. cmi but stil who carez.. its fun.. with them.... n d singin part too cos haven been gettin to sing for a long time. aywy i got a day off on fri due to all the OTs i did durin the wk. went out with seow lee and i managed to get a wallet! finally..! its a nice black wallet with a hat pic on it. though its bulky.. but i still like da design..
what i've become, 1:19 AM.
trip to night safari
trip to night safari
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
hmmz.. i'm feeling weird today cos thr was 2 person staring at me at diff time on da bus. its like.. dunno y lydat. keep lookin like as if i'm some alien or wad. haiz.. women! weird. n these few days tings on my hand will jz keep slipping off. mb my hands too weak huh.. ha. keep gettin cramps recently too.
yest roadshow was so unprepared cos we're left thr to die.. no product trainin n all so practically was left thr to survive myself with all d knowledge i've gained in the past few days (which is unfortuately very little). aywy after gettin warm-up and all after speakin to quite a no of pp whom i dunno hwta ans their qn.. i sorta know more each time i talked to 1 of them. then slowly can like handle them already. feeling gd cos i realise i like to interact with customers, gd 1 of cos. so maybe goin into tis line might be wad i want lah. hehehee.. found a ray of hope.
sad case, dunno y hazel doesnt even reply me when i icq her when askin abt whether if she's goin for our class outing. then when my friend asks her, she replied.. haiz.. *nuttin to say* i'm feeling the gap now.
read madonna's bk yest n its nice.. all the bright n colourful pics, the book teaches children not to assume how pp's like and do not envy pp. be happy with wad n who u r. its a gd book..
bought a organiser refill yest.. for 2003 - 2004.. cute..! i'm usin nw becos its sooooo cute. *happyz* so nw i like so many notebooks to keep note of time but think jz gonna throw away some.. cos i do not need so many. guess i can be so simple minded.. jz gettin a refill organiser ting can make me happy till today!
-friends r angels who lift our feet when our own wings have trouble remembering how to fly-
yest roadshow was so unprepared cos we're left thr to die.. no product trainin n all so practically was left thr to survive myself with all d knowledge i've gained in the past few days (which is unfortuately very little). aywy after gettin warm-up and all after speakin to quite a no of pp whom i dunno hwta ans their qn.. i sorta know more each time i talked to 1 of them. then slowly can like handle them already. feeling gd cos i realise i like to interact with customers, gd 1 of cos. so maybe goin into tis line might be wad i want lah. hehehee.. found a ray of hope.
sad case, dunno y hazel doesnt even reply me when i icq her when askin abt whether if she's goin for our class outing. then when my friend asks her, she replied.. haiz.. *nuttin to say* i'm feeling the gap now.
read madonna's bk yest n its nice.. all the bright n colourful pics, the book teaches children not to assume how pp's like and do not envy pp. be happy with wad n who u r. its a gd book..
bought a organiser refill yest.. for 2003 - 2004.. cute..! i'm usin nw becos its sooooo cute. *happyz* so nw i like so many notebooks to keep note of time but think jz gonna throw away some.. cos i do not need so many. guess i can be so simple minded.. jz gettin a refill organiser ting can make me happy till today!
-friends r angels who lift our feet when our own wings have trouble remembering how to fly-
what i've become, 10:23 AM.
weird
weird
Monday, October 06, 2003
i'm feeling fat again..! see those pics we took at the ktv.. i feel sad sia.. really gotta perservere to lost some weight. was asked to come early to help out today but end up rottin for like 1hr nw already. rush like hell to be here by ard 8.45am lydat. sianz. n suppose to haf d training at 9 but its already 9.30 and its still not startin n not gonna start i suppose. sianz.....!
what i've become, 9:29 AM.
fat
fat
Saturday, October 04, 2003
my stomach growling like hell, although i took a curry puff in d morning.. was late for work today @ibm.. getting another off day over for attachment! (cos i worked today. not supposed to.) ha. happy. but prolly gettin it during deepavali season. den can relac.. aywy i've gotta go off.. hope monday's training for roadshow is good! i'm gettin more n more interested in goin into tis line after grad..!
went out with seow lee n anna today. they're so funny! cant stand seow lee.. keep making me laugh... cant stop laughin. we're like 3 mad pp walking ard. went to kenny rogers n eat.. so full. but today heaven not on my side. wanna buy skirt, it doesnt suit me. same goes for a top tt i've aim but din try. end up dun suit me also. i look so fat. wallet also. cant find. god want me to save $$ is it? ha. anyway, tink i shld go out with seow lee more often. catch up those old times we used to have in sec sch.. she jz laughes so easily. miss huixian also.. haven seen her for soooo long..... haiz.. hope will see her soon. but happy for u gal.. at least u're workin now.. whr's hazel, i miss her too..! i miss so many pp.. proj mates, classmates, too many to name.
mon wil have hell training n gotta go work early to help out with the roadshow packaging tingy. so many tings to do.. tink those pp thr din do their job. all tis ting last min den do sia. cmi. oh well, jz pray hard tings will go on smoothly for all of us.. gonna claim all the OT i did n get 1/2 day or so.. since nw i already got a 1 full day off.. *yay*
-eating is to fill ur stomach. do not over indulge-
went out with seow lee n anna today. they're so funny! cant stand seow lee.. keep making me laugh... cant stop laughin. we're like 3 mad pp walking ard. went to kenny rogers n eat.. so full. but today heaven not on my side. wanna buy skirt, it doesnt suit me. same goes for a top tt i've aim but din try. end up dun suit me also. i look so fat. wallet also. cant find. god want me to save $$ is it? ha. anyway, tink i shld go out with seow lee more often. catch up those old times we used to have in sec sch.. she jz laughes so easily. miss huixian also.. haven seen her for soooo long..... haiz.. hope will see her soon. but happy for u gal.. at least u're workin now.. whr's hazel, i miss her too..! i miss so many pp.. proj mates, classmates, too many to name.
mon wil have hell training n gotta go work early to help out with the roadshow packaging tingy. so many tings to do.. tink those pp thr din do their job. all tis ting last min den do sia. cmi. oh well, jz pray hard tings will go on smoothly for all of us.. gonna claim all the OT i did n get 1/2 day or so.. since nw i already got a 1 full day off.. *yay*
-eating is to fill ur stomach. do not over indulge-
Labels: my babes
what i've become, 1:45 PM.
hungry
hungry
Thursday, October 02, 2003
woke up and was late for the roadshow! so paiseh.. was rushin like mad n when i reach thr.. every1s jz relaxing.. june (sup) was nt even thr yet. *phew* if i knew, den dun nid to rush sia. aywy, was pretty borin. we were so nt fitted in. i was "attached" to another gal call shirley also. saw her once while we went to meet the tp client. she's friendly. she brought me to meet n intro me to few clients. june was like telling xuefen not to follow her ard lah, finds it weird.. so.. haiz.. dunno wat to say. change my opinon of her recently.. suddenly i wished lionel was thr with us. he'll definitely intro us, tell us wad to do, tell us wat's happening n explaining tings to us. he'll jz keep us involved make sure we wont feel left out lah. he still msg us n ask us how was the roadshow. (he's supposed to go for reservist!) ha. but of cos sometimes cannot tahan him also lah. anyway, met jf n wen for lunch. had a great time luffin n all.. food thr not bad also.. tml back to towers for "hell" training.. hope it isnt as bad as wad they say..
what i've become, 3:58 PM.
late
late
Wednesday, October 01, 2003
no title for today's blog entry. jz feel pretty bored. din even wanted to go work. ha, even tot of gettin an mc for today so i wouldnt need to come work.
was reading belinda's blog and wad she blogged yest was actually wad upset me yest also. ha, so coincidence. perhaps convent gals does has a link huh..? =]
aywy, went for a roadshow yest, it was at SGH, the same blk whr my grandmother stayed when she was being admitted to the hospital last tym.. do miss her a little. *sigh* was helpin them to setup the place, which was pretty small. bz helping doin all those pretty simple tings like putting the gifts into d bag, staple phamplets n all. den managed to serve a few potential clients. more came for d free bag though. (although its ugly, like those aunty will like 1) ha.
lunch came n we wenta eat over thr. free lunch! ha. quite nice cos it was nasi lemak n heard fm lionel its famous! d rendang is superb man.. wanna go thr eat! heard its near great world, zion dunno wad restaurant or rd or market lah. might tell my dad abt it.. ask him fetch.. heez.
aywy after tat we proceed to meet a client at tp. seeing those students thr.. *envious* all wearin casual wear and me..? wearing office wear in a poly. (although i do needa wear it durin presentation lah, but its diff) aywy, felt weird. I MISS SCH NOW..! really... working life so routine n sick.. boring. d gal we met was kinda cute n friendly so yest wasnt a bad time afterall. 5 of us wenta meet her n she was shocked like,"omg! so many pp..!" total 7 of us were squeezed in a room. only started to haf headache when lionel fetched me back to kkb (kakit bukit) work pl..
many women i met over the day were all drivin..! all career women. i wanna be like them to.. haf a car, drive here n thr for meeting.. COOL
gonna take my basic real soon. waiting for my sis's bf to book a date for me. hope can pass ahh.. *prays*
was pretty sad cos i felt kinda neglected by some of my close friends. mb they tot i'm v happy with havin all my new friends n all dun even bother to ask me out. (its not tt i'm not happy with my new friends, i am very happy tat i getta know them,seriously glad too, but i would wanna catch up with old frenz also wad.. n my other friends also haf their own life, cant possibly keep stickin with them rite?) n when i always ask them out, i'm always rejected.. sad lah. keep tryin n keep gettin rejected. i jz hope i wun get tired out by perservering. n i hope i dun stop.. oh well, if 1 day i stopped doin tt.. den.. too bad lah.
do tink abt it.. was always thr for them when they need me, n whr were day when i needed them.. wonder if i do a MIA, would any1 even noticed it.. ha. tink too much.
hmmz, do miss proj days.. jo, myan, ber,diana...! haiz.. miss them badly. hope can meet soon..! =]
felt that i've changed of cos every1 does, but i tink i changed fm a nasty person to wad i m now. in fact nice until i dun tink its me.. like.. "wad? d gal i used to know wasnt really lydis. doubt i'll do tis in d past." yea, sth lydat.. mb i shldn't be so good lah huh... will become too emotional. nt gd.
-some pp crossed ur path only onced, some stay n some leave and only gd frenz leaves footprint-
was reading belinda's blog and wad she blogged yest was actually wad upset me yest also. ha, so coincidence. perhaps convent gals does has a link huh..? =]
aywy, went for a roadshow yest, it was at SGH, the same blk whr my grandmother stayed when she was being admitted to the hospital last tym.. do miss her a little. *sigh* was helpin them to setup the place, which was pretty small. bz helping doin all those pretty simple tings like putting the gifts into d bag, staple phamplets n all. den managed to serve a few potential clients. more came for d free bag though. (although its ugly, like those aunty will like 1) ha.
lunch came n we wenta eat over thr. free lunch! ha. quite nice cos it was nasi lemak n heard fm lionel its famous! d rendang is superb man.. wanna go thr eat! heard its near great world, zion dunno wad restaurant or rd or market lah. might tell my dad abt it.. ask him fetch.. heez.
aywy after tat we proceed to meet a client at tp. seeing those students thr.. *envious* all wearin casual wear and me..? wearing office wear in a poly. (although i do needa wear it durin presentation lah, but its diff) aywy, felt weird. I MISS SCH NOW..! really... working life so routine n sick.. boring. d gal we met was kinda cute n friendly so yest wasnt a bad time afterall. 5 of us wenta meet her n she was shocked like,"omg! so many pp..!" total 7 of us were squeezed in a room. only started to haf headache when lionel fetched me back to kkb (kakit bukit) work pl..
many women i met over the day were all drivin..! all career women. i wanna be like them to.. haf a car, drive here n thr for meeting.. COOL
gonna take my basic real soon. waiting for my sis's bf to book a date for me. hope can pass ahh.. *prays*
was pretty sad cos i felt kinda neglected by some of my close friends. mb they tot i'm v happy with havin all my new friends n all dun even bother to ask me out. (its not tt i'm not happy with my new friends, i am very happy tat i getta know them,seriously glad too, but i would wanna catch up with old frenz also wad.. n my other friends also haf their own life, cant possibly keep stickin with them rite?) n when i always ask them out, i'm always rejected.. sad lah. keep tryin n keep gettin rejected. i jz hope i wun get tired out by perservering. n i hope i dun stop.. oh well, if 1 day i stopped doin tt.. den.. too bad lah.
do tink abt it.. was always thr for them when they need me, n whr were day when i needed them.. wonder if i do a MIA, would any1 even noticed it.. ha. tink too much.
hmmz, do miss proj days.. jo, myan, ber,diana...! haiz.. miss them badly. hope can meet soon..! =]
felt that i've changed of cos every1 does, but i tink i changed fm a nasty person to wad i m now. in fact nice until i dun tink its me.. like.. "wad? d gal i used to know wasnt really lydis. doubt i'll do tis in d past." yea, sth lydat.. mb i shldn't be so good lah huh... will become too emotional. nt gd.
-some pp crossed ur path only onced, some stay n some leave and only gd frenz leaves footprint-
what i've become, 10:15 AM.
