Friday, April 30, 2004
ha, cant believe i couldnt be bothered with d basic.. after finishing.. jz handed up. din bother to check.. let's wait for the results den.. dowan to bao any xi wang oh..
still in d mood of relaxing.. but i know i cant, will hafta study..!
still in d mood of relaxing.. but i know i cant, will hafta study..!
what i've become, 9:22 PM.
hmmz.. haven been really able to study lately.. though i really tried.. sometimes.. jz cant seem to study or rather i'm been distracted by things like tv, com etc.. i really hope i'll be able to be prepared by nxt mon..
today's kinda suay.. was walking on d way n den i'm being splashed by e bus.. argh.. my skirt was all wet! den we have this last min presentation durin classes.. i did fairly gd for the 30s 1.. but nt good for the 3min.. nxt wk supposed to do well for a 5min individual n a 15min grp presentation.. haiz.. after holding on for sooo long.. if i really jz cant make it for the exams.. den.. well, i shld jz give up.. but right now.. i'm stil tryin to convince myself thr's still hope.. at least for now..
sometimes, i jz wish to get over it.. prolly fated not up to the std.. mb i shld face reality.. but a small part of me is still waiting for that miracle to happen. miracles only happen when hardwork n perservance's been put inside.. so i mite needa do some put some work into it after final exams.. i dun wish to give up now..! hao bu gan xin! *sigh*
fri basic.. haven study.. tink i'll prolly fail agn.. but cant be bothered at now actually...... i wished more strength's given to me... hope thr's world peace.. that thr isn't any killings n all.. everyday read newspaper see iraq, thailand.. many innocence lives lost.. felt sad.. but world peace is something that cant be attained.. tts wad i tot.. too many "troublemakers" ard. they really gort nuttin betta to do.. y cant they stop killing? at least for once?
saw a old blind man yest.. in orchd. he was tryin to make his way down the escalator of paragon.. den he poke his stick on da escalator stairs so he can go down.. but he looked alil unstable to me.. of cos he wouldnt be, but i jz decided to give him a hand.. (jz had a urge, dunno y) so i hold on to his arm n ask him to step.. when reachin, he was gettin ready.. i told him to step when its end of d escalator.. he kept thankin me profusely. aii.. felt sad la, y is thr soo much suffering ard the world.. mb in d near future i shld do something to reach out to other unfortunate pple.. see already v xin teng. although i know the blind man have already adapted this lifestyle of his but the sight of it jz makes me sad. i guess i ought to be glad.. yes.. n i am. never doubted abt it. i'm happy with my life.. jz that i hoped.. i'll prolly be able to fufil my dreams.. get into U.. ya, shldnt wish too much. muz be contented.
hair's dye(d)! yay! its a mixture of bleach blonde kinda color, red,dark brown n brown. quite happy with d hairdresser that helped me dye.. though i really felt like a total guinea pig.. (which i really m) when i was thr.. d other hairdressers who came to learn all getta flip my hair to see hw's its bein done. aywy, d lady who dye my hair was angie.. she was very friendly, told me i got d hairdressor look too. ha. over thr, saw a poster of a punk-kinda hairstyle of a gal.. its like 1 side very punk n short hair.. d other side.. long n lil feminine.. really very tempted to cut but tot mb when my hairs longer.. neva getta see my hair long b4.. hope more chances of this kind of lobangs come again soon!
today's kinda suay.. was walking on d way n den i'm being splashed by e bus.. argh.. my skirt was all wet! den we have this last min presentation durin classes.. i did fairly gd for the 30s 1.. but nt good for the 3min.. nxt wk supposed to do well for a 5min individual n a 15min grp presentation.. haiz.. after holding on for sooo long.. if i really jz cant make it for the exams.. den.. well, i shld jz give up.. but right now.. i'm stil tryin to convince myself thr's still hope.. at least for now..
sometimes, i jz wish to get over it.. prolly fated not up to the std.. mb i shld face reality.. but a small part of me is still waiting for that miracle to happen. miracles only happen when hardwork n perservance's been put inside.. so i mite needa do some put some work into it after final exams.. i dun wish to give up now..! hao bu gan xin! *sigh*
fri basic.. haven study.. tink i'll prolly fail agn.. but cant be bothered at now actually...... i wished more strength's given to me... hope thr's world peace.. that thr isn't any killings n all.. everyday read newspaper see iraq, thailand.. many innocence lives lost.. felt sad.. but world peace is something that cant be attained.. tts wad i tot.. too many "troublemakers" ard. they really gort nuttin betta to do.. y cant they stop killing? at least for once?
saw a old blind man yest.. in orchd. he was tryin to make his way down the escalator of paragon.. den he poke his stick on da escalator stairs so he can go down.. but he looked alil unstable to me.. of cos he wouldnt be, but i jz decided to give him a hand.. (jz had a urge, dunno y) so i hold on to his arm n ask him to step.. when reachin, he was gettin ready.. i told him to step when its end of d escalator.. he kept thankin me profusely. aii.. felt sad la, y is thr soo much suffering ard the world.. mb in d near future i shld do something to reach out to other unfortunate pple.. see already v xin teng. although i know the blind man have already adapted this lifestyle of his but the sight of it jz makes me sad. i guess i ought to be glad.. yes.. n i am. never doubted abt it. i'm happy with my life.. jz that i hoped.. i'll prolly be able to fufil my dreams.. get into U.. ya, shldnt wish too much. muz be contented.
hair's dye(d)! yay! its a mixture of bleach blonde kinda color, red,dark brown n brown. quite happy with d hairdresser that helped me dye.. though i really felt like a total guinea pig.. (which i really m) when i was thr.. d other hairdressers who came to learn all getta flip my hair to see hw's its bein done. aywy, d lady who dye my hair was angie.. she was very friendly, told me i got d hairdressor look too. ha. over thr, saw a poster of a punk-kinda hairstyle of a gal.. its like 1 side very punk n short hair.. d other side.. long n lil feminine.. really very tempted to cut but tot mb when my hairs longer.. neva getta see my hair long b4.. hope more chances of this kind of lobangs come again soon!
Labels: poly
what i've become, 2:14 AM.
Saturday, April 24, 2004
today's comm skills kinda easy.. mb its due to d tips given.. slackz.. mr chai was like doin d invigilating.. den he was like pointing d nyp bag to ask me to put my stuff inside.. ha. after that he walked past n opened his listerine pocket sweet.. so i took 1 durin d test.. ha.. shiok! but he also cute la.. like pretend ².
3more exams to go....! n a basic theory.... damn.. muz pass this time..!
3more exams to go....! n a basic theory.... damn.. muz pass this time..!
Labels: poly
what i've become, 10:27 PM.
Friday, April 23, 2004
today's swimming in sch was fun..! with meiyan, belinda, yuehong. damn, i dinno its quite a nice place to go to until nw.. nobody de.. to tink fm last yr till nw i still haven get my swimming costume.. ha. wait till i work lah.. aywy, d laps seemed longer in sch..! (mb cos i seldom swim too. ha.)
diana n jill gave me a cartoon pic drawn by a fren.. well, true its doesnt really look like me.. but who cares.. its sooO cute..! even my sis was like sayin tt to me too.. hee.. love it.. thks diana (n jill)! dun be so disappointed.. its lovely! oh ya.. n d beautiful butterfly T! =)
quite unlucky in a way today, was walking 1/2 way den i got caught in a way.... till i reached home. after reachin home.. no rain le.. argh.. gonna dye my hair soon.. can't wait..! hope its gonna be black! love jet black hair nowadays..
diana n jill gave me a cartoon pic drawn by a fren.. well, true its doesnt really look like me.. but who cares.. its sooO cute..! even my sis was like sayin tt to me too.. hee.. love it.. thks diana (n jill)! dun be so disappointed.. its lovely! oh ya.. n d beautiful butterfly T! =)
quite unlucky in a way today, was walking 1/2 way den i got caught in a way.... till i reached home. after reachin home.. no rain le.. argh.. gonna dye my hair soon.. can't wait..! hope its gonna be black! love jet black hair nowadays..
Labels: poly
what i've become, 9:41 PM.
ooHh
ooHh
Thursday, April 22, 2004
ok, i aint goin to redang.. tts cos i needa prepare my sats and gonna haf a s.exam comin up too.. decided i can go prolly in june if i want. so not that bad either.
jz now had a urge to go watch movie.. so i wenta watch d 50 1st date.. well, quite a typical kinda love story. jz tt she has this 1-day memory thingy. her memory of d day cant last.. wanna go watch dawn of the dead.. looks like a similar show i've watched when i was young. aywy, weathers hot ³~ cant take it man...! but well, seems like its gonna rain soon.
jz now had a urge to go watch movie.. so i wenta watch d 50 1st date.. well, quite a typical kinda love story. jz tt she has this 1-day memory thingy. her memory of d day cant last.. wanna go watch dawn of the dead.. looks like a similar show i've watched when i was young. aywy, weathers hot ³~ cant take it man...! but well, seems like its gonna rain soon.
what i've become, 4:39 PM.
hot!
hot!
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
went for interview at borders.. mie told me tt if they ask u to go interview cfm get in.. but i dun tink so.. cos they gettin quite a few more for interview den fm thr shortlist agn..... hope to get this job.. in nid of cash!
dad allowed me to go redang.. surprisingly! mb cos its like a farewell tour.. still deciding if i wanna go.. but ya, as wad anna say.. this kind of chances only come once.. u wont getta go tour with such a big grp of frenz nxt time..
anna gave me a bag tt her aunt made...... very nice.....! love it alot.. ha, the aunt can actually set up a shop tt sells this kind of bag.. do until very pro.. like buy de.. i tink even $15.. pp will stil buy it...! *thks anna!*
dad allowed me to go redang.. surprisingly! mb cos its like a farewell tour.. still deciding if i wanna go.. but ya, as wad anna say.. this kind of chances only come once.. u wont getta go tour with such a big grp of frenz nxt time..
anna gave me a bag tt her aunt made...... very nice.....! love it alot.. ha, the aunt can actually set up a shop tt sells this kind of bag.. do until very pro.. like buy de.. i tink even $15.. pp will stil buy it...! *thks anna!*
what i've become, 3:11 PM.
Monday, April 19, 2004
wenta pray my grandma today.. suprisingly i woke up immediately after my sis called me, instead of lying on my bed not wanting to wake up. hmmz, its been 2yrs.. since yr 1. mum still gets alil emotional..
a small garden with a pond n well been built in front of my block.. its cool.... nice view at nite.. though its kinda noisy now.. but stil.. very nice.. will hafta take d view of it nxt time..!
got a free casio watch..! a uncle bought it at a cheap price.. cos they are samples.. d watch i gort though alil weird.. but not bad. so quite happy too..
-write the bad thing that happen to u on e sand but write the good things that happen to u on a marble-
a small garden with a pond n well been built in front of my block.. its cool.... nice view at nite.. though its kinda noisy now.. but stil.. very nice.. will hafta take d view of it nxt time..!
got a free casio watch..! a uncle bought it at a cheap price.. cos they are samples.. d watch i gort though alil weird.. but not bad. so quite happy too..
-write the bad thing that happen to u on e sand but write the good things that happen to u on a marble-
Labels: family
what i've become, 12:12 AM.
Sunday, April 18, 2004
arghhh kinda gort screwed up by two common tests today.. wonder if i'm gonna fail..... haiz. tot of takin a nap d day before den wake up n study.. end up only waking up in da morning.... n still felt sleepy..... my god.... i'm like totally unprepared for all those tests..!
after tests.. felt bad.. slpy. but end up still gort persuaded to go to celebrate terry's bday (belated). dint regret. was fun.. ate alot of food as i was famished! end up now.. i still feeling bloated after all d glurping of food. *hic* saw mf, wen, seng, fu.. but i din saw belinda! ha, so kinda embarrassed when she called me n told me she was with them yet i din see them! my eyes pak jiao sia.... ha. den saw derek, naz, j.. all on d way goin back fm sentosa....!
got a call fm borders agn.. think they need staff badly for d hols i guess.. was asked to go for d interview on mon.. hope i get a job.. so while waiting for my sats n Uni.. i can get some allowance.. hopefully i get in lah. *finger crossed* might needa ask shiling hw's interview over thr..... cant imagine.. a wkend is jz gone lydat.....!
after tests.. felt bad.. slpy. but end up still gort persuaded to go to celebrate terry's bday (belated). dint regret. was fun.. ate alot of food as i was famished! end up now.. i still feeling bloated after all d glurping of food. *hic* saw mf, wen, seng, fu.. but i din saw belinda! ha, so kinda embarrassed when she called me n told me she was with them yet i din see them! my eyes pak jiao sia.... ha. den saw derek, naz, j.. all on d way goin back fm sentosa....!
got a call fm borders agn.. think they need staff badly for d hols i guess.. was asked to go for d interview on mon.. hope i get a job.. so while waiting for my sats n Uni.. i can get some allowance.. hopefully i get in lah. *finger crossed* might needa ask shiling hw's interview over thr..... cant imagine.. a wkend is jz gone lydat.....!
Labels: poly
what i've become, 1:24 AM.
(>_<)
(>_<)
Thursday, April 15, 2004
weather recently is really too hot to handle.. it seems to be really hot like hell..! oh well, comm skills presentation tml.. hopefully wont freak out to death... usu tend to get nervous.
this wk is nuts.. having 2 common test which i'm not really prepared for.. but tryin to. and nxt wk's common test followed by 3 exams.. n den.... unoffical graduate!
tot of gettin a job soon.. part- time.. while waiting to go to Uni which i doubt i can.. aywy i still gort a SATS test on june 5 which i'll hafta study after my main exams.. den get a permanent job if i cant go Uni. actually got a call from borders to ask me to go down for interview but d lady told me cos she did not get a respond fm me.. (which was due to d bad reception i've got.. din even getta finish my conversation..!) argh.. bad attitude.. told me hafta wait for nxt round of recruitment. sianz..!
this wk is nuts.. having 2 common test which i'm not really prepared for.. but tryin to. and nxt wk's common test followed by 3 exams.. n den.... unoffical graduate!
tot of gettin a job soon.. part- time.. while waiting to go to Uni which i doubt i can.. aywy i still gort a SATS test on june 5 which i'll hafta study after my main exams.. den get a permanent job if i cant go Uni. actually got a call from borders to ask me to go down for interview but d lady told me cos she did not get a respond fm me.. (which was due to d bad reception i've got.. din even getta finish my conversation..!) argh.. bad attitude.. told me hafta wait for nxt round of recruitment. sianz..!
what i've become, 1:49 PM.
hot
hot
Monday, April 12, 2004
had a great easter sunday.. its like going back to the past.. when i was young. i never had so much fun with kids! went to anna's aunt hse.. we ate.. hide eggs n let the kids find them.. d in fact, the parents were more excited den d kids!~ ha, in that instant, i felt the warmth-ness in family bonding.. and anna really spent a great effort in wrapping those goodies up.. n planning egg hunt! (though i know u din do much. heez) even my sis reaction was like.. wow.. packing was nice.. saw d goodie bag... anna, u proud abt ur "artwork"? heez. i'm proud of ya! *grinz*
went for like hse-viewing.. was walking alot n looking at pp's hse.. some of the hse really "wow" us with their super duper nice outerior.. there was one giving those tropical kinda building.. with d front gate hacing lotsa plants hanging abv the d shelter.. insider all glass, other 1 with 2 hses within d fencing.. 1 with a center stairs.. 1 with oriental kinda effect.. wow.. its really done nicely man.. other 1.. tts jz sold.. with glass being used in most of the hse as wall.. awww... so nice to have a hse to urself.. prolly with 3 levels den u own 1 level of the hse.. isnt that cool....
finally booked my SATS test.. june 5. will hafta start studyin after exams.. guess i'll hafta look for jobs now.. otherwise i'll prolly be jobless after graduating....
went for like hse-viewing.. was walking alot n looking at pp's hse.. some of the hse really "wow" us with their super duper nice outerior.. there was one giving those tropical kinda building.. with d front gate hacing lotsa plants hanging abv the d shelter.. insider all glass, other 1 with 2 hses within d fencing.. 1 with a center stairs.. 1 with oriental kinda effect.. wow.. its really done nicely man.. other 1.. tts jz sold.. with glass being used in most of the hse as wall.. awww... so nice to have a hse to urself.. prolly with 3 levels den u own 1 level of the hse.. isnt that cool....
finally booked my SATS test.. june 5. will hafta start studyin after exams.. guess i'll hafta look for jobs now.. otherwise i'll prolly be jobless after graduating....
Labels: leisure
what i've become, 11:42 PM.
fun
fun
Sunday, April 11, 2004
today super blur.... shld haf took the NEL instead of the NSL.. took to raffles place den walk until siao.. lost my way to go to riverside point.. stupid.. took me 1/2 hr to walk to thr.. cos keep walkin to n fro den dunno whr i goin.. reach thr.. nobody thr de.. morning super borin.. awhile later niz, joanne n jiayi came to take over..
accompany mum to chinatown.. bought pants for my gong gong.. mum bought 3-quarts for herself n a dress for me.. like it..! d dress actually jz cost 1 more bucks den d black top i liked alot but din managed to buy cos it's gone..! dun tell me what they say is true? that if u lose something that you like alot.. another better 1 will definitely come.. ha.. lame.. clothes can neva buy finish de.. of cos sure gort lotsa nice 1 ard.. ya, like this dress but wasnt obsessed with it.. ha, thk god.
really sleepy today.. tink i can just slp anywhr.. ha, reminds me abt proj days whr diana can jz slp anywhr..! well, wenta visit my gong gong.. he was discharged already.. nw back to da home.. appetite betta now.. hope he really gort d strength to hang on thr..
-do not go where e path may lead, go instead where there is no path n leave a trail-
accompany mum to chinatown.. bought pants for my gong gong.. mum bought 3-quarts for herself n a dress for me.. like it..! d dress actually jz cost 1 more bucks den d black top i liked alot but din managed to buy cos it's gone..! dun tell me what they say is true? that if u lose something that you like alot.. another better 1 will definitely come.. ha.. lame.. clothes can neva buy finish de.. of cos sure gort lotsa nice 1 ard.. ya, like this dress but wasnt obsessed with it.. ha, thk god.
really sleepy today.. tink i can just slp anywhr.. ha, reminds me abt proj days whr diana can jz slp anywhr..! well, wenta visit my gong gong.. he was discharged already.. nw back to da home.. appetite betta now.. hope he really gort d strength to hang on thr..
-do not go where e path may lead, go instead where there is no path n leave a trail-
Labels: family, laos mates
what i've become, 1:08 AM.
blur
blur
Thursday, April 08, 2004
when i seemed to have started to give up the dream of mine.. d perservance is starting to build again.. after today's lesson. mb thr wasnt much pressure..? this is how weird life can be.. u can neva understand how and y it happen but it jz did.
watched hellboy yest.. it was a nice show.. action-packed.. not wasted.. though i really wanna watch my girl.. hopefully by nxt wk its still in d cinemas..
a lectuerer was chattin with us and telling us that we, man are always angry and sad we people who doesnt listen to us, or give us gift and forgotten the fact that we ourself can satisfy ourselves.. this is soo true man.. this is like an answer to me.. cos i was just thinkin about my birthday d other time too.. hmmz, well.. not abt d presents though.. i guess we must really know howta be contented.. so being a easy contented person is good.. that's life.. not taking things for granted, being yourself and all.... when there is giving, there's receiving.. how much do u actually believe? guess the philosophy of life cannot neva be said finish but the moral of it is always thr.. when u want something, u hafta work hard for it.
when you r content to be yourself and don't compare & compete,
everyone will respect you
watched hellboy yest.. it was a nice show.. action-packed.. not wasted.. though i really wanna watch my girl.. hopefully by nxt wk its still in d cinemas..
a lectuerer was chattin with us and telling us that we, man are always angry and sad we people who doesnt listen to us, or give us gift and forgotten the fact that we ourself can satisfy ourselves.. this is soo true man.. this is like an answer to me.. cos i was just thinkin about my birthday d other time too.. hmmz, well.. not abt d presents though.. i guess we must really know howta be contented.. so being a easy contented person is good.. that's life.. not taking things for granted, being yourself and all.... when there is giving, there's receiving.. how much do u actually believe? guess the philosophy of life cannot neva be said finish but the moral of it is always thr.. when u want something, u hafta work hard for it.
when you r content to be yourself and don't compare & compete,
everyone will respect you
Labels: life
what i've become, 1:57 PM.
think abt it..
think abt it..
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
well.. jz call up n yes, d top that i liked alot n was kinda obssessed with was gone..! somebody bought it..! oh well, neva mind.. guess the saying goes when u really like sth, dun let it go..!
finally all d projs done..! now only needa start preparing tests and comm skills presentation! ok, i'm not gonna let any chance slip by nxt time..!
finally all d projs done..! now only needa start preparing tests and comm skills presentation! ok, i'm not gonna let any chance slip by nxt time..!
what i've become, 8:14 PM.
sigh
sigh
Monday, April 05, 2004
wenta visit my grandpa jz nw.. he seems tired.. doesnt have the appetite to eat much.. well, he's admitted to the hospital for few days already. thk god he's sorta improving.. got a weak heart though. aircon's cold thr.. we switched on d tv n he was like sayin he din wanna watch it.. ask us to switch off. ha.. jz hope he'll be real fine soon.
needa prepare for comm skills presentation.. so will prolly hafta do the ppt this comin wk.. hopefully all of them does it. common test in 2wks time.. tts kinda fast. this sat got d exhibition @riverside point or walk.. cant rem d name.. i/c of the morning session.. hopefully can wake up n reach thr in time. belinda not goin liao cos d other time the suntec YEP de she went liao.. sianz..!
s. lesson stil nt so good.. always pointed out as a weak student.. guess really cant slack.. hafta keep tryin.. i wont give up till d last lesson n when d exams come i guess. until the result is out n i'm did not pass.. until den, i'll give up. guess i'm like more or less numb to it already. wonder is it a good or bad thing.. *hmmz*
chalet's been booked..! its on 12-14 may.. finally gonna have a chalet after all these years. well, our final gathering after poly.. before their army lah. wooOO.. waiting for d day to come.. exams gonna start on 4may. thr's ard 1mth's time..
i juz dun feel anything anymore.. very numb to wad's happening daily.. numb to everything.
-sometimes in life we tend to do whatever it takes to achieve our goals that we forgotten wad kind of person we are-
needa prepare for comm skills presentation.. so will prolly hafta do the ppt this comin wk.. hopefully all of them does it. common test in 2wks time.. tts kinda fast. this sat got d exhibition @riverside point or walk.. cant rem d name.. i/c of the morning session.. hopefully can wake up n reach thr in time. belinda not goin liao cos d other time the suntec YEP de she went liao.. sianz..!
s. lesson stil nt so good.. always pointed out as a weak student.. guess really cant slack.. hafta keep tryin.. i wont give up till d last lesson n when d exams come i guess. until the result is out n i'm did not pass.. until den, i'll give up. guess i'm like more or less numb to it already. wonder is it a good or bad thing.. *hmmz*
chalet's been booked..! its on 12-14 may.. finally gonna have a chalet after all these years. well, our final gathering after poly.. before their army lah. wooOO.. waiting for d day to come.. exams gonna start on 4may. thr's ard 1mth's time..
i juz dun feel anything anymore.. very numb to wad's happening daily.. numb to everything.
-sometimes in life we tend to do whatever it takes to achieve our goals that we forgotten wad kind of person we are-
Labels: family
what i've become, 12:35 AM.
Sunday, April 04, 2004
ohh.. i'm so happy....! i bought a pink wallet.. nt d usu kind of wallet as d material is diff.. its fm accesorize.. i tink i'm been kinda slurging alot recently.. but.. it was good to get that wallet. ha, my sis was like sayin it looks like a granny's purse. n i was like quoting wad anna said ("those pp who thinks its a ah-ma purse has no class like us") to her and my sis was like luffin.. ha. sometimes quotes does come in handy huh..
oh man.. i'm still tinkin of that top.. hopefully its still there on d shelf.. hopefully. will really hafta go down n geddit.. yest had a great time with anna..! go shop n eat.. d usu stuff.. wish i have more time to spend..
went seow lee's hse today.. she brought her neighbour to her hse.. d small boy is very cute.. but i tink he seems to be scared of me.. *wonder y* always go near or play with him den he'll cry.. do i really look that scary? ha.. guess no attraction between two of us huh.. thk god Ai plays with me..! oh.. i do miss him.. alil! but i doubt i'll be goin back to laos for hols huh? though the free lodging n tour-guiding is tempting me.. but nahz.. i can't i guess.
oh man.. i'm still tinkin of that top.. hopefully its still there on d shelf.. hopefully. will really hafta go down n geddit.. yest had a great time with anna..! go shop n eat.. d usu stuff.. wish i have more time to spend..
went seow lee's hse today.. she brought her neighbour to her hse.. d small boy is very cute.. but i tink he seems to be scared of me.. *wonder y* always go near or play with him den he'll cry.. do i really look that scary? ha.. guess no attraction between two of us huh.. thk god Ai plays with me..! oh.. i do miss him.. alil! but i doubt i'll be goin back to laos for hols huh? though the free lodging n tour-guiding is tempting me.. but nahz.. i can't i guess.
what i've become, 1:29 AM.
happy
happy
Thursday, April 01, 2004
think i've been eating alot at nite.. isnt really healthy.. haiz, needa start eating healthy otherwise stomach gonna suffer.. guess i really like eating too much huh..
pauline's gonna book d chalet.. act really wanted sentosa as thr'll be more fun over there but i guess i shldn't be tt fussy la, i mean at least we're gonna have a chalet.. rite? somemore ma fan.. later more conflict.. so jz let her decide ba.. easier.. so now will only wait for the day of d chalet to be cfm.. =)
wonder if that tank top is still available at closet affair.. still feel like gettin it.. hmmz, mb i shld go check it out soon.. gotta start preparing for d lab test n comm skills quiz for tml..! quite a busy week.. few weeks to end of poly days...!
dad jz went for a interview.. hopefully he does get the new job so he do not need to work 24hrs a day which is very tiring..!
pauline's gonna book d chalet.. act really wanted sentosa as thr'll be more fun over there but i guess i shldn't be tt fussy la, i mean at least we're gonna have a chalet.. rite? somemore ma fan.. later more conflict.. so jz let her decide ba.. easier.. so now will only wait for the day of d chalet to be cfm.. =)
wonder if that tank top is still available at closet affair.. still feel like gettin it.. hmmz, mb i shld go check it out soon.. gotta start preparing for d lab test n comm skills quiz for tml..! quite a busy week.. few weeks to end of poly days...!
dad jz went for a interview.. hopefully he does get the new job so he do not need to work 24hrs a day which is very tiring..!
what i've become, 2:09 PM.
full
full
