Thursday, January 23, 2014
well, it's so hard to upkeep with technology these days, i'm disconnecting myself lately especially when i'm back home. it was so different during the poly days where you just have to switch on the computer when you're back home.
2014 has past for nearly a month and this year, what i wish for would would be to be on time for work. this has been a freaking difficult problem that i have been encountering in all my life. so hopefully, i would be able to improve on this.
nothing much i'm wishing for except for the good health of my family and friends. now that i have a nephew in my life, i think he has taught me a fair bit in terms of learning. i do not like kids as i used to in the past, but they do bring people happiness as well as anger and sadness.
also, do hope i'll get out as much as i can in 2014!
more travelling, more reading, revamp of house or so.. it's about time to enjoy and work hard!
2014 has past for nearly a month and this year, what i wish for would would be to be on time for work. this has been a freaking difficult problem that i have been encountering in all my life. so hopefully, i would be able to improve on this.
nothing much i'm wishing for except for the good health of my family and friends. now that i have a nephew in my life, i think he has taught me a fair bit in terms of learning. i do not like kids as i used to in the past, but they do bring people happiness as well as anger and sadness.
also, do hope i'll get out as much as i can in 2014!
more travelling, more reading, revamp of house or so.. it's about time to enjoy and work hard!
what i've become, 7:51 PM.
into 2014
into 2014
Monday, October 24, 2011
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
since the saying goes "a picture speaks a thousand words", so i'll let them do the talking.
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what i've become, 9:53 PM.
jan - feb 2010
jan - feb 2010
Monday, November 30, 2009
ah-ma's 82 birthday celebration~ nice time to catch up with cousins!Labels: family
what i've become, 12:43 AM.
happy birthday granny!
happy birthday granny!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
i know things in life are more of less fated. the good, bad, happy, sad moments. it is important to learn in every moments in life, the meaning behind it. to treasure the good times. to learn to be strong for any setbacks that happened.
seriously, i never expected that it will have such a impact on me. never thought she'll need to go through it once again. let's just hope things will get better, and stay strong my beloved sis.
"..preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot"
what i've become, 12:11 PM.
a tinge of sadness
a tinge of sadness
Saturday, November 01, 2008
met up with my cousins and we had dinner.. a nice short catch up with the youngsters. after that met our young cousin.. not direct in line but simply a very cute boy!
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what i've become, 10:46 PM.
dinner
dinner
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
hmm, maybe i'm still living in denial.. part of me doesn't want to believe its all over. reality hasn't sank into my little brain. or was it me that doesn't want it to be absorbed? but yupz, looking on the bright side, i know that at least he's not suffering anymore. although i didn't get to see him today, but i'm glad i've made it to see him yesterday. and all of us tried making time for him during this whole crucial period.
i hope he didn't went off too lonely. that he knew that his kids were with him till the end of this battle. this new place that he's going.. it'll definitely be a happier place for him.
rest in peace, grandma will be with you.
miss you.
i hope he didn't went off too lonely. that he knew that his kids were with him till the end of this battle. this new place that he's going.. it'll definitely be a happier place for him.
rest in peace, grandma will be with you.
miss you.
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what i've become, 11:47 PM.
goodbye.
goodbye.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
really relieved that my grandpa doesnt need the oxygen mask anymore. only using the normal breathing tube & was still talking to us just now.. condition really improve alot..
- get well soon!
- get well soon!
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what i've become, 9:51 PM.
glad
glad
Monday, June 09, 2008
why? just received news that something happened to my uncle's wife. ok, shall not elaborate more but hope her condition will improve.. hope my uncle will be able to juggle with everything.
grandpa's fine, oxygen level was reduced.. praying that both my grandpa & "ka mo" will be fine soon. thank you girls for your concern..
illness, death are things that we can't avoid, that we can only learn & live through it.. "part & parcel of life", that's what they say.. how cruel, isn't it? that life still goes on the next day, despite of everything that will & has happened.
don't worry about me peeps, i'm fine. just suddenly being reminded that i should not take life for granted. and, quality time with your family is important too!
its a brand new day again!
grandpa's fine, oxygen level was reduced.. praying that both my grandpa & "ka mo" will be fine soon. thank you girls for your concern..
illness, death are things that we can't avoid, that we can only learn & live through it.. "part & parcel of life", that's what they say.. how cruel, isn't it? that life still goes on the next day, despite of everything that will & has happened.
don't worry about me peeps, i'm fine. just suddenly being reminded that i should not take life for granted. and, quality time with your family is important too!
its a brand new day again!
Labels: family
what i've become, 11:37 PM.
vulnerable, ain't it?
vulnerable, ain't it?
Sunday, June 08, 2008
grandpa's in a serious condition, but finally became slightly stabilised. still needing the oxygen mask cos he has difficulties in breathing. i'm hoping for a miracle that things will eventually turn right. i guess cos things weren't so good during the afternoon so when everyone came, "feeling" in the environment was really low. which made us couldn't control ourselves. how could you be able to act normal when everyone that's coming into the ward was with red eyes? i hate that feeling. c'mon, why cant these people look at a brighter side?
really praying for a miracle... stay strong grandpa... you have yet to see me graduate from school! and also the father's day dinner that we're all waiting to bring you to when you get out of the hospital~!
- i believe miracles do happen.
god, please watch over him.
really praying for a miracle... stay strong grandpa... you have yet to see me graduate from school! and also the father's day dinner that we're all waiting to bring you to when you get out of the hospital~!
- i believe miracles do happen.
god, please watch over him.
Labels: family
what i've become, 11:37 PM.
stay strong.
stay strong.
Monday, February 11, 2008
- my parents with me
- cousins who have grown up! all getting prettier & handsome~ with my grandpa!wow, this yr's pretty busy with gatherings & visiting. but i'm glad it happen this way, which means time is fully utilised in a way.
met up with a gf from laos~ really happy to see her after hmm.. 4years? its beeen a really long time! glad there's still things to talk on, miss those days in laos!more pics to be posted, wait till i get them on my hands~ hohoho.
so did you have a great 2008 chinese new year? cos i did!
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what i've become, 1:11 AM.
happy lunar new year!
happy lunar new year!
Saturday, December 02, 2006
finally its over.. congrats to both my sis & brother in law.. ha. seriously not used to calling him jie-fu. but well, it was a smooth day yesterday with just very small hiccups along the way.
end up i wenta take lotsa pics with my cousins during the dinner, like as if we're the star.. but we're the star's relatives, moreover its my pretty sis's wedding! well,it was really a one-time experience! with lotsa hard work coordinating the relatives. my cousins wenta help in bringing the relatives, did the popping of the poppers during the march in. and.. my sis's jie-mei really did a very good job.. they're really great! they helped alot in the wedding - reception, phototaking & even the programme, so thanks to all of u! & all my lovely cousins who helped. =)
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what i've become, 2:03 PM.
sis big day!
sis big day!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
my cousins & sis tt stayed up late for a late dinner w me during e chalet!
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what i've become, 1:49 AM.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
hmmz.. mayday concert is quite a fun one.. cos the people i went with were quite enthu n we were playing n having fun doing those usual stuffs in concert.. haha.. total of 3hrs of enjoyable time over there!! after that was straight back to chalet!
busy munching on all the bbq food they cooked earlier.. den was catching up time with all my younger cousins.. n playing of scrabble.. ha. went to wild wild wet n had quite a fun time over there.. was a little tan now.. hehe. played quite alot of float games.. took the slide up immediately after i went in.. lucky my cousins were quite on when i asked them to try it. after that was the slidework i think.. n the tsunami pool!
after chalet was busy shopping for the activity day on this coming sun.. lucky everything's settled now.. but my back's aching like mad due to the bad position of sleeping at the chalet!!
2 more weeks to a brand new year!!
busy munching on all the bbq food they cooked earlier.. den was catching up time with all my younger cousins.. n playing of scrabble.. ha. went to wild wild wet n had quite a fun time over there.. was a little tan now.. hehe. played quite alot of float games.. took the slide up immediately after i went in.. lucky my cousins were quite on when i asked them to try it. after that was the slidework i think.. n the tsunami pool!
after chalet was busy shopping for the activity day on this coming sun.. lucky everything's settled now.. but my back's aching like mad due to the bad position of sleeping at the chalet!!
2 more weeks to a brand new year!!
what i've become, 10:54 PM.
mayday concert / family chalet
mayday concert / family chalet
Monday, January 31, 2005
hmmz, a new day and my sis is now lawfully married. ha. MRS Koh. her marriage process was kinda funny cos she was luffing most of a time, like a small shy kid. and i'm like a multi-tasked sister? from helpin her of her make-up, maid to collect her stuffs, and a camerawoman. ha.
well, its like a nxt level of life nxt time if we're all married. every part of life there's some difference and changes we'll hafta cope. soon it'll be abt babies..! n.. i realise i really dont like the idea of growing up. i just wanna be back to tyms when i was small and things were as simple as i tot. can i? haa. yea, a dream that i can neva achieve. kinda sad huh.
met up with all my cousins on the weekend and i really felt happy that most of them can already think for themselves. well, of cos.. they're already like in 19? and they've grown real tall! some are already in their teens! its good to talk to them especially to hear how their replies are now compared to like 2yrs ago. felt really good to hear on wad they want in life nw etc, to study hard etc. they're no longer the kids i knew! guess tts d whole process of wad everyone will go thru. after d rebellious stage of life. its good that they're making an effort to come interact with us after not meeting them for awhile.. so, i hope n wish them all the best for their studies!
ya, i've grown up.
well, its like a nxt level of life nxt time if we're all married. every part of life there's some difference and changes we'll hafta cope. soon it'll be abt babies..! n.. i realise i really dont like the idea of growing up. i just wanna be back to tyms when i was small and things were as simple as i tot. can i? haa. yea, a dream that i can neva achieve. kinda sad huh.
met up with all my cousins on the weekend and i really felt happy that most of them can already think for themselves. well, of cos.. they're already like in 19? and they've grown real tall! some are already in their teens! its good to talk to them especially to hear how their replies are now compared to like 2yrs ago. felt really good to hear on wad they want in life nw etc, to study hard etc. they're no longer the kids i knew! guess tts d whole process of wad everyone will go thru. after d rebellious stage of life. its good that they're making an effort to come interact with us after not meeting them for awhile.. so, i hope n wish them all the best for their studies!
ya, i've grown up.
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what i've become, 10:22 AM.
hi, mrs koh!
hi, mrs koh!
Monday, April 19, 2004
wenta pray my grandma today.. suprisingly i woke up immediately after my sis called me, instead of lying on my bed not wanting to wake up. hmmz, its been 2yrs.. since yr 1. mum still gets alil emotional..
a small garden with a pond n well been built in front of my block.. its cool.... nice view at nite.. though its kinda noisy now.. but stil.. very nice.. will hafta take d view of it nxt time..!
got a free casio watch..! a uncle bought it at a cheap price.. cos they are samples.. d watch i gort though alil weird.. but not bad. so quite happy too..
-write the bad thing that happen to u on e sand but write the good things that happen to u on a marble-
a small garden with a pond n well been built in front of my block.. its cool.... nice view at nite.. though its kinda noisy now.. but stil.. very nice.. will hafta take d view of it nxt time..!
got a free casio watch..! a uncle bought it at a cheap price.. cos they are samples.. d watch i gort though alil weird.. but not bad. so quite happy too..
-write the bad thing that happen to u on e sand but write the good things that happen to u on a marble-
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what i've become, 12:12 AM.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
today super blur.... shld haf took the NEL instead of the NSL.. took to raffles place den walk until siao.. lost my way to go to riverside point.. stupid.. took me 1/2 hr to walk to thr.. cos keep walkin to n fro den dunno whr i goin.. reach thr.. nobody thr de.. morning super borin.. awhile later niz, joanne n jiayi came to take over..
accompany mum to chinatown.. bought pants for my gong gong.. mum bought 3-quarts for herself n a dress for me.. like it..! d dress actually jz cost 1 more bucks den d black top i liked alot but din managed to buy cos it's gone..! dun tell me what they say is true? that if u lose something that you like alot.. another better 1 will definitely come.. ha.. lame.. clothes can neva buy finish de.. of cos sure gort lotsa nice 1 ard.. ya, like this dress but wasnt obsessed with it.. ha, thk god.
really sleepy today.. tink i can just slp anywhr.. ha, reminds me abt proj days whr diana can jz slp anywhr..! well, wenta visit my gong gong.. he was discharged already.. nw back to da home.. appetite betta now.. hope he really gort d strength to hang on thr..
-do not go where e path may lead, go instead where there is no path n leave a trail-
accompany mum to chinatown.. bought pants for my gong gong.. mum bought 3-quarts for herself n a dress for me.. like it..! d dress actually jz cost 1 more bucks den d black top i liked alot but din managed to buy cos it's gone..! dun tell me what they say is true? that if u lose something that you like alot.. another better 1 will definitely come.. ha.. lame.. clothes can neva buy finish de.. of cos sure gort lotsa nice 1 ard.. ya, like this dress but wasnt obsessed with it.. ha, thk god.
really sleepy today.. tink i can just slp anywhr.. ha, reminds me abt proj days whr diana can jz slp anywhr..! well, wenta visit my gong gong.. he was discharged already.. nw back to da home.. appetite betta now.. hope he really gort d strength to hang on thr..
-do not go where e path may lead, go instead where there is no path n leave a trail-
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what i've become, 1:08 AM.
blur
blur
Monday, April 05, 2004
wenta visit my grandpa jz nw.. he seems tired.. doesnt have the appetite to eat much.. well, he's admitted to the hospital for few days already. thk god he's sorta improving.. got a weak heart though. aircon's cold thr.. we switched on d tv n he was like sayin he din wanna watch it.. ask us to switch off. ha.. jz hope he'll be real fine soon.
needa prepare for comm skills presentation.. so will prolly hafta do the ppt this comin wk.. hopefully all of them does it. common test in 2wks time.. tts kinda fast. this sat got d exhibition @riverside point or walk.. cant rem d name.. i/c of the morning session.. hopefully can wake up n reach thr in time. belinda not goin liao cos d other time the suntec YEP de she went liao.. sianz..!
s. lesson stil nt so good.. always pointed out as a weak student.. guess really cant slack.. hafta keep tryin.. i wont give up till d last lesson n when d exams come i guess. until the result is out n i'm did not pass.. until den, i'll give up. guess i'm like more or less numb to it already. wonder is it a good or bad thing.. *hmmz*
chalet's been booked..! its on 12-14 may.. finally gonna have a chalet after all these years. well, our final gathering after poly.. before their army lah. wooOO.. waiting for d day to come.. exams gonna start on 4may. thr's ard 1mth's time..
i juz dun feel anything anymore.. very numb to wad's happening daily.. numb to everything.
-sometimes in life we tend to do whatever it takes to achieve our goals that we forgotten wad kind of person we are-
needa prepare for comm skills presentation.. so will prolly hafta do the ppt this comin wk.. hopefully all of them does it. common test in 2wks time.. tts kinda fast. this sat got d exhibition @riverside point or walk.. cant rem d name.. i/c of the morning session.. hopefully can wake up n reach thr in time. belinda not goin liao cos d other time the suntec YEP de she went liao.. sianz..!
s. lesson stil nt so good.. always pointed out as a weak student.. guess really cant slack.. hafta keep tryin.. i wont give up till d last lesson n when d exams come i guess. until the result is out n i'm did not pass.. until den, i'll give up. guess i'm like more or less numb to it already. wonder is it a good or bad thing.. *hmmz*
chalet's been booked..! its on 12-14 may.. finally gonna have a chalet after all these years. well, our final gathering after poly.. before their army lah. wooOO.. waiting for d day to come.. exams gonna start on 4may. thr's ard 1mth's time..
i juz dun feel anything anymore.. very numb to wad's happening daily.. numb to everything.
-sometimes in life we tend to do whatever it takes to achieve our goals that we forgotten wad kind of person we are-
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what i've become, 12:35 AM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
jz wenta attend my po boon shushu's wedding dinner @Oriental today. sis did not went cos havin prac test. it was quite fun.. was quite surprise my ah ma also knew those basic abcd of jap.. was sayin "ka ki ku ke ko" blah blah in da car when i recitin abit to my aunt. ha, my aunt was tellin me tt last time my ah ma gort a japanese suitor. she told us she even beat him cos tt guy said he liked her. u knw last time, pple jz couldnt accept jap cos of the JO (japanese occupation) haha.. so cute.. we were sayin tt usu its d jap who beat d pp n ah ma getta hit d guy. we were luffin n alvin kor was jokin sayin all of us wana take japanese lang n if she had married a japanese, we'll have learnt it for free..! lol. we were curious askin wad's d guy's name n ah ma was sayin like wad "wanna chge hair style but cannot" in hokkien. makes us luff even louder. door gift was a keychain of a boy n a girl! like those selling in molecule.. d same kind as d keychain belinda showed me, jz tt d heart was in red in color! so happy tt i gort it.. quickly put my dad, mum's n mine into my ah ma's bag jz in case we forgotton to bring home upon leavin! hehehee.. caught up abit with my cousin kor kor. left at 1130pm.. d cameraman took d photo really fast man! 1min we were posing d nxt SEC.. yes i mean sec.. everyting's done! we were like.. 'wad?? finish already? haven even get ready.' tts hw fast he was..!
belinda called n asked me abt da laos tingy. quite surprised khoo would go call her ask her she wanna go anot. anywy i cant go cos airport already planned my roster.. but pay 450 jz to paint the walls thr.. like abit nt worth it.. told her to tink first before deciding..
wenta get a mp3-cd player today. cos d mp3 player i wanted.. silver in color, wasnt available at d 2 shops selling at a cheap price. diff of d blue avail in d cheap shop n d silver 1 is like ard $26 leh! so tot i get d discman.. boy though its d slim-est in d world, but its kinda heavy man...! my cd-rw also cannot read.. mb only tt brand cant ba.. but its imation leh.. nt v branded but at least heard b4, dunno y cant read sia. aywy slimX's kinda cool lah.. if nxt time dowan den buy mp3 lor.. thr's always other time.. well.. tts if i'm really rich.. but kinda impossible lah. shall nt go into d detail but luckily all of them were so patient towards me.. cos i keep chgin my mind a few mins.. ha, they were like.. ok so wad nw.. n keep luffin at me. so paiseh i post so many probs to them n keep complainin.. thk god they were really helpful, my classmates.. they dint even complain. jz luff off.
went cafe cartel n eat yest @serangoon gardens. sis was like sayin d ribs over thr was bigger than PS's de. dad ordered wrongly, ordered sandwich.. food came n he was pretty disappointed cos he wanted steak. to think his birthday yest din getta enjoyed so much.. but we all gave him some of our pork chops n other meat to him cos it was really too big to finish all..! shall go thr try agn.. ambience nice.. i like.
read a book on 'who moved my cheese?'. tis book is a motivating book. used 2mouse n 2little pe0ple tt r has people's tinkin. 2 mouse who were simple moved on when they realised the cheese were gone, becos always notice abt their surrounding, neva dare to relax. hw 1 of the littlepe0ple hem who keep grieving n not wantin to realise d fact tt his cheese was gone. while haw, managed to learn after waitin for a long time tt d cheese isnt gonna come back, hw he keep tellin himself, 'wat would he do if he wasnt afraid?'. many great things can be achieved if u werent afraid. pple shld nt keep holdin on n grieve jz becos they met some setback, they shld get on with life n move on. do not be afraid of changes, that's where success wil come. n of cos, learnt fm mistakes..
wa.. kinda late! gotta go catch some slp.. tml gotta go look after my gong gong. shall bring my discman to accompany me! n shun bian can explore abit.. stil very new to me..
-the quicker u let go of ur cheese, the sooner u can enjoy ur new cheese-
belinda called n asked me abt da laos tingy. quite surprised khoo would go call her ask her she wanna go anot. anywy i cant go cos airport already planned my roster.. but pay 450 jz to paint the walls thr.. like abit nt worth it.. told her to tink first before deciding..
wenta get a mp3-cd player today. cos d mp3 player i wanted.. silver in color, wasnt available at d 2 shops selling at a cheap price. diff of d blue avail in d cheap shop n d silver 1 is like ard $26 leh! so tot i get d discman.. boy though its d slim-est in d world, but its kinda heavy man...! my cd-rw also cannot read.. mb only tt brand cant ba.. but its imation leh.. nt v branded but at least heard b4, dunno y cant read sia. aywy slimX's kinda cool lah.. if nxt time dowan den buy mp3 lor.. thr's always other time.. well.. tts if i'm really rich.. but kinda impossible lah. shall nt go into d detail but luckily all of them were so patient towards me.. cos i keep chgin my mind a few mins.. ha, they were like.. ok so wad nw.. n keep luffin at me. so paiseh i post so many probs to them n keep complainin.. thk god they were really helpful, my classmates.. they dint even complain. jz luff off.
went cafe cartel n eat yest @serangoon gardens. sis was like sayin d ribs over thr was bigger than PS's de. dad ordered wrongly, ordered sandwich.. food came n he was pretty disappointed cos he wanted steak. to think his birthday yest din getta enjoyed so much.. but we all gave him some of our pork chops n other meat to him cos it was really too big to finish all..! shall go thr try agn.. ambience nice.. i like.
read a book on 'who moved my cheese?'. tis book is a motivating book. used 2mouse n 2little pe0ple tt r has people's tinkin. 2 mouse who were simple moved on when they realised the cheese were gone, becos always notice abt their surrounding, neva dare to relax. hw 1 of the littlepe0ple hem who keep grieving n not wantin to realise d fact tt his cheese was gone. while haw, managed to learn after waitin for a long time tt d cheese isnt gonna come back, hw he keep tellin himself, 'wat would he do if he wasnt afraid?'. many great things can be achieved if u werent afraid. pple shld nt keep holdin on n grieve jz becos they met some setback, they shld get on with life n move on. do not be afraid of changes, that's where success wil come. n of cos, learnt fm mistakes..
wa.. kinda late! gotta go catch some slp.. tml gotta go look after my gong gong. shall bring my discman to accompany me! n shun bian can explore abit.. stil very new to me..
-the quicker u let go of ur cheese, the sooner u can enjoy ur new cheese-
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what i've become, 2:47 AM.
wedding dinner
wedding dinner
