Wednesday, February 28, 2007
well, been reading up phrases from the bible.
sthg tts passing in my mind.. forgiveness. "to do good to those who hate you." this is the ultimate.. they've told me many times (quoting from the bible, of cos), to offer the other cheek when someone slaps you. i dont think i'll able to do that.. to me, it sounds like only a saint can do that..
on & off, this forgiveness subject has always been around.. haunting me.
"Hate is a prison, forgiveness is the key opening that prison."
"there are times when its natural to feel anger or resentment, but we can get rid of these negative emotions through forgiveness. Forgiveness not only free others from the destructive effect of our ill will, it free us as well."
time does heal. & seriously speaking, deep down i feel that i've kinda forgiven him, but just couldnt react to it after seeing no remorse through his actions. i guess all i wanna see is at least some form of sincerity, remorse, or repentance? i hope he really treasure the chance everyone's giving him.. the last one. cos, nobody trusts him anymore. not even me.
sthg tts passing in my mind.. forgiveness. "to do good to those who hate you." this is the ultimate.. they've told me many times (quoting from the bible, of cos), to offer the other cheek when someone slaps you. i dont think i'll able to do that.. to me, it sounds like only a saint can do that..
on & off, this forgiveness subject has always been around.. haunting me.
"Hate is a prison, forgiveness is the key opening that prison."
"there are times when its natural to feel anger or resentment, but we can get rid of these negative emotions through forgiveness. Forgiveness not only free others from the destructive effect of our ill will, it free us as well."
time does heal. & seriously speaking, deep down i feel that i've kinda forgiven him, but just couldnt react to it after seeing no remorse through his actions. i guess all i wanna see is at least some form of sincerity, remorse, or repentance? i hope he really treasure the chance everyone's giving him.. the last one. cos, nobody trusts him anymore. not even me.
what i've become, 1:08 AM.
forgive-
forgive-
Saturday, February 24, 2007
ok, maybe its not a good idea to bring ashton thr.. this young boy was crying cos he's tired & i felt bad cos hx dar din getta eat alot! hmm.. ok, bring him for outing when he's older then!! now i know y u're always unsure to bring him out for the gatherings. ha, but he's cute w those actions he does. kicking & the good bye waves like the fortune cat.
hmm, i'm so bloated w the food now that i cant sleep. or mb its the many cans of green tea that i drank. thks lin dear for all the food. felt bad, cos too many unfinished food..! guess its really hard to judge hw much all of us eat..!
kandro's really cute.
i love her expression of looking the adults talking to ashton & look wherever hx & cyn pointed. she's so engrossed in whatever conversation we have, well.. in a way. looking as if she's watching a show & she's excited seeing ashton ard, keep touching his head dunno y. & there's this scene where she ran up & down trying to kiss people. wahaha. tts really a funny scene can! she was also walking ard w feng's shoe, taking cyn's hp & pretending answering a call. aiyo, kids grow up so fast these days! she's also pretty much a simple girl being happy w most stuff. innocent la. really.
<-- she's facinated w the bottle of drink! shit! i really look
fat. argh. well, back to main topic. seriously its hard gettin kandro looking at the cam cos she'll always turn & smile to lin (or me, i dunno.) and then i'll hafta tryta catch her attention by pointing to the cam everytime. (imagine there's like a total of 5 cam, so i've gotta repeat my actions again.) & the cute thing was that she'll clapped her hands & shout "yeah!!" after the pics were taken. haaz. luckily this's pic's well taken w ashton looking at the cam too! heez.
ok, below pic is just for fun. =)
happy belated birthday for u, lin!!
enough of kandro & ashton. i've gotta think of a freaking way to get myself to sleep before my driving starts tomorrow morning!! good luck to me. ciaoz~
hmm, i'm so bloated w the food now that i cant sleep. or mb its the many cans of green tea that i drank. thks lin dear for all the food. felt bad, cos too many unfinished food..! guess its really hard to judge hw much all of us eat..!
kandro's really cute.
i love her expression of looking the adults talking to ashton & look wherever hx & cyn pointed. she's so engrossed in whatever conversation we have, well.. in a way. looking as if she's watching a show & she's excited seeing ashton ard, keep touching his head dunno y. & there's this scene where she ran up & down trying to kiss people. wahaha. tts really a funny scene can! she was also walking ard w feng's shoe, taking cyn's hp & pretending answering a call. aiyo, kids grow up so fast these days! she's also pretty much a simple girl being happy w most stuff. innocent la. really.<-- she's facinated w the bottle of drink! shit! i really look
fat. argh. well, back to main topic. seriously its hard gettin kandro looking at the cam cos she'll always turn & smile to lin (or me, i dunno.) and then i'll hafta tryta catch her attention by pointing to the cam everytime. (imagine there's like a total of 5 cam, so i've gotta repeat my actions again.) & the cute thing was that she'll clapped her hands & shout "yeah!!" after the pics were taken. haaz. luckily this's pic's well taken w ashton looking at the cam too! heez.ok, below pic is just for fun. =)
happy belated birthday for u, lin!!enough of kandro & ashton. i've gotta think of a freaking way to get myself to sleep before my driving starts tomorrow morning!! good luck to me. ciaoz~
Labels: my babes
what i've become, 1:56 AM.
lin's hse + belated bday celebration!
lin's hse + belated bday celebration!
Friday, February 23, 2007
i'm feeling happy. this week's full of gathering. at least time's kinda utilised in a way. my driving suxs. i hope more practise will help!
gathering @keith's hse was fun. all the gamblers r thr showing off their skills. i'm glad the whole big bunch of poly friends i know r still contacting each other, well most of them... feel that its hard to find true friends at work. altho still managed to pull off some gd ones.. but gettin in contact in future is hard too. so, but i hope at least to still be in contact. & that they're not just someone who crossed my path in my life once.
gathering w d study taf.tc girls. we're still surviving in this industry! surprise.. its been a yr & some will be moving on to another job, some still staying on. good luck to all & hope we'll strive for a better future for things tt we like. hope will still be able to meet up cos these girls are extremely busy!
met up w joy today for a ichiban boshi feast. yummy! a short meetup but its all worthwhile. thks for the patience to the boss who served me till 1hr after shop closes
& to joy for the wait of 1.5hrs for gettin the 1/2priced cds. i've got myself the jazz, new age & a folk cd! the crowd was wow, cos its a closing down sale. thr's this 2 aunties who din wanna leave cos they're being comfy & trying all cds which drag my time of trying them out too. well, its a catch! mb i'll go down agn on sat to see if thr's more cds to get. hopefully they're not sold out!
--my prized cds after a search in the shop! =))))
gathering @keith's hse was fun. all the gamblers r thr showing off their skills. i'm glad the whole big bunch of poly friends i know r still contacting each other, well most of them... feel that its hard to find true friends at work. altho still managed to pull off some gd ones.. but gettin in contact in future is hard too. so, but i hope at least to still be in contact. & that they're not just someone who crossed my path in my life once.
gathering w d study taf.tc girls. we're still surviving in this industry! surprise.. its been a yr & some will be moving on to another job, some still staying on. good luck to all & hope we'll strive for a better future for things tt we like. hope will still be able to meet up cos these girls are extremely busy!met up w joy today for a ichiban boshi feast. yummy! a short meetup but its all worthwhile. thks for the patience to the boss who served me till 1hr after shop closes
& to joy for the wait of 1.5hrs for gettin the 1/2priced cds. i've got myself the jazz, new age & a folk cd! the crowd was wow, cos its a closing down sale. thr's this 2 aunties who din wanna leave cos they're being comfy & trying all cds which drag my time of trying them out too. well, its a catch! mb i'll go down agn on sat to see if thr's more cds to get. hopefully they're not sold out!--my prized cds after a search in the shop! =))))
Labels: chillz, taftc girls
what i've become, 12:17 AM.
cny gatherings!
cny gatherings!
Saturday, February 17, 2007
ok, i've got selected & yes, i'm gonna move on to LF! suddenly i do feel the time spent over in OS is really short, nt long enough to build up my resume. *guilty* hmm, hackz.. i needa leave tt place for a better future!
its chinese new year time! but y aint i gettin the festive season mood? aii, i'm beginning to dislike nw yr cos its boring~ only thing to look forward is dinner over at nicole's n lin's hse? i hope i'll getta see ashton thr. (hx darling, u know what to do should u see this ok! btw, i've got a slv-less hoodie for him) ha, as for kandro.. dun nid la.. always see her ard. =P but she's really adorable. apparently she's shown the 4exp of happiness, anger, sad, joy during a lunch meetup. & we've shot them all. hee, see it!
kandro's expression test! she's passed! apparently, we should not take pics when kids are happy. (click the picture if you still dunno why.)
happy new year to all!
its chinese new year time! but y aint i gettin the festive season mood? aii, i'm beginning to dislike nw yr cos its boring~ only thing to look forward is dinner over at nicole's n lin's hse? i hope i'll getta see ashton thr. (hx darling, u know what to do should u see this ok! btw, i've got a slv-less hoodie for him) ha, as for kandro.. dun nid la.. always see her ard. =P but she's really adorable. apparently she's shown the 4exp of happiness, anger, sad, joy during a lunch meetup. & we've shot them all. hee, see it!
kandro's expression test! she's passed! apparently, we should not take pics when kids are happy. (click the picture if you still dunno why.)
happy new year to all!
aii, ok.. a better new year for me!
what i've become, 7:56 AM.
mOving On
mOving On
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i guess i really dunno what i want now. really lost cos i really wanna find a better pl w better prospect & yet i dunno what line i wanna be in as all the norm job will prolly mk me wanna find a new one in less than 1/2 a year! sigh.
i'm just hoping for 14feb to come! well, its cos tts the last day of work.. coy's gonna close for cny & bonus is coming on tt day. *grinz* heard coy stop work unofficially at 3+. wonder its a gd or bad thing since i'm rushing my samples out on tt day itself!! i hope i wont needa go down to their office to send stuff... nthg more, jz hope bonus will be more than expected else i think i'll jump off n die~ *cross fingers*
my buyers are getting more ridiculous these days. keep pushing for a shorter date for me to get their stuff out.. how can?! aiyo.. sick sick sick. and i needa start clearing all that mess under my table, i can barely put my feet thr soon!
think will need more practising for driving. finally got the hang of parellel parking. i wanna be fully prepared for TP. hope i can make it.
aii, a better tomorrow ya?
i'm just hoping for 14feb to come! well, its cos tts the last day of work.. coy's gonna close for cny & bonus is coming on tt day. *grinz* heard coy stop work unofficially at 3+. wonder its a gd or bad thing since i'm rushing my samples out on tt day itself!! i hope i wont needa go down to their office to send stuff... nthg more, jz hope bonus will be more than expected else i think i'll jump off n die~ *cross fingers*
my buyers are getting more ridiculous these days. keep pushing for a shorter date for me to get their stuff out.. how can?! aiyo.. sick sick sick. and i needa start clearing all that mess under my table, i can barely put my feet thr soon!
think will need more practising for driving. finally got the hang of parellel parking. i wanna be fully prepared for TP. hope i can make it.
aii, a better tomorrow ya?
what i've become, 12:59 AM.
sigh
sigh
Monday, February 05, 2007
haaz, dinno i have the skills to do a collage w/o photoshop!
Labels: e8
what i've become, 10:04 PM.
farewell bbq!
farewell bbq!
