ahhhh! i wanna change job!!!!!! i dowan this job already. this job is only meant to work only 3mths! how?! help me?! but wad kind of outdoor job? i dowan sales leh. *BIG sigh* how long more can i survive.. H e L p . . ! i need a life.

it was great talkin to anna.. ahh.. she's my therapy to my troubles. ha, nt say i have troubles but she's gd at those counselling stuffs. inject some excitement please anyone..

just bought a pair of earrings in yahoo! auctions..

i wanna sell my nikon 4100 away! everyone pls help me keep a lookout if anyone wanna buy a cam k?! i'm selling tis nikon 4100 std package (batteries, charger, usb etc) with 128mb, digital imaging software (nt opened yet), mini tripod, n warrenty nt filled up yet @ $450. only used for ard 3mths..!

i've collected my bag.. its kinda small. nice. but it'll be nicer if its bigger. lol. nvm, added it to my bags collection. ha, one of my friend was like tellin me i dun suit d job i'm doing rite now cos tts too indoor. tts funny. but mb its true la. i decided to stay on for tis job for another 3more months to make it a full 6mths. n perhaps after that, quit! i'm sick n tired of tis robotic brainless job. *sighz*

my exam's coming on next sat n i've finally found d correct techniques to it. so nw i'm quite enthu in doin a gd job.


"passing or failing is something not within our limits, so what you only can do now is to do all your best for ur exam" - melissa


tts so true.. i'm gonna work hard on that! =) *winkz* cant disappoint myself anymore, its d only time whr i can prove myself... one last chance. n of cos, to wrap things up nicely..

hey, i've actually bought tt oriental bag. will be collecting tis fri. ha. i guess i'm into cheeena stuffs rite now! it betta be nice... else i'm not gonna buy stuffs fm them anymore!

well, i'm actually on mc yest! so its like twice in a mth. wonder was my sister passing me all the viruses since we're both sleepin in da same room. but well, aywy i still got 10MCs to last me thru the remaining months.. 15 annunal leaves too. thank god i'm gettin well.. haiz, so to take d exam? not much time left..

i think i've decided to go nafa to take up fashion design merchandising & marketing or maybe laselle fashion management if i want full time. cos rite now i'm having this big dilemma on whether i shld go for a full-time or a part-time course. cos if i'm to take a full-time, who's gonna support me? but a part-time course @nafa's gonna take 4years.. n i wonder do i have enuff time to afford that. cos i'm already quite old for this course already. another point tt i'm worryin is that design might not be a correct field whr i can excel n i'm quite afraid of the challenges ahead like if i cant study or wad.. sighz. lotsa stuff to worry.. =( hopefully i can make d decision soon cos d part-time's gonna start in jan n registration ends at 19 Dec '04. the final decision day. n...... LASELLE or NAFA???

nice bag rite?! feel like gettin it! gimme comments!

"its sad la..u noe tht perfect kind giving world we use to live in as little girls...? well now that im here...i can say that as we grow older n widen our horizons n meet more ppl...e more that world disappears.....

.... u'll find that nobody gives a damn abt u n ur little hope for this world that exists only in ur mind.."

words of wisdom by my brilliant anna

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ooOOohh.. wad i can say is extremely nice for the incredibles. its soo funny and appealing with d graphics they use.. compared to sharks tale.. nice nice NICE! dun mind watching it again.. so would anyone still wanna go for a second round?

ok, my throat's aint gettin betta. i think i do need some help. another mc perhaps? yea, mb i'll not go for exam.. y got time to preparE..?

still tryin to call out as much as i can.. voice is gettin softer each day.. *coughz* well, e da vincci code is gettin more exciting! finally finishin. but aunt ask me to renew to lend it to her.. so well, okie dokie. shall do tt for her den. this comin thu i'm goin to da dentist.. sth i'm kinda afraid cos i havent been visiting them for a long long time!

incredibles.. one of d best movie of d year!

goin for incredibles movie tonite!

an clearer pic of my messy area

yanzi wo bu nan guo album

i'm still down with fever.. damn.. but lucky i'm gettin well again. my weekend is like spoilt. so sad. jz as i was about to stop my class.. my exam topic is out.... exam will be on dec 11. SYZ - wo bu nan guo... aiyo.. fated or wad sia! *cough* my throats being attacked by virus! pain ah.. faster recover.. mb i'll give my final shot.. to wrap up my whole passion.. n end it nicely. this passion is sth tt i've lost along the way, i doubt i'll ever able to pick it up again. Maybe.. my FINAL SHOT.. end it in a nice way.. 3 more weeks only. i shld perservere huh?!~ *doubts*

ok.. i'm on a 2days mc. but only d friday's 1 valid cos i dun work on sat! *shrugs* i'm on medication (duhz) n its kinda making me alil drowsy, but that doesn't stop me from goin to watch a movie. tot i shld go watch birth. asked darling but it was too last min so i wenta watch alone. oh man, its NOT NICE. DUN WATCH IT! its a waste of $$.. ending n all was lame.. it was like "chey.. stupid ending".

well, anyway i was in a drowsy mood while i wenta watch this show.. shld've wenta watch d incredibles! ha. well, too late for that. but i'm glad i went out for some fresh air before goin home n slp again. ok, i think i need some rest.. tired.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FENG!


n all d best to xiaoli's jewellery making biz!

"birth" is deFinAteLy not Nice!

my medicine~ *eekz*

i'm sick! having diarrhoea.. after my meals.. headache, body aching.. throat pain mb its d tonsils.. ha. pain pain pain!

strawberry crispy pie by my colleague *yum yum*

oh gosh.. i'm back to the mundane world. thank you. i'm gettin tired easily, i dunno why. "feel i'm gettin old before my time" after having fun for the whole wkend, it makes me look forward to more fun on d wkends foreva. but i know its not gonna happen. my tuesday classes has been moved to sat 1-3pm. (thr goes my sat!) i feel like stoppin it since i'm gonna do a volunteery work soon. i dunno. maybe its betta if i stopped. n no more such classes for me.

i'm sick of my job. and i think they r putting more workload to us now. in fact alot i think. but we're jz not giving in to it. we're still lazying ard.. wahahha.. cmi.. will they ever fire me? a temp gal?! *yaWnz*

angie n me on da boat journey to ubin

my fav grp photo @ubin!

so i did went sentosa on sun.. mood was (alil) dampen cos we're splitted into 2grps after reachin mac.. its was like being isolated in a way (cos they all kept to themselves n talk.. yaWnz), n to add on to it, the skies were turning grey. it got betta after the sun was out n we started playin games... n it was great at the final captain's ball we had. it was real fun, everyone played their best as if we're having some competition. ha. sweating n being dirty with lotsa sands on ur body's uncomfortable but great! i need more outings to d beaches or so like this!

a big THANKS to darling's sis suntan lotion! w/o it.. i wouldn't be evenly tanned..

went ubin.. total was a 7 of us. when we reached ubin, it was ard 11+.. ended at ard 5 with lotsa in btwn breaks den d previous! cycling was great. totally enjoyed myself. just that d fun came with a price.. falling.... i fell hard when i slipped down twice on the slippery muddy land. cost of it: a stained white shorts.. eeks!!!! n of cos, not forgetting bruises on my left leg.

after that was watchin of show forgotten.. show was ok.. knew d storyline b4 that as my sis had told me.. saw rachel lee and her gd fren fm light years. randell? nvm.. aywy he's quite gd lookin. n whr r they always together? tot he's married?! mb they're having a platonic friendship?! wad-eva!~ cant wait to slp! my hair's stil wet!!! *yaWnz*

well.. below was a pic of my work station.. small, comfy n messy. with lots of paper tt r needed to be called, file, sort. tts my job.. yea, boring.. i know. life has come to a point whereby its so routine, stagnant tt u're just bored with it. waiting jz for some new excitment injected into it. ahhh, life.

well, i hope melissa's last paper on next wed would turn out fine! she seems really stress abt it. n she's comin back to spore.. havent seen her for ages! cant wait for e 1st outing with her after so long. ok, so i'm finally goin ubin for a cycling trip.. pls dun rain..! meetin up with my pp who went laos expedition last yr.. another eventful gathering waiting to happen.

another artistic opera pic on a toilet door

hp chain bought by my manager n colleague!

my messy table!

my work station

the long awaiting holiday is finally coming! i simply cant wait for tomorrow to come! hmmz, new supervisor has been alil weird by asking questions where its really difficult to reply. hmmz. this sets us in a awkward position. but other den that, its really fine.

been chattin quite a few times with anna recently. feeling happy talkin to her. hope u're preparing ur exams well k?! come online more often. i love looking at ur new pics! *giggles*

looking forward to my ubin cycling trip.. betta not rain!

oh.. i'm very into the champions show on ch8, 9pm. its been kinda long since i last been obsessed with serials.. i want a break! waiting for the deepavali day to come now.. haiz, as u work.. i guess d only thing to look forward to isn't after sch but wkends n public hols.. i've upgraded.. to the working society but under d lower class of it.

yea, play till u had enuff b4 settling down huh? tts wad my colleague told us. but sometimes i feel i do need a break fm sucha pack life i gave myself too.. but hw much longer can i have to enjoy such youth? getting another diploma + degree (tts if i'm to pass all modules yearly), that'll be a full long 4 years.. wich means i'll be ard 25 by den.. n to be successful.. it'll prolly be in 30s already..

some colleagues did gave us very gd advices n i like that. i wana go for biz trip so that i can getta travel ard too. but.. with wad i am doing rite now.. how far can i get? definitely not far.. *sighz*



**W E L C O M E TO R E A L I T Y W O R L D**




-i miss late nite chats with you-

overview of d pl i had my lunch today!

having headache.. for d past 1 wk.. i'm lack of slp..! *arghz*
i needa slp early b4 i K.O

RRRrrring
waiting for the phone to be picked up..
over d phone: gd evening, XxXxx company,
me: paused over d phone thinking.. "shit.. not another voicemail"
over d phone: .... this is dave speaking, how can i help?
me: [paused awhile before replyin] ooh.. i'm calling to.. [fades off]
though i'm talking but i was stil in doubt thinking if i am speaking to a machine or a guy..

well, this guy voice's so clear, n deep. as if i'm listening to a person who've recorded fm d machine. i tot i was speaking to a robotic machine which has sound censor.. it was so weird n funny. ha.

yupz. have read all the other blogs n i guess we all did enjoy our trip as much as each other does! oh.. i'm tired again.. not enuff slp. *yaWnz* i guess its really the 1st cycling trip after knowing each other for so long, can u believe it..! and i've been waiting for this trip for like a mth! [cos all were busy with their stuff, n y am i so free? =P]

well, been eating alot over the wkend. rice table on sat, big breakfast, satay, fries and a heavy dinner on sun. gain back e 1kg again! sighz.. lose weight pls! borrowed too many storybook that i din managed to finish reading it. 3wks of grace is up and i will gotta borrow them again.. ok, rite now i only look forward to goin sentosa.. i wanna be tan.. its ok if i look indonesian, thai or wad. i wanna go back to d past n look tan..!

-maybe i just din wanna let go of dunno wad i'm holding on?-

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loves ktv. shopping. movies. peace. travel. reading. fashion. nature. good food. chilli padi.
chilling out with friends. sneakers. pretty things!

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live life to the fullest. humility. truthful to oneself.

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Wishlist

▪ Branded handbag
▪ New shelves
▪ Hi-Fi set
▪ Revamp my room!
▪ slim down
▪ bag
▪ cam


2014
▪ Eason Concert 3/1
▪ HKG 3/13
▪ tattoo 4/17
▪ JPN 5/10
▪ Europe 11/27
▪ Branded wallet 11/27

2013
▪ Taipei 1/12
▪ Note 2 LTE 2/8
▪ BKK 4/11
▪ Aust 7/31
▪ Thai Lang
▪ track shoes

2012
▪ BJ 3/31
▪ perm my hair 4/13
▪ black watch for work Aug
▪ perm my hair 8/29
▪ Radio/cd player Sep
▪ BKK 9/28

2011
▪ Iphone 1/28
▪ Blue Wedge 2/10
▪ 1st buy trip 3/3
▪ quit my job 3/21
▪ clear deg course 3/25
▪ perm hair 4/2
▪ 张学友演唱会 8/29
▪ new job 10/3
▪ Convocation 10/21
▪ Spring clean my room in the midst!

2010
▪ havanias slim 3/12
▪ G-shock watch 3/12
▪ shaved my hair 5/1
▪ HK shopping spree 7/9
▪ casio gold watch 8/30
▪ new jeans 11/13

2009
▪ new camera 3/12
▪ new sling bag 5/1
▪ leather-strap watch 5/8
▪ handphone 5/28
▪ satin leggings 7/10
▪ QUIT MY JOB! 12/8

2008
▪ BKK 7/17
▪ new wallet 12/6
▪ black sneakers 12/24
▪ Laos 12/24

Awaiting dreams

▪ family trip
cty to go by 35
▪ Nepal/Korea/Jpn/Europe
Language to learn
▪Thai/Jap/Korean
holistic lifestyle
▪ RCIA
▪ Pilgrammage
▪ Community svc
▪ Yoga/pilates/exercise Mar'12

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