Tuesday, August 23, 2005
hmmz, seems like a long time i've been working over there. mite be due to spending too much time at work that i feel so drained by work.. though i really enjoyed alot. just hope to build back my confidence level..
wonder did i made a right choice.. but no matter what, i've chose to come to where i am now, so no regrets for any decision made. at least, i've tried.
perservere to do better each day
wonder did i made a right choice.. but no matter what, i've chose to come to where i am now, so no regrets for any decision made. at least, i've tried.
perservere to do better each day
what i've become, 12:12 AM.
1 mth
1 mth
Friday, August 12, 2005
3 wks on da job, still tot i'm rather slow, v distracted.. i'll hafta buck up! think i'm pretty dumb suddenly, dunno y~ gettin more timid each day.. which is soo unlike me!! i've lost my courage.. i need to pick the pieces back up..
its been nearly 2mths, its time to move on~ fantasy can neva be reality. its time to let go of some things in my life now. although there's many reason on why i'm still holding on (ok, maybe only a few reasons..), but its pointless holding on to something tts impossible. i will perservere.. thr's many more other things i've needa start working before everything just start falling apart!
wenta angie's hostel to stay on national day eve and tot its rather gd to stay there.. as in uni life, being alone.. having the independent life~ i like..
met up with my ex-colleague and.. hmmz, well.. guess it was quite sickening in a way, but for whatever reasons now, i'm gonna really believe on my intuition and not work against it. thank god for not letting anything happen.
i need to be focus
its been nearly 2mths, its time to move on~ fantasy can neva be reality. its time to let go of some things in my life now. although there's many reason on why i'm still holding on (ok, maybe only a few reasons..), but its pointless holding on to something tts impossible. i will perservere.. thr's many more other things i've needa start working before everything just start falling apart!
wenta angie's hostel to stay on national day eve and tot its rather gd to stay there.. as in uni life, being alone.. having the independent life~ i like..
met up with my ex-colleague and.. hmmz, well.. guess it was quite sickening in a way, but for whatever reasons now, i'm gonna really believe on my intuition and not work against it. thank god for not letting anything happen.
i need to be focus
what i've become, 12:34 AM.
update
update
Monday, August 01, 2005
thank god everything was great yesterday! only thing: i was feeling terrible cos prolly lack of food? esp after e workshop. geesh.. had fun hearing those models bitching amg themselves~ the model i was handling was a polite gal.. guess their lives r kinda interesting in their own way~
just wanna rot now~
just wanna rot now~
what i've become, 12:24 PM.
cool~
cool~
