Wednesday, March 06, 2013
i have been on the job for about a month plus.. still relatively new but the work is starting to pile up. i'm glad there are many learning opportunities that i can look forward to learning from all the mentors.. just hope i'm learning fast enough, able to absorb like a sponge too~!
apart from that, its the start to keeping fit and healthy again. good luck to me for a lean body hopefully by the end of the year!
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 12:00 AM.
it's been a month!
before the start of my new job, i took the opportunity to try to clear up my stuff at home as much as i can and i managed to clear quite a fair bit of stuffs. although there is still more to clear, there is still a small satisfaction in me. will need to work harder to make my room with lesser things.. good luck to me.
still have a week of orientation to go, before i really start on my job. i feel that the new current place would be a good environment for me to grow more. hope things will get better!
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 1:52 AM.
Spring cleaning 2013
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
just got a call that i got the job! *jumps up and down* ok, maybe i'm too old for the action but it's finally here..... can't wait. firm things up by this week and it'll be a total reality! soooo gonna cross my fingers and look forward to the new place and learning ground.
it's a lie if i say i do not miss this job (in a way), despite having people being too complacent, it's true that i have gotten the hang on how things work so it'll be a new cycle of adapting. just a pity that i'm unable to complete the projects i have on hand. but i'm glad, and thankful that a new opportunity came, an unexpected one, so 2013 will be a exciting new year for me in the new position. i'm finally outta here!
对不起,谢谢。
Labels: enlighten me, life, work
what i've become, 11:39 PM.
early christmas present!
this blog is a place to let me look back how life has changed me. the bits and pieces of life. a quick update on.. my life. it's slightly passed the mid year of 2012, 3 more months to being 1 year on the job. how time flies.. still trying to learn on the job while i can, at the same time.. can't wait to leave this job. it's somewhat pressuring seeing so many people's KPI tagged under your stuff. it amazed me. a one-man show with so many eyes trying to see how you can grow these brands under you, by yourself.. how much time can a person have? it makes me wonder, when you are the only driver of the job~ woah. crazy people. at the same time i don't deny this job has allowed me to grow quite a fair bit. i'll just continue to take on the challenge of god has put me in. hopefully becoming a better and stronger person by the end of this journey. and importantly to speak better too. in a way, i'm glad i'm slowly learning how to cope with "work-life balance" and stress i'm getting from work.
today i've met a venerable and it was great talking to her. reminded of how we should try to look at things at different perspective. it's such constant reminder that makes you appreciate the small things that happen in life and try to go back to the principles of life that i have. humility. respect. faith. thankfulness.how we should not always let emotions control us. blaming on the external factors that causes us to where we are etc. the way of life is -we humans easily let emotions control us. being too attached to a certain thing just makes us more miserable than we are. it's true that we should learn to let go of things slowly to lessen the burden we have given ourselves sub-consciously.
anyway, she shared the four sentence which i thought i should share with you. that we should remember and say it (in our heart) daily (or better still, say it to the people we need to if we can): "
thank you", "
i'm sorry", "
please forgive me" and.. "
i love you". the words that humans often forget to say it.. or have difficulties saying it especially if it comes from a person who suffered so much, trying to say these words to the one who hurt them. seriously not easy but apparently by saying it daily, it can help you learn to put down the hatred and hurt that you have, allows one to not be too egoistic and let those emotions get onto you. such deep impact these can words bring. wow.
try it peeps! to you who's reading it right now.. it might change your life! afterall, no harm trying isn't it? saying this four sentence doesn't take even 5 minutes of your time~
4+ months to a new year. 2+ months to be an aunt. 1+ month to BKK. 2+ week to the arrival of my good friend's bb~~
Labels: enlighten me, life, work
what i've become, 1:05 AM.
deep thoughts.
it's been two weeks and i'm still sick.. have yet to recover from my flu but i'm getting better, thankfully. the disgusting thing was... the doctor totally made me -_-". she told me that she can't give me 2days MC straight and i'll have to come daily to get the MC. i think it's part of trying to earn some money from the consultation! i actually took 2days mc from her on a separate occasion that week! just a day difference as I needed to go in to office no matter what due to some circumstances~ i'll definitely go to other doctors instead in future, especially the medicine she gave wasn't strong enough and my recovery was slow. Now i've cleared the medicine and i've yet to fully recover~~ tsk. wondering if i should go and get some cold medicine..
work is crappy and stressful due to (many reasons.. and one of them is..) the nearing closure of the financial year. the company has been pushing us for the next few working days to work extra hard to help the sales team to achieve more sales. Some big projects on hand that needs care.. i hope i'll be able to cope and reach the destination smoothly.. meanwhile, i'm gonna rest well on Sunday before fight the battle again!
- half the year has gone by and what have i exactly done and achieve?Labels: life, work
what i've become, 2:00 AM.
sick.
2nd time to USS due to company's family event. have thots on not going due to sickness but still went ahead just in case there's some complications should i not go! the good thing was, i was able to bring a friend along so i brought lin, who hasn't been there yet~ had fun since she's very sporting on the rides. now i know who to look for, for those exciting rides! wheeee~
some pics that i have taken when i went to USS the other time, my another daring partner for the exciting rides~~
also a pic that i took with the MT gang, love it!
Labels: leisure, muay thai, my babes, work
what i've become, 1:51 AM.
USS
One of the busiest day I ever had! Packed and fast lunch just to clear the budget figures for the GM and got "ticked" off for not analyzing it properly. My first time being so glad that my birthday was over soon!
Seriously no mood la.
*credits to my colleague*
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 7:24 PM.
Thank god it's gonna be over soon.
FML. i'm still trying to rush out my budget for submission/discussion later!
in any case, out of courtesy to myself, ahem. i'll still like to wish myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, though i seriously have no mood for that! *in a panic state on trying to digest that pile of info*

A good 28 years in the world and still trying very hard in adapting to the environment, accepting the different feelings and thoughts that i have and learning through all the experiences. Hopefully to learn smart, not hard in the coming year, be able to stay healthier (less or NO acupunture please) and what else.. better work-life balance, hope things will become brighter as the days goes on! God, please lead me the right path and guide me through all obstacles.
just want today to be over soon~!!! so wish i'm on mc. dammit.
give me my break soon!!!! i seriously need that.
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 12:46 AM.
budget 2012
Last few to leave the office again. Need to learn up the ropes soon so I'm able to execute my stuff faster.
It's another year of learning to be more tolerant and patient.. With stupid people or another better way of saying - people with low EQ/unable to perform on the level where they're supposed to.
Labels: work
what i've become, 7:36 PM.
Tolerance and patience!
OT OT OT!
i'm freaking tired.
i can't wait for my trip to come sooon!
(wonders if this job suits me..)
less distraction from others, and more concentration please.
Labels: work
what i've become, 11:43 PM.
OT again.
it was a good experience today but was being chased by the GM to go early in the morning so was alittle upset that i was there the whole day instead of half day. nevertheless, get to see how a commercial was being filmed by the professionals and how are the clients being treated.
i love the house that they rented for the shoot! totally!! except for that far distance walk from the MRT.
thanks to my colleague's project that i get to have this opportunity of learning. and get to see 2 adorable kids and the artiste!
the kids warming up for their scene.
the kids taking picture before leaving.

simply adorable. they warm up easily and the girl was so sweet. going around giving us cute pop up stickers and lollipop. how can you not like her? awww..
Labels: work
what i've become, 10:00 PM.
TV Commercial
Saturday, January 07, 2012
I used to wish that I can get a job that is not deskbound so it's not so boring and I can get to go out.
Now that i got a job that allows me to do that, in fact forcing us to go out, I do not wish too. Cos I can't finish my work!
Seems like an irony isn't it? lol.
life is full of contradictions.
Labels: work
what i've become, 10:15 AM.
What an irony.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Look what my boss has made me into?!
Labels: work
what i've become, 8:30 AM.
Hygiene freak.
Friday, December 09, 2011

although i've been here for only 2months and counting.. and despite clearing up in the morning. it's still messy!!
Labels: work
what i've become, 2:56 PM.
my workspace.
Thursday, December 08, 2011
the whole of these week seems to pass so fast! not being able to stay in the office the whole week makes paperwork pile up even more.
Still learning the ropes of this job.. and there's so much more things to learn, solve! busy busy busy.. i'm so tired. i hope i can learn to relax and do more things.
productivity seems slower than before! hope next year will be a better year.. including adapting to these crazy industry more quickly.
Labels: work
what i've become, 12:02 AM.
oh my new job.
Saturday, December 03, 2011
work is never-ending, and so does deadlines! I guess I have too much on my plate right now....
hope this nightmare will end soon and things can go on more smoothly next year. 28 more days to a brand new year. how fast the year seems to past, it was just January then!
i need more time to rest. everyday seems to be fire-fighting. can't wait for a break to come. freaking tired.
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 5:25 PM.
and it never ends.
Saturday, November 05, 2011
seriously, paperwork are just too time-consuming. i need more time!
and i hate it, when my time are being dragged by your slowness.. tskk. why is it only me?
forgive me for "killing" many trees.. i just can't take that my place has been slowly buried by all the papers and info that is needed for work. oh gosh. please let me clear everything soon.
first week being back in office but pack like mad!
Labels: work
what i've become, 2:48 AM.
not enough time.
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
falling sick on the week i'm not supposed to. tsk.
hope i'll recover in time for my convocation which is only few days away!
office environment is bad.. need more hygiene preparation work to be done~
so many things to learn and absorb. 5+months to decide if i'm up for this job~
tired, time to rest for now!
Labels: life, work
what i've become, 4:15 PM.
busy week!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
I was suddenly asked to go back office instead of carrying out my orientation due to the tedious process of the things I'm in charge on.
Was pretty sad on the change of plans which meant I'll miss my bed. The circle line is indeed a good transport tool but the walk n wait of the other train lines does take up pretty much time too - although it's usu only a 5min difference. I say that singaporeans live a fast pace of life that sometimes such nitty gritty timing affects our decision a fair bit. I wish the co was much nearer to my hse.
Aywy I'm slowly getting a clearer picture of what I need to do and hopefully will be able to take over soon.
Labels: work
what i've become, 11:17 PM.
Day 7: back to office
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
Only day 2 of the job but I'm literally drained. Physically n mentally. It makes me wonder if I'm up for that job.
Enough said. Time to tuck in!
Labels: work
what i've become, 12:11 AM.
Day 2: outdoor