Wednesday, March 30, 2005
over the wkends
yupz, a long holiday and i've decided to spend it over at msia.. its a mistake! so damn wrong. perhaps with the wrong grp of pp as genting is a more family / close friends, gambler kinda place.
i can hardly describe my boredom over there. its like so confined at the place. even at KL, i'm pretty bored cos we didnt do our hmwk on askin ard b4 gg down there, so i'm like practically stuck at KLCC, which is exactly like Spore. well, the gd thing abt this trip is i've getta take the new ride in the theme park which aint scary.. but a new concept. its as if u're flying. and i've managed to get some great deals over thr. a pair of shoes and track pants, shorts, top. well, basically the rest of my money went to food. baskin robbins has nice strawberry cheesecake ice-cream! and not to forget the rum and raisin ice-creams! oh, and and and i've caught the show hitch at only S$5.. a nice show! (angela cheated me! made me tot it was a boring show.. will not listen to ur comments anymore! =P) and S$10 ktv session over at genting with nice delicious fd n big room! (soooo much betta from sg's 1.)
the trip back fm msia to spore was disastrous! spend like 2-3 hrs over at the custom.. thank god i always slp when i'm travelling. so i was like waking up on and off to check if we've reached den went back to slp! *yawnz* somewhat still feel tired fm the trip.
the bus dropped me off over at lavender and i was quite surprised. well, cos i told my parents to pick me up over at golden mile. while waiting at the bus-stop all alone, suddenly this indian guy who was cycling keep staring at me.. n i was pretty scared.. cos he kept staring fm up to down, and although i shot him a look.. he was still staring.. kinda freak out and started grabbing my stuff and was on d verge to call a taxi if my parents aint reachin soon. but thankfully, they reached as i called them, den rushed off to the car and it was like such a relieve. but i think d guy meant no harm? i dunno. but d feeling was bad. aywy he cycled off after that. the way he stared was quite scary.. like wanna rob me.. damn~
monday
i think is my dad's gg thru some guy menopause or sth. he's really getting on my nerves and i really cant talk to him properly. i guess its betta that i do not stay at home tt often so as to stop myself fm argue-ing with him. his nagging is terrible. (god, please do not torture me lydat) but aywy, met up with darling to get her shoes and.. i can conclude i cant go shopping with u, gal! cos u make me wanna spend money like anything.. everything also make me feel like buying. so no more shopping with u..! met angela but its only for a short while.. felt great la.. hopefully more 1-1 so can talk more. still miss the environment thr. but i needa get on with life.. ha. nw i wish for dyed hair.... pretty bored with black hair already.. *ponderz*
nagging kills. really.
yupz, a long holiday and i've decided to spend it over at msia.. its a mistake! so damn wrong. perhaps with the wrong grp of pp as genting is a more family / close friends, gambler kinda place.
i can hardly describe my boredom over there. its like so confined at the place. even at KL, i'm pretty bored cos we didnt do our hmwk on askin ard b4 gg down there, so i'm like practically stuck at KLCC, which is exactly like Spore. well, the gd thing abt this trip is i've getta take the new ride in the theme park which aint scary.. but a new concept. its as if u're flying. and i've managed to get some great deals over thr. a pair of shoes and track pants, shorts, top. well, basically the rest of my money went to food. baskin robbins has nice strawberry cheesecake ice-cream! and not to forget the rum and raisin ice-creams! oh, and and and i've caught the show hitch at only S$5.. a nice show! (angela cheated me! made me tot it was a boring show.. will not listen to ur comments anymore! =P) and S$10 ktv session over at genting with nice delicious fd n big room! (soooo much betta from sg's 1.)
the trip back fm msia to spore was disastrous! spend like 2-3 hrs over at the custom.. thank god i always slp when i'm travelling. so i was like waking up on and off to check if we've reached den went back to slp! *yawnz* somewhat still feel tired fm the trip.
the bus dropped me off over at lavender and i was quite surprised. well, cos i told my parents to pick me up over at golden mile. while waiting at the bus-stop all alone, suddenly this indian guy who was cycling keep staring at me.. n i was pretty scared.. cos he kept staring fm up to down, and although i shot him a look.. he was still staring.. kinda freak out and started grabbing my stuff and was on d verge to call a taxi if my parents aint reachin soon. but thankfully, they reached as i called them, den rushed off to the car and it was like such a relieve. but i think d guy meant no harm? i dunno. but d feeling was bad. aywy he cycled off after that. the way he stared was quite scary.. like wanna rob me.. damn~
monday
i think is my dad's gg thru some guy menopause or sth. he's really getting on my nerves and i really cant talk to him properly. i guess its betta that i do not stay at home tt often so as to stop myself fm argue-ing with him. his nagging is terrible. (god, please do not torture me lydat) but aywy, met up with darling to get her shoes and.. i can conclude i cant go shopping with u, gal! cos u make me wanna spend money like anything.. everything also make me feel like buying. so no more shopping with u..! met angela but its only for a short while.. felt great la.. hopefully more 1-1 so can talk more. still miss the environment thr. but i needa get on with life.. ha. nw i wish for dyed hair.... pretty bored with black hair already.. *ponderz*
nagging kills. really.
what i've become, 9:42 AM.
oh man, i'm not gg thr anymore
oh man, i'm not gg thr anymore
Thursday, March 24, 2005
damn. its my 1st time ever so late..! woke up n realise it was already 830! n i was like late 55mins. damn. my dad is so unhelpful.. always adding fire to the current situation. cant stand.. arghz. i hate it! i cant be late anymore.. really gonna slp early.... everyday. my efforts of reaching work in time everyday was just being.. smashed..
what i've become, 9:24 AM.
late
late
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
i wish i wish.. if only money would drop from the sky. i think i've wished that would happen for quite a few times... but of cos it wouldn't happen! otherwise everyone would just sit and wait for d money to drop from the sky. if only the world doesnt needs money to survive.. hw good would that be! *please dun wake me up*
currently thr's some things tts goin thru my mind rite now and i'm feeling abit uneasy somehow. mb i really need more motivation fm myself.. when people dun see things my way doesnt mean i'm wrong. i guess its their loss somehow. so.. still gonna look forward to life no matter wad. i'm still young. i've got nothing to lose. no pain, no gain.. i wont give up that easily!!
saw 2 girls writing those jap pronounciation of words in eng on greetings reminds me of those secondary sch days where we keep sayin it.. those jap craze days of ours... ha, i miss them!
malaysia, truly asia~
currently thr's some things tts goin thru my mind rite now and i'm feeling abit uneasy somehow. mb i really need more motivation fm myself.. when people dun see things my way doesnt mean i'm wrong. i guess its their loss somehow. so.. still gonna look forward to life no matter wad. i'm still young. i've got nothing to lose. no pain, no gain.. i wont give up that easily!!
saw 2 girls writing those jap pronounciation of words in eng on greetings reminds me of those secondary sch days where we keep sayin it.. those jap craze days of ours... ha, i miss them!
malaysia, truly asia~
what i've become, 3:01 PM.
i wish
i wish
Monday, March 21, 2005
wow.. i feel i'm really lucky. to be able to do what i want rite now. and the best part. i'm happy! cos it seems that i've got nearly everything that i've wanted..! best year ever~! and still working out in hope to strike off everything on my list..! now i only wanna be happy and start earning lotsa money... in hope to go study for a degree in nxt year! *cross my fingers*
i'm sure i'm able to do that... thats my dream for rite now... oh ya, and to score well for my jap test....
i need some discipline and motivation.
i'm sure i'm able to do that... thats my dream for rite now... oh ya, and to score well for my jap test....
i need some discipline and motivation.
what i've become, 3:40 PM.
i'm so lucky!
i'm so lucky!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
i'm gettin my nokia phone tomorrow! still reading PS, i love u. and i tot its a really nice book.. worth reading. its a "everyday lives of a typical person". a feeling that everyone goes thru so i recommend this book to pp out thr who loves reading. ha.
right now wanna concentrate on my biz plan. tot d pdts offered were really wonderful.. let's see wad i can come up with soon. just gets excited and hopes to share it with everyone cos its really that amazing.. but i'm still too new to disclose it properly to everybody, so let's see wad i can do abt it.
really looking forward to that.
right now wanna concentrate on my biz plan. tot d pdts offered were really wonderful.. let's see wad i can come up with soon. just gets excited and hopes to share it with everyone cos its really that amazing.. but i'm still too new to disclose it properly to everybody, so let's see wad i can do abt it.
really looking forward to that.
what i've become, 4:17 PM.
can't wait for tomorrow
can't wait for tomorrow
Monday, March 14, 2005
friday
had a small celebration with my ex-colleagues. i just love seeing them. it makes me happy! i guess i'm really glad that we managed to meet.. they're friends for life~ somehow i feel, although thr's a age diff for some. =)
the place emily intro was good. i tot it had a rather warmth feeling, cosy & it felt as if we own that place.. ha. we're like in our own world.. chatted quite long n its wad i hope nxt time we'll still do when we're old! heez. emily bought a nice nice ice-cream cake & we all loved it. *yum yum* food was great & reasonable too. so aywy, i made a appt with them for d nxt day for my celebration over thr. love the watch, top & bag given by them.. heez, they keep me gg for my sat dinner.. somehow make me feel that sat would b a good bday.. i'm so glad, like a small kid being coax =)
thanks for giving me a good start-off celebration!
saturday: today is shirlee's 21st bday
well, went jap class.. after that was meetin of my cousin to go for a training. had a small celebration thr too. felt rather happy cos they gave me a surprise cake.. and my cousin even bought me a tour book to LA to motivate me to work towards my goal..! (if only its the tics to LA.. haha.) after that was rushing down to tt small restaurant i'm glad everyone turned up. except for some.. but its ok. cos they've got valid reasons. i'm really happy. food was all finished up by my friends, cake too. took quite a number of pics. MISS them hell lots man! still hope thr's sentosa trip with them somehw nxt time. or even a tour to a nearby country.. d farthest we set off was only to m'sia! aywy, we went to "the one" ktv. tot its rather like a church concept merged into a ktv. (heard, its open by sun ho & li nan xing.) even their uniform looks as if they're wearing the pastor uniform! (i'm serious~) aywy, i still prefer kbox & party world. i like the choosing sound system. ha. nw i get too excited in my ipod that i just got, and i'm still exploring despite my tired eyes is failing me! altho i shld be slping by now. still think it was really a rather expensive gift from them. hope u guys din spend a bomb on it. aywy, be sure i'll to treasure it.. cheers to my new pink mini ipod!
Thanks to all who bought this great pressie once again! oh ya, not to forget the 2 (backstage) organiser who made this day happen.. appreciated alot..
simply love it!
sunday: its a gal's party
well, went kbox for my final celebration with my gals. omg, the service sux~ it was a rather slow process with them but we getta sing our heart out, well sorta. but i'm rather pissed with the service over thr. its bad! aywy, after that was more shopping n shopping that i think i overspend my budget by buying those formal clothes!
ps: darling, i hope u're getting betta now, dun nid to feel bad that u cant join. =)
so now i'm broke~
had a small celebration with my ex-colleagues. i just love seeing them. it makes me happy! i guess i'm really glad that we managed to meet.. they're friends for life~ somehow i feel, although thr's a age diff for some. =)
the place emily intro was good. i tot it had a rather warmth feeling, cosy & it felt as if we own that place.. ha. we're like in our own world.. chatted quite long n its wad i hope nxt time we'll still do when we're old! heez. emily bought a nice nice ice-cream cake & we all loved it. *yum yum* food was great & reasonable too. so aywy, i made a appt with them for d nxt day for my celebration over thr. love the watch, top & bag given by them.. heez, they keep me gg for my sat dinner.. somehow make me feel that sat would b a good bday.. i'm so glad, like a small kid being coax =)
thanks for giving me a good start-off celebration!
saturday: today is shirlee's 21st bday
well, went jap class.. after that was meetin of my cousin to go for a training. had a small celebration thr too. felt rather happy cos they gave me a surprise cake.. and my cousin even bought me a tour book to LA to motivate me to work towards my goal..! (if only its the tics to LA.. haha.) after that was rushing down to tt small restaurant i'm glad everyone turned up. except for some.. but its ok. cos they've got valid reasons. i'm really happy. food was all finished up by my friends, cake too. took quite a number of pics. MISS them hell lots man! still hope thr's sentosa trip with them somehw nxt time. or even a tour to a nearby country.. d farthest we set off was only to m'sia! aywy, we went to "the one" ktv. tot its rather like a church concept merged into a ktv. (heard, its open by sun ho & li nan xing.) even their uniform looks as if they're wearing the pastor uniform! (i'm serious~) aywy, i still prefer kbox & party world. i like the choosing sound system. ha. nw i get too excited in my ipod that i just got, and i'm still exploring despite my tired eyes is failing me! altho i shld be slping by now. still think it was really a rather expensive gift from them. hope u guys din spend a bomb on it. aywy, be sure i'll to treasure it.. cheers to my new pink mini ipod!
Thanks to all who bought this great pressie once again! oh ya, not to forget the 2 (backstage) organiser who made this day happen.. appreciated alot..
simply love it!
sunday: its a gal's party
well, went kbox for my final celebration with my gals. omg, the service sux~ it was a rather slow process with them but we getta sing our heart out, well sorta. but i'm rather pissed with the service over thr. its bad! aywy, after that was more shopping n shopping that i think i overspend my budget by buying those formal clothes!
ps: darling, i hope u're getting betta now, dun nid to feel bad that u cant join. =)
so now i'm broke~
what i've become, 9:13 AM.
weekend birthdays celebrations
weekend birthdays celebrations
Friday, March 11, 2005
i'm pissed by my dad... i seriously have a problem communicating with him. i dunno y. mb we've got too much to tell that we cant communicate well? cant seem to express myself n bring those normal words across. aiya.. wadeva la.. tsk tsk.
well aywy, i think this bday aint really a gd 1. god's testing me huh.. everyone cant make it.... thks man. seriously dun feel like celebrating anymore. firstly was yes can, no cannot den can n then its cannot. so wad now?! tsk tsk. wad a birthday celebration pre amp. nw i'm glad i din make a big 1. yupz, its nobody's fault and i seriously know it.. but i'm jz frustrated.. nt being able to get everyone la. seems like someone keep giving me a lovely balloon n den bursting it in front of me. sighz. really wanted to go under d sun.. was lookin forward to get rid of my sickly look.. but well.. ya, so thr goes my birthday.. can practically predict it real well. so erm.. can we call it off nw? =)
ok, ya.. so i shld jz priortise n not enjoy life? no way~ i'll see wad i can do i guess.. sighz! hw to juggle when all my activities all fall on da same day?! damn... wad life am i having.. tsk tsk.
finally bought my digi cam! dinno it was so rushing n crowded. if only i had guessed.. i'll prolly have asked emily husband to help me get b4 he msged me.. cos when i saw his msg, it was too late~ already bought n rushing for class. well, i'm late for class but was rather feeling bad for making hazel rushed with me. nvm.. thr wont be a nxt time anymore~ heez.
some days juz aint urs.
well aywy, i think this bday aint really a gd 1. god's testing me huh.. everyone cant make it.... thks man. seriously dun feel like celebrating anymore. firstly was yes can, no cannot den can n then its cannot. so wad now?! tsk tsk. wad a birthday celebration pre amp. nw i'm glad i din make a big 1. yupz, its nobody's fault and i seriously know it.. but i'm jz frustrated.. nt being able to get everyone la. seems like someone keep giving me a lovely balloon n den bursting it in front of me. sighz. really wanted to go under d sun.. was lookin forward to get rid of my sickly look.. but well.. ya, so thr goes my birthday.. can practically predict it real well. so erm.. can we call it off nw? =)
ok, ya.. so i shld jz priortise n not enjoy life? no way~ i'll see wad i can do i guess.. sighz! hw to juggle when all my activities all fall on da same day?! damn... wad life am i having.. tsk tsk.
finally bought my digi cam! dinno it was so rushing n crowded. if only i had guessed.. i'll prolly have asked emily husband to help me get b4 he msged me.. cos when i saw his msg, it was too late~ already bought n rushing for class. well, i'm late for class but was rather feeling bad for making hazel rushed with me. nvm.. thr wont be a nxt time anymore~ heez.
some days juz aint urs.
what i've become, 12:26 AM.
tsk tsk
tsk tsk
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
yupz, i'm enjoying my job rite now altho thr's quiet times that makes me wanna sleep. but well, hopefully i can start concentrating to learn on my jap during my free time here.. basically free times r really free n busy times r really busy. yupz, and i need to learn how to sleep early.
nw i kinda regret not celebrating my bday cos i'm spreading my celebration for a total of 4 days (and sad to say,not everyone tho).. but nvm.. its good that i can enjoy for so many days! =)
oh, and not to forget: to all whom had a hard time listening to me abt my complains on nt being able to get things organised and those who gave me suggestions for this coming bday.. thanks! u guys know who u r..! really appreciated for helping me n listening to my calls in da middle of da nite or anytime of da day..! & my flooded msges to u all.... thanks..
looking forward to the upcoming dates in this week.
nw i kinda regret not celebrating my bday cos i'm spreading my celebration for a total of 4 days (and sad to say,not everyone tho).. but nvm.. its good that i can enjoy for so many days! =)
oh, and not to forget: to all whom had a hard time listening to me abt my complains on nt being able to get things organised and those who gave me suggestions for this coming bday.. thanks! u guys know who u r..! really appreciated for helping me n listening to my calls in da middle of da nite or anytime of da day..! & my flooded msges to u all.... thanks..
looking forward to the upcoming dates in this week.
what i've become, 9:51 AM.
enjoying it
enjoying it
Saturday, March 05, 2005
for being so weak when i'm alone.
for always putting a strong front.
for putting fake smiles to people who make me sad/angry.
for being nice to people i dislike.
for not being able to keep my cool.
when the society is starting to show its ugly-ness when you grow up.
for not being able to tell friends that they're changing,
becoming worst than they used to be.
when i give too much for everything.
for always being there for friends n most were not.
for being sad when the night falls.
for crying for unworthy things.
for falling for the wrong people. Always.
for not having more determination.
comforting words like "god has plans for u".
everything thats happening.
to feel what i'm feeling now.
for dreaming too much.
for being too fickle.
for spending so much.
for loving shopping.
but its all part of growing up..
life.. what's it all about?
for always putting a strong front.
for putting fake smiles to people who make me sad/angry.
for being nice to people i dislike.
for not being able to keep my cool.
when the society is starting to show its ugly-ness when you grow up.
for not being able to tell friends that they're changing,
becoming worst than they used to be.
when i give too much for everything.
for always being there for friends n most were not.
for being sad when the night falls.
for crying for unworthy things.
for falling for the wrong people. Always.
for not having more determination.
comforting words like "god has plans for u".
everything thats happening.
to feel what i'm feeling now.
for dreaming too much.
for being too fickle.
for spending so much.
for loving shopping.
but its all part of growing up..
life.. what's it all about?
what i've become, 9:40 PM.
i hate (myself)..
i hate (myself)..
Friday, March 04, 2005
i think i've already received a very big gift for my birthday. if i'm given the choice, i rather i had nothing. But unfortunately, i don't have a choice.
what i've become, 2:11 AM.
"Birthday Gift"
"Birthday Gift"
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
stress.. nw i'm being thrown to solve things tt was left down by another former person.. headache.. d person i'm liasing is soo damn bloody rude! haiz. tryin to live under stress. but everything should be fine soon.
what i've become, 10:32 AM.
stressss
stressss
